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Stewart Bailey

3 years

This is the Hardest thing I’ve ever had to Write. It is with a Heavy Heart and Deep Sadness I Write that My Cheryl has Passed away. I take Solace that Cheryl is now at Peace. I Love You Lil Cheryl And always will. Cheryl Louise Davison 7/9/1978 to 1/12/2021

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

Somebody said to me today to put all the photos of Cheryl away as it’s the only way I can move forward? If I can’t see Cheryl’s face I might as well be dead, I need to see Her to keep me alive, to feel less lonely, I am Grieving, does nobody understand? 😪😪😪

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Stewart Bailey

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3 years

Time to somewhat admit defeat? I have reluctantly flown back to England. It very quickly dawned on Me despite sitting out in the Sun abroad I cannot escape the Crux of My Grief. I will seek out some medical help as I now realize I need professional help as I have reached the end

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Stewart Bailey

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2 years

Tomorrow I bite the bullet and am paying to talk to a Grief Councillor, I’m not happy about having to pay but I can’t go on feeling the way I have been for far to long now, I just don’t want to break down and cry 😢🗣

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Stewart Bailey

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8 months

What niggled me the most is the way Cheryl’s Parents cut me adrift after the wake. I know we don’t have a direct connection between us anymore but after almost 18 Years together I don’t know, a phone call now and again? Others tell me their grief is worse than mine? It niggles me

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

#Grief

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

@ntfc Oh my #ntfc 🗣🤗⚽️

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

Today is a very difficult Bittersweet day for Me. It is Six Months to the Day since My Cheryl sadly passed away. There hasn’t been a day I haven’t thought about and cried over Her and I will Never Ever forget Her. 🥺❤️‍🩹💐

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

I’ve been offered a Position and have accepted the Job and I start on Monday June 20th

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

1 year

Since Cheryl Passed away I can’t stand being in my own company. I hate who I’ve become, there’s a lot I don‘t like about Myself. I’ve got to accept change but letting go of the past is so difficult and the future if any scares me a lot 🥺

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Stewart Bailey

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2 years

@RichardEGrant @SaffronKim @OliviaGranted My Second Christmas as a Widower, I walked through Newport Pagnell High Street on the way Home Tonight, looked up at all the Christmas Lights but it was tinged with sadness, when I got in I had a bit of a cry 🎄😢

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

@BenOxlade1 Hello Ben, I’ve seen your Tweets for a while now while I scroll, I just wanted to wish you and yours well, your Child’s story is heartfelt and I hope every day from here on in get easier for you all, hang in there and thanks for sharing, you are all so very brave 🥲

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

I always well up at this moment 😪 Uncle Buck, I can relate to his position in life being an outcast of my family

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

#ntfc @ntfc Look What I got Today ⚽️😁👍🏻

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

5 months

#Grief ❤️‍🩹 I still suffer with these and more and truth be told its getting worse with every passing day

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

A good goal to strive for…….❤️‍🩹

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

It’s a walk I find more and more difficult to put one foot in front of the other 🥺

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

@ntfc Jeff Stelling has just called Sam the lower league Erling Haaland ⚽️

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

7 months

#Grief ❤️‍🩹

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

Today I say My Final Goodbye to My Cheryl as She is laid to rest. This is going to be the most difficult, challenging and emotional day of My life. Scared, fearful & worried, just hope I can read Cheryl’s Eulogy without breaking down? I need to be Strong & just hold it together

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

There is only One Michael Caine, End of, Nuff said ✊🏻👊🏻

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

6 months

#Grief ❤️‍🩹

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

Day 322 here, I close in on almost a Year since Cheryl passed away, I still shed tears, I look at Photographs, the darkness & loneliness of the Cold Winter Months scares Me, I’m alive but I don’t like the life I have 🥺

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

I come in from the Football, an empty dark house is behind the Front Door, nobody to talk to, an empty Bed, loneliness amongst the quiet is Soul destroying, a long hard Winter ahead all by Myself 🥺 Grief is Not My Friend but not My Enemy, just an uncomfortable feeling within 😶

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3 years

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

I was in The High Street & I really don’t know what came over Me? The door to the Tattoo Shop was open and from out of nowhere a voice in my head said, “Go get a Tattoo” Cheryl had 5 Tattoos and often quipped how Square I was at my refusal to get one, not so Square now am I? ❤️‍🩹💝

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2 years

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

I have a training Shift starting at 8pm on Friday, first proper paid days work I’ve done since 7th December 2019 😧

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

Thank You for Remembering My Cheryl 🥺💔⚽️

Northampton Town

@ntfc

3 years

Remembering those we have lost in 2021.

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

I don’t have much to Smile about these days but this will 😁 Steptoe and Son alert! Galton and Simpson's great comedy enjoys its successful first outing on the big screen @TalkingPicsTV 11.25pm tonight #SteptoeAndSon #RayGalton #AlanSimpson

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

For the first time since December 2019 I’m about to go and start earning a wage packet working for the Man. I don’t need the money, I don’t really need a job yet but others say it will give Me Structure, Routine, get to meet people & give Me some sort of normality? Time will tell

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

Dave Lee Travis is Trending, a few Months ago I picked this Book up in a Charity Shop for £1 and it’s a Signed copy 📚✍🏻📸

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

#ntfc What better way to settle in to My New House with a few Cobblers items to make it feel homely 🏠⚽️

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

I’ve just had a job interview, scary stuff 😨 Fingers crossed 🤞🏻

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

Walked home behind a couple who were holding hands and laughing and showing public affection, held it until I got home, shut the front door and burst in to tears 😥

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

So Sad but So True, I know just how Precious Life is 🥺

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

Today I waved Goodbye to England 👋🏻 For Me to go forward with My life I need to go and re-invent Myself where nobody knows Me? I will NEVER EVER Forget Cheryl no matter what 💔 What a Caterpillar 🐛 sees as Death, a Wise Old Man sees a Butterfly 🦋 Time to fly High Stewart Bailey

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

Day 1 - Ice Cream #Malta 🍦

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

Certainly discovered that fact in the last five months 🥺💊

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

Just seen the house I sold up for rent online, it’s an empty shell now, sad to look at the photo of the room Cheryl passed away in 🥺😔

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

1 year

Living with a broken heart means learning to accept the fact that every day is just another day without your loved one in it, and that will never change. Here's the thing...the problem with living with a broken heart, is nobody can see it. ❤️‍🩹

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

@ntfc Rest In Peace My Cheryl Davison and Thank You for remembering Her 🥺

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

And it doesn’t get any easier 😢

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

I got an email at School today, I’ve been nominated for Teacher of the Month. Somewhat chuffed with myself as I’ve only been there 27 days and I’m new to the job, must be doing something right?

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

Ended up doing a 5 hour trial shift as it was so busy. Been asked to return tomorrow for another five hour shift so to all intents and purposes I may have found myself a job?

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

Today is the Birthdate of the Late Great John Thaw, 3rd January 1942. Sadly no longer with Us. One of My Heroes, Jack Regan, Inspector Morse, Mitch, Mr.Tom Kavanagh QC amongst many other roles. I was lucky enough to serve Him in a Petrol Station back in the Nineties. LEGEND 📺🙌🏻

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

1 year

@MichaelRosenYes @SaffronKim @NHSuk My Partner was a Kidney Dialysis Patient for the last Four Years of Her Life, the aim to keep life going by many Nurses is so understated, compassion and empathy by many 💝

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2 years

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Stewart Bailey

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10 months

#Grief

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Stewart Bailey

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3 years

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

Today has been a bad day, another job rejection, property I was hoping to rent, despite offering a years rent up front, Landlord wants a guarantor that I can’t provide, is it any wonder I’m fast falling in to a pit of despair, to much to ask for a bit of normality?give me a break

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

Going through many Boxes and found this Photo of Cheryl and I at Alton Towers many years ago, a Happy Memory for Me to Cherish 💘

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

Since Cheryl passed I feel the same way with my grief, the colours in life don’t seem as they should? 👀😞

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

Seeing all these Christmas Television Commercials only reminds Me that this will be My Second Christmas without Cheryl. It’s a total non event for Me as Cheryl passed so close to Christmas last year, just reminds Me of just how all alone I am in this World 😢

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

#ntfc ⚽️📺 The final state of the English Division 2 (Now league One) in 1998 courtesy of Ceefax.

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

The beginning of another Football Season is almost upon us. I am back behind the Mic @nptfc My Fortieth Season as @ntfc Supporter. My First without Cheryl. And remember if you aren’t sure just ask yourself what would Jan Molby do? Shoulders back, Take No Prisoners, Smash it 😁⚽️

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

A Great Evenings entertainment tomorrow Evening on @TalkingPicsTV 📺📽😁

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

#ntfc Two Cobblers Gifts, first Christmas without My Cheryl but trying to make the best of it with my 5 Cats #ProudToBe @ntfc #ShoeArmy

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

11 months

Two Years ago December 1st 2021 Cheryl sadly gained Her Heavenly Angel Wings. I miss You So So much Lil Cheryl. Where ever you are I know that you are proud of me Navigating this river of grief, rudderless with a broken oar The best I can without you. ❤️‍🩹

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

A very Large piece of Me died as well today, I’m a broken Man, just about kept it together reading out Cheryl’s Eulogy, Home now for a bloody good cry 😪

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

Went out down the High Street, a Hearse passes by with a Coffin on board, my Heart misses a beat, I start to well up, this thing called Grief, it just doesn’t get any easier 😢

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

Cheryl 🥺💔🙏🏻⚱️🥀

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

@GaryScribbler Hello Gary, sadly my partner Cheryl passed away last week. Every day since I’ve written her a letter to tell what’s going on my world, I think it’s called cathartic? Somebody said I should see what you've done to counteract the grief

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

About to go out the door for a three hour job trial to see if I can hold my nerve? not very confident but got to give it a go, very low self confidence, a feeling of here I go again, full of self doubt 🫤

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Stewart Bailey

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3 years

Think that looks like Me? 🤔

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Stewart Bailey

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2 years

Eight Years ago today Facebook reminds Me of Cheryl and Elvis, Sadly both no longer with us 😔

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Stewart Bailey

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10 months

So 2023 is ending. Another sad lonely painful Grief stricken year. Three Career changes, returned to the Parental Home. What will 2024 has in store for Me? I don’t expect anything to change? As I say to all, “Enjoy the Love of Your Family and Friends as Tomorrow is not a given”❤️‍🩹

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

Day 230 today 🥺❤️‍🩹

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

This Cardigan was worn by My Cheryl at every single one of Her Dialysis Sessions, today I’ve given it to a woman with three other shirts which She will create some cushions, possibly a Teddy Bear as a keep sake for Me, felt quite emotional seeing the Cardigan go 😥

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

I’ve started to read this Book, if you’ve ever lost a loved one & like Me struggling with your Grief this is a very good read, already taken comfort & thought differently about the way I’ve been seeing things, well worth a read #Grief 📚

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

@iainlee I have a cassette player, I have time on my hands, I have an empty bedroom, seriously I’m bored, don’t know know what to with myself, grieving, need to something to occupy me, please Iain I’d like to help out please?

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Stewart Bailey

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2 years

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Stewart Bailey

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2 years

“This time next year we’ll be millionaires” 😁

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

#Grief 40 days of mourning, time to change all my social media profile photos to just Me now. Funeral ceremony was on Friday. That Book is now closed sadly. Today is the first day of the rest of my life, I’m scared but somehow I’ve got to carry on, not an easy task but no choice

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Stewart Bailey

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3 years

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

***Re-signing News*** The club are delighted to announce the return of @TheStewBailey as Match Day Announcer!!! Stewart was briefly announcer a few years ago and makes his come back behind the mike on Thursday night at the MK Dons game! Welcome back Stewart! 👍🎤🏆⚽️🦢💚😁 PROUD

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

Last year I was still in shock and numb, this year it’s more dread and fear, a total non event for Me, a time of reflection 😞😢

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

5 months

Today was Shift 170 in my job, since Cheryl passed I’ve had six jobs and this is the longest I’ve lasted so I guess lasting this long has to be some sort of a positive? ❤️‍🩹

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

I would like to thank everyone at @nptfc For the Warm Welcome today and the Nice Comments towards Me concerning Cheryl's passing. A challenging 2-0 Win & so good to see @flinny04 Shouting & encouraging the Lads on & WOW The Ultras & inflatable Swan, so much noise

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

Not a bad view from my lodgings for the next few weeks ☀️

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2 years

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Stewart Bailey

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10 months

@sweeney_archive Top photo from The Sweeney (1st film ‘77) outside Barons Court tube station in West London and the 2nd photo outside the same place

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

Happy Birthday Dad, 84 Today 🎂 Over the last 4 Months you have been My Rock, offering Advice, Opinions, Thoughts, Compassion, just listening, a Shoulder to Cry on, literally, endless amounts of Toast, Bananas, Biscuits, Bitter Lemon and Drinking Chocolate, You stepped Up❤️‍🩹✊🏻👊🏻

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

3 years

Every Wednesday Morning most of all at 00:08 The time Cheryl passed away, I try to be asleep by then but it just hasn’t happened 🥺

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

11 months

Today I am 54 Years old. No celebration. I feel guilty without Cheryl being here. An Evening of sad quiet reflection all by myself 🎂😢

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Stewart Bailey

@TheStewBailey

2 years

Grief has taught me that there are so many people walking around with broken hearts. We may not be able to tell by looking at them, but their hearts may be unbelievably full of pain and somehow achingly empty all at the same time. May we proceed gently with one another. 🙏🏻 💙✨

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