February 8 2024
The day I experienced KITO for the first time.
I was so scared, being surrounded by a group of men, afraid of what they'll do to me.
I was extorted, raped multiple times, beaten.
My family was called, my mum was terrified for me, I was depressed.
I see a sad little sinner in the mirror
The devil works hard like my liver
I don't wanna be alive, but I don't wanna die
A fistful of pills, you're a nobody
Today marks a year of me moving to Lagos.
I got a job and I moved here, I had no one here, no family, no friends, it took help of a few people to survive my first 2 months.
I moved from place to place because I was homeless. (Still am) I lost so much and learned tough lessons.
Craziest thing you ever did for love?
I lied to my parents that I was going to school (delta state), but travelled from Benin to port harcourt to spend a week with a man 🫢🫢
I put out a tweet 7Hours ago
Sharing my experience wit being kitoed
And the messages nd kind words I have gotten have been amazin🫂
A few also shared their experiences, it just means alot to know dat I'm not alone
If you are going to meet anyone, please be safe 🙏, buy a taser🥲
Father forgive me for I have sinned
I have been lusting over this hunky GTbank consultant.
But father it's his fault, the species of men you create these days,
They're from the marine kingdom
I downloaded this app called "be my eyes" it's an app where blind people call people that aren't blind to help them with certain tasks that requires vision
I just help a blind old man with his insulin injection and he was so thankful.
I have been crying
World's an unfair place
One thing I hate about being skinny is entering public transport with men inside.
The way they open their fucking legs wide and inconvenience other persons is annoying
What's up with that? Is that a sign of masculinity or something
God I missed living alone, I lived alone all through my 5 years in school, I didn't meet a lot of people, I can be in my room for a week.
I had food, I had my vibrators, dildos.....it was such a good time, I want to go back.
Have you ever been dating somebody and you beg dem to do something for u
And it was always no
And they got with somebody else and they did those things for dem
And then you realize its not if they could they would
It's that they could the whole time
But they did not want to for u
First photo July 2023
Second photo July 2024
First photo was me in my first job, when one of the requirements for men is no beards, I look terrible 🤧🤧
I would rather plaster my pussy on the sidewalk for money than ever cut my beards
I'm the first child
This pressure will soon hit me
But then again, the pressure to choose unhappiness because of society and family....?
I would rather die
You can only give what you have
Lol I always laugh when younger gay men laugh at older ones for getting married to women. Please get to 30 and see what we are seeing.
Even the ones that are out to their families still get pressured to marry.
So apparently choking can cause brain damage and may not show now but it can develop later in the future.
Are you still gonna tell a man to choke you?
Me: yes....yes I am
Things that happened to me for the first time at group therapy
1. I got drunk, like actually drunk
2. I danced for the first time in front of people
3. Nobody told me rocking or grinding actually makes you hard😳, I am like..leaking cum
4. I met a lot of celebs, and fine people😭
Father forgive me for I have sinned again😭😭😭
It's grey sweatpants season
Mr valentine has been coming in here freeballing and for some reason he asks specifically for me 😩😩
I'm tired of looking at prints
I want you to drunk text me
Saying you still need me
Tell me I'm not like him
I made you happier
I want you to drunk text me
Just empty it all out, please
Tell me you fucked this up
Tell me you're still in love with me
Men don't actually like women
Not all men
The way that our society socialises boys to "become men" is not to teach them how to be men, it's just to teach them how to not be women.
Don't cry be a man
Don't be a pussy be a man
Don't like those things, those are girl things
If you smoke..... how does it make you feel? Like weed and the rest
I haven't smoked but I have been in an environment where everyone was smoking.
And I felt hungry the entire time, like there's a gaping hole in my stomach
Hi besties
I wanna know what you guys are doing to make extra money?
I have a full time job but I really want some sort of like extra income.
Like uhm....side hustle
I don't really want to start like a small business and put money into it.
I really want to start saving
I am a swallow girly
From vegetable soup, ogbono, owo soup, banga, to atama, black soup, pepper soup, oha soup
Is it okro or efo riro, groundnut soup
Please gimme all
If I chew rice one more time, I'll throw up 😩
If I crawl into bed with you and start cuddling, all you need to do is cuddle back.
It helps me sleep
Don't ask how I got into your house, it ruins the moment
-luna grey
I lost my sanity
I lost my phone, twice 😂
I lost my beards
I lost my rent to Lagos agents
I was kitoed
It's been a year and I still ask myself how did i survive
Below was what I looked like a year ago 🤣😭
I hope you choose people that choose you.
I hope you realise that the bare minimum isn't actually effort.
I hope you realise you don't have to prove yourself worthy of someone's love.
I think I should go get my nails done, in case someone proposes to next week
Do I have a man?
Nord
But you never know
We serve a miracle God who can do anything
So I'm gonna get my nails done
I'm so annoyed and fed up with myself,
I'm fed up with my own existence
I'm jealous that other people can walk away from me, they get a break
I'm stuck with me 24/7 no days off
God I remember 2020, the first and only time I stained
I warned him
Bros didn't listen
Since that day
Girl I don't give a fuck who you are, you will never convince me to shag if I didn't douche
Uhm
So I work in an environment where there are a lot of banks and of course bankers.
One thing I noticed is a lot of them have high blood pressure and big fat bubble ass
Unfortunately I want to fall in love and be told I'm handsome, go on dates and cook together, be attacked with a bunch of kisses and hugs and just generally feel like nothing else matters.
-spooky
To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer; not to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. >>>>>
Beautiful people require beautiful funds … Just a picture for the X… You pipu should tell
@Viznelson
to stop running or getting scared when he sees me .. I am no ‘Miranda Priestly’ at least not to him ..
They say the 20s are the best years of your life
But I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets
'Cause I'm busy on my phone observing everyone else
How I compare and obsess
Just me, my phone and these walls
Types of twitter users
The whores
The activists
The opinionated
The depressed
The influencers
The writers/poets
The celebrity stans
The foodies
The debaters
The comedians
The news junkies
The business professionals
The pornstars
I would definitely say I'm amongst the depressed🤔
If the perfume smells nice I'll wear it.
I personally like sweet smelling perfume, I want to smell like a snack, candy
I don't want none of that oud wood, musk, oak or forest
At the end of the day only you got you
I'm at my all time lowest
Guess what?
I don't smoke
I don't drink alcohol
No substance abuse
Just here feeling every single emotions.
All I do isolate and cry blood.
I want an escape so bad even if it's for a minute.
I just finished a therapy session with TIERS
My assignment was to explore purpose or reasons to live or want to live
The only thing I can think about is food
My dad just called me after 5 months
You would not believe why he called me.
He goes
"there's a belt I have kept in my bag since last year, I can't find it"
"Did you take it?"
I was twitching, I could be dead in a ditch somewhere and you are calling for a stupid belt
There is no amount of money you can pay me to go on that balloon popping dating show.
I already have enough insecurities
The Idea of building myself up to walk out there and be like I got this
Just for me to walk into a room and hear a cacophony of balloons popping in unison
If you tickle me and I k*ll you by accident that's between you and God.
If you tickle me and I warn you once to stop and you continue to tickle me and I injure you, that's between you and God
Your emotions are valid
But your behaviour is not
Your anger is valid
But your yelling is not
Your pain is valid
But your drinking is not
You missing them is valid
But going back to them is not
-thephilosophart