hi its me! erryn: ur mute loser NEET moot!
i like: /tttt/ (my online friends stopped me from using it again), vidya (i have no money to buy any games), listening to ppl (i have no friends so i listen to YouTube instead).
i dislike: loud noises, crowded spaces, having to talk.
im the same weight in both these photos, yet in one i look like id be hiding behind a doorway in undead burg, and the other i look like one of the most ephemeral radiant angels crafted upon Gods beautiful ambrosial superflat green earth.
taking your meds is divine providence ๐
@boymoderology
why do these people talk like androids, character customization is in like every video game ever. whoever wrote this must be like 85 years old.
The sooner you accept you are NEVER going to see the inside of an NHS gender clinic, the earlier you can take your life into your own hands.
My Gender Clinic had a 56 MONTH waiting time when I was added, that's just for the first appointment, there's a year wait for the second.
Due to being a neet for most of my life, my skin has not seen the sun in years. This is how I achieved a beautiful pale complexion akin to a victorian girl.
When did clocky change meaning from having like a slightly bigger midface and being a bit rectangular to having full blown beards and being built like a military vehicle.
Thatโs not clocky, youโre making them as masculine as you possibly can !
when i was in school i used to get bullied abt my appearance a lot, id be made fun of for being skinny and also for being pale, theyโd call me a vampire and said I sparkled in the sunlight and made lots of Gay Twilight Vampire jokes.
That's an additional FIVE AND A HALF year long wait to even begin the treatment of your mental health issue. That's a life destroying prospect
If you're trans in the UK, you cannot languish on these waiting lists, you need to take charge of your own life because nobody else will
yes i triple checked and i also tried taking pictures to prove that my hip breath is only 11.5 but it was rlly hard holding the tape measure and also the phone at the same time but its close enough
one time when i was a kid i was May Day King, my soft and sensitive demeanour made me rlly good at my kingly duties like reluctantly holding the hand of a girl while doing the May Day dances
I definitely have some kind of complex around suffering, I think there is a massive gulf between people who've had their queerness for lack of a better word defined by trauma, and those who've had it defined by pride, and that divide can be seen in rural vs city, rich vs poor etc
someone asked me today why i say โdanke schรถnโ and i was hit with the realisation.. is this the reason why ppl always ask if im German???? its just smthin ive compulsively said instead of โthank youโ since i was like 11 ๐ญ
i had my first kiss when i was 20 years old, it was hard to enjoy the whimsy and romance of the moment because i had fingers shoved down my throat and a hand around my neck less than 4 seconds afterwards .
@estrogenizedboy
my parents divorced when i was like 6 or 7, when i was 13 my mom just wouldnt stop mentioning how she was โ99% sureโ that my dad was gay. she never elaborated what she meant by that but it keeps me up at night sometimes ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
i forgot how gross english grindr is, i put in my bio that im a virgin, basically an angel irl- and these men roll into my dms using such brutish ogre words as "arse" so disgusting....
like where is my knight is shining armour- this is tragic on so many levels...
have to go to a wedding this weekend and im still being forced to wear a dress for the occassion . send me prayers ill need the strength of all my oomfs to survive this.
this account, and the first tweet i ever posted on it (this photo) all originates from THIS one particular story, this one horrible night at an LGBT society event, now you know why im so deranged on here.
when i went to Uni i tried being a normal real person, unfortunately my entire course thought i was either American or German and that my name was โaaronโ and i was too anxious to correct them despite how gross the name Aaron is.
so that made it really difficult for me.