Creating an edtwt group chat!!
Rules:
(Not required)
Weekly weigh ins
Daily intake
Share tips
Tell stories
No meanspo unless someone asks
Be kind/supportive
This a group for making friends and helping each other out!
(Everyone who comments will be added, I promise)
If you don’t stay hydrated you won’t lose weight. Water weight is caused by your body not getting enough water, so it tries to hold on to all the water it gets. Drink regularly and your body will not hold on to it.
I hate eating, I never want to eat, food is gross, I have zero cravings, I am not mentally hungry, if I eat I’ll get fat, I will get skinny, I will get thin
I told my gf about my Ed today and she cried… I told her I’d get better but I just don’t know… do I want recovery or not… I wish I could just make up my mind
One of my fav meals rn
Veggie Omelette 70 cals
3 egg whites
Half cup chopped lettuce
Quarter cup chopped cherry tomatoes
Cup chopped white mushrooms
Teaspoon freeze dried chives
Salt/pepper/garlic powder/onion powder
Then some hot sauce on top
Creating an edtwt group chat!!
Rules:
(Not required)
Weekly weigh ins
Daily intake
Share tips
Tell stories
No meanspo unless someone asks
Be kind/supportive
This a group for making friends and helping each other out!
(Everyone who comments will be added, I promise)
I miss school so much.. I miss Christmas time at school… I miss ⭐️ving at school… I miss getting the opportunity to lose weight over Christmas break and come back to school thinner than ever…
Jan- Started recov
Feb- Got extremely ill
Mar- Recovered
April- Made new friends
May- Getting good grades
June- Bday, prom, grad
July- Got extremely ill
Aug- Hypochondriac, extreme anxiety
Sep- Quit job
Oct- Moved in with Gf
Nov- Relapsed
Dec- Best ana and b/p queen 😔👍
Creating an edtwt group chat!!
Rules:
(Not required)
Weekly weigh ins
Daily intake
Share tips
Tell stories
No meanspo unless someone asks
Be kind/supportive
This a group for making friends and helping each other out!
(Everyone who comments will be added, I promise)
Friend said “You’re just naturally skinny, you’ve just always been that way”…. So you don’t think I look thinner… so bmi 17.8 and bmi 21 look the same…. Hahahah..
I need to fast until Christmas dinner
I need to fast until Christmas dinner
I need to fast until Christmas dinner
I need to fast until Christmas dinner
10 cal soup recipe
Half cup chicken broth
Half cup water
3/4th cup of lettuce
Teaspoon free dried chives (or fresh)
Seasoning (I use salt, pepper, garlic powder, onion powder, cayenne)
I call it mcchicken soup cuz it slightly tastes like a mcchicken
My eating rules-
-snacks must be under 50cal (1 snack a day)
-no breakfast
-lunch must be under 100 cals
-dinner must be under 300 cals
-I can have any amount of tea and gum I want
-drink lots of water, always
-never eat more that 600 cals a day max, usually stay under 450
Jan 1 I’m putting my gf on a calorie deficit… I told her I’d do it with her so it’s easier for her (I’ll actually be eating way less secretly cuz I only eat dinner) but the difference is she’s 230 lbs and I’m 115
Tomorrows to do
Walk down town
Buy wl pills
Look at lowcal snacks (probably not buy anything because I usually just don’t eat)
Go thrifting
Walk back home
Perf day, I’m so excited 🤩
I tried eating normally for a few days, just to remember what it’s like… I’ve been struggling with school but now I’m doing great, I don’t feel confused, I feel so much more confident about my work. My brain is actually functioning. Is the the beginning of my recovery era? Idkkk
I purg3 into this big ass plastic cup that I keep in the bathroom. I dump it in the toilet and rinse it out when I’m done but it has never been properly cleaned… I’ve used it at least 20 times
I started righting about a girl named Rexxi who discovers edtwt and an “angel” named Ana spears on her shoulder and starts encouraging her to st4rv3. But basically it’s my own life story just quirked up a bit.
I give myself 1 cheat day a month where I eat all the foods I’ve been craving in one day. Had it today because I hate eating but still have cravings and just wanted to get it over with.
Constantly b0dy ch3ck!ng when people are around
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If I’m in my room with my gf I’ll frequently lift my shirt up while I stretch so I can see my body in the mirror. I always put my hands around my waist or thighs or on my collar bones when my friends are around.
Showing off my ed
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When I’m at home I wear baggy clothes but if I’m going out I want people to know how skinny I am. I wear the most revealing clothing despite it being winter time. This also goes for if people are coming over.
My mom got me 10 boxes of Mac and cheese, 10 packs of ramen, a shit ton of chocolate, and gift cards for every fast food place where I live… I’m going to 3nd my l!fe
I’m noticing it’s starting to become less of a romanticized thing. I don’t feel the need to be on edtwt, I don’t count calories or get specific nutrients, I don’t even take much vitamins. All my brain knows is thin, skinny, lose weight. It’s getting bad, and I love it
I love triggering myself with myself.. like knowing I’m skinniest person at the party is sooo 🤩 I gotta make sure I’m always the skinniest person there
I used to take hydr0x!cut but they stopped selling it at the store I went to… I’m thinking i might go down town tomorrow and look for some other kind of weight loss pill… I so badly want to be thinner, faster