just a public annoujcmet. i hung out with cinna and immedatley felt sick. this is a normal procdure, but this time is differnet. she then hung out with nick polom and now hes sick.
psa. do NOT hang out with cinna. she is a virus.
I want to show people more personal
@shit
about my life. My favorite thing about reckful was he let people see the realities of streaming and being “famous” . But now everyone seems that side of the world as all “Parasocial “
The feelings of suicide were wild. It felt like it made me want to commit to doing it everyday. It’s all I thought about. It’s like my brain cracked and there felt there was no way to heal it but die
I said tri hard last night because I was gonna say ice made me but I couldn’t do the closest was the big cheese TriHard. And it worked. The crowd loved it. It was the largest TriHard spam I’ve seen sinceforsen best the record in 02
NOT LIVE TODAY. i have to do korea stuff otherwise i'm not going.
Tomororw is more fun and ive been loving stremaing see you then <333333333333333333333333
I had the best Christmas I ever had in my life this year. No gifts, but I saw one of the only people who ever beleived in me and I saw him randomly. I cried a lot, but I’m so happy I saw him
Feeling a lot better lately. Been doing light exercise and sleep has made me feel so
@much
better. Sorry for
@the
funk the last few months I know I was grouchy
I DIDNT KILL EMI. TECTONE ORDRED A HIT ON EMI TO BE KILLED BUT GAMEISBUTT.
TECTONE THEN MURDERED GAMEISBUTT OUTSIDE STOCKADES TO MAKE SURE HE DOESNT TALK RIGHT AS THE CALL BEGAN.
I WILL PROVE THIS WASN'T ME.
Btw there is no better feeling in my life than making others life. Will never change. Making good jokes about being able to be a moron is euphoric for me. It’s my passion and it’ll never die
I just saw a teacher of mine for the first time in 10 years
“Yo miz what you doing home? You still being obnoxious ?”
“Im a streamer Mac!“
“Glad you made it into a profession”
I live to help others. I live to make others happy. It’s my job. I just care a shit ton. I always will. and am I a trol? Yes because who cares about life we all gonna die one day and this might be ur last smite gsme
2024 will be a great year. I feel like this past year I’ve really tried to reset my mental and now I’m ready to go hard again
Still a wildly good year stream wise but I know I can do more
People ask how I can do those 28 hour warzone challenges or do a 14 wall staring stream and still have oomf after and during and it’s really simple
It’s because I like it :)
Some kids recognized me and the teachers tell all the students how I’m a streamer and stole teachers passwords to log onto the grading system and I’ve never been happier
My brain races all day it’s actually insane I want to tell so much but then people deem im “farming PARASOCial viewers”. Is it a problem my life is interesting? To understand what being a streamer is really like?
My moms retina detachment seems to be getting worse and I originally wasn’t planning on coming home for holidays but I need to go be with her
Give me a little more time. I’ll be back soon
To my viewers:
Working on a bunch of things behind the scenes. I promise that despite everything i'm going to give it my all and I do love streaming and making content. I will make you all proud.