People ask me what keeps me going; what I’m most proud of…
It’s getting a message from the 58 YO businessman whose ass you tanned the day before saying: “Slept like a baby! Next time I’m coming through, I want to meet-up again!”
I usually don’t share things like this. But I’m trying to break out of my comfort zone and be more positive about my body, because apparently some of you like it?! 🤷♂️
Ever since I joined this fandom, after my “realization”, I’ve embraced my kinky side that I suppressed in my life with all my “straight” relationships. So now, my libido just always seems active. It’s like a hunger (as weird as that sounds). How do I turn it off now? 1/
Disconnected from the fandom aside from a few people and pups (none very close). Isolated relationship-wise (romantic or friends) where I’m at in the Midwest; rural Midwest. All we have is 60+ men that went through life faking it. Feel like I’m on a deserted island and starving
When you’ve spent a life “acting” and only able to have straight, extremely vanilla relationships. When you do finally free yourself, it makes you so eager and hungry to explore and find this “new you”; like being a teenager again, honestly. Except, you’re in your 30’s -
Lovely~
My orders came! One for one of my pups, and myself of course!
Thank you to 🎨
@P_RIndustries
for creating these characters and this work! Hope I get to see even more of them in the future ❤️🐻
I want to thank both my pups
@PuppyCorgiAugie
&
@ShilohTheChusky
~
You two mean the world to me ❤️Daddy bear needed this visit and I’m glad you could fill my house with warmth; you’ll be missed~
Much love, Puppies! And stay safe in your travels!
Normalize falling asleep on call with friends, your mental health matters! It's not weird, it's a symbol of love-language. Platonic or romantic, whatever! Nobody should have to feel alone in a world as big as ours.
There is a distinct lack of homosexuals in my vicinity that AREN’T 60+ yo men that want me to shit in their mouth or put them out in the rain on a chain in view of my geriatric neighbors…..
For real, Don’t cuddle me
I’ll cry 😭
Man….fuck Grindr & this area. Another pushy and creepy older man that couldn’t take no for an answer to an obscene request of his. His profile pic & name should’ve made me not even open it, but of course I still did 💀
@ExcaliburWolfAD
@FenInTheSheets
As “safe” & “corny” as this will sound, they both are beautiful to me. If I had to choose though, I’d say the smaller guy wins out for me 🐻
Good artwork from a good friend!~
I’m very proud of this one! Captures exactly the energy/emotion I was looking for. Lighting got me though
Thank you you again, Theo~🐻
There’s some days I wish I had never let down my walls. Maybe I would be in a better place than I am now. This month….you’re supposed to be proud of being gay; I’m not. It’s a label for me and nothing more. I can’t make use of it, I can’t explore, I can’t figure out anything,
I can’t give myself the warm intimacy and affection my brain is craving relentlessly. I just….stay in some gay limbo I guess. Hoping one day I’ll either become okay with being in this situation, or someone finds me and gives me what I obviously need now: a partner