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Hyper-independence is a trauma response.
Disappointment or betrayal can cause us to fear depending on others. Hyper-independence is a way of protecting our hearts from further hurt.
But humans need each other. We live in an interdependent reality. Isolation is an illusion.
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It's time to stop labeling women (and men) as disordered and start relating to them for who they are - real humans beings with real feelings who suffered trauma and want to return to wholeness with the help of others' support, love, and compassion.
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Narcissists inflict trauma on those around them and create a mess wherever they go.
Demonizing them is easy, but in the end, they are wounded humans just like us, suffering just like us.
Perhaps we can find compassion for our wounding and theirs.
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Intense romantic chemistry so powerful and feels so good.
Reinforced by the belief that if a relationship isn't passionate then something's wrong.
Normalizing relationships that are simple, honest, kind, and loving can help us find the right partner for us.
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I find the biggest benefit of being single is the feeling of spaciousness, lightness, and possibility.
I feel free, and easy, and life feels vast
The same feeling I had as a kid
Keeping those feelings alive in a relationship is hard unless actively cultivated by both partners
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Here's what I see as the underlying dynamics:
1. Mentally inflexible people get angry when life doesn't go their way or they don't get what they want.
2. Unhappy people gossip to feel significant and also to judge others.
3. With enough stress, even the most calm person can
I thought money, a nice car, and looking good would make me happy.
I worked for a Fortune 500, drove a Porsche and wore nice clothes, yet I was miserable.
Now I meditate, do meaningful work, and drive an old car, and I'm happier than ever.
You decide what wealth is.
Immature caregivers create a dysfunctional family environment.
The child sacrifices themselves to accommodate the dysfunction.The adult child continues this pattern of neglecting their needs to get along.
Our task is to be who we are and reclaim the little child we threw away.
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Here’s the line that stood out for me most:
“People around them feel safe because they do not give mix messages.”
This is rare. Most of us don’t feel safe around most people.
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We tend to think finding the perfect partner will take all our troubles away.
But whatever we're running from we bring into our relationship.
Eventually, the "love of our life" or "soul mate" will trigger every single one of our "dark" parts.
And then we will blame our
Many people think they're keeping a positive mindset when they're really suppressing painful emotions.
Genuine positivity comes from facing your feelings, feeling them and allowing them to move through you—not from numbing, distracting, or repressing them.
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Vital thread.
I used to constantly people please (still do occasionally).
I would over-explain and be overly apologetic, which was disempowering.
Then I learned Nicole's framework from the 7 Habits of Highly Effective People.
Using it changed my life: peace without drama
"People who play together stay together."
Not in my experience.
My ex-wife and I met in yoga, walked, hiked, backpacked, drank coffee, and road-tripped together.
But it wasn’t enough to sustain our relationship.
The truth? People who heal and grow together stay together.
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I was love bombed once.
It put me back on top of the world in the devastating aftermath of divorce.
Then came the subtle cutting remarks. They hurt, but I justified them in my mind.
Eventually, I began setting boundaries. Then came the gaslighting. I had no idea what was
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And that includes all relationships - friends, parents, siblings, children, neighbors, bosses, co-workers, classmates, store clerks, even dogs, cats, bugs, trees, and plants - not just intimate relationships.
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As much as I preach the power of changing our lives by changing our insides, sometimes changing our environment is the simplest and most straightforward solution.
Discerning between the two is easier said than done.
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I so appreciate you acknowledging this, Nicole.
I feel grief and sadness just reading this as I think about my dad’s shrinking body and my mom’s cognitive decline.
Witnessing my once all-powerful parents become increasingly feeble is difficult and hard to process.
And yet
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I used to think conflict meant something was wrong.
Eventually, I realized it's normal, a healthy sign that a relationship is alive, not dead.
Conflict indicates both partners are willing to have difficult conversations.
A relationship without conflict should worry us.
Trauma causes you to hide yourself.
Instead of being yourself, you become who you think others will like more. But hiding yourself robs others of your authentic expression.
The less you are willing to reveal your true self, the more healing you have ahead of you.
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Over-protective caregivers convey to their children "I don't believe you are capable of making your way in the world."
We need to normalize trusting the innate intelligence and wisdom of children to make choices, be disappointed and learn from their actions.
Kids are brilliant
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This describes my oldest sister 100%. She is always giving, serving, pleasing. And after she cooks a beautiful dinner for everyone, she recounts all the ways it could have been better. It pains me to hear.
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I used to try to save others.
I feel others’ pains deeply and know how hard life can be and sincerely wanted to help.
But what I really needed to do was to stop worrying about others and start dealing with my own destructive patterns by healing my wounds.
I can be there for
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Having grown up chronically depressed, I relate to this.
That feeling of numbness is so hard to put into words.
For anyone experiencing the helplessness of depression, my deepest compassion - you're not alone.
You don't need more information to become smarter. You need a quieter mind.
The quieter your mind, the clearer your thinking and the smarter you become.
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People, like all things, come and go in our lives.
Sometimes we choose to move on, but more often than not people leave us for many reasons.
Everything outside of us, including people, is unreliable and continually changing.
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If we feel good after spending time with someone, the second question is what need of mine do they help meet?
Few, if any, will meet all of our needs.
Some friends are great for having fun. Others for intellectual conversations. And some help fulfill us spiritually.
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As a recovering "love addict," as my friend calls it, I can attest.
I spent the first 32 years of my life unknowingly looking for a woman to save me. My neediness ruined my first two long-term relationships.
Once I became aware of my co-dependency, I learned how to meet my own
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My biggest love language is words of affirmation. Being affirmed feels so damn good.
Which is why one of my practices is to share anything positive that pops into my head about someone.
It may be a friend, a family member, or a stranger standing in line at a grocery store.
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I'm a guy, and this describes my childhood precisely.
To this day, my parents tell me, "You were such an easy child." Sigh.
All I can say to anyone who was the "easy" child, healing and finding freedom from your conditioning is possible.
Keep looking until you find it.
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It’s funny, isn’t it? We all say we want love and intimacy, yet we’re unwilling to be vulnerable. But without vulnerability, we can’t get the love and intimacy we want. Quite the pickle.
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During an impossible conversation the other day, I found myself somewhat in a frozen state.
Instead of running from the discomfort, I attended to something I needed to do while staying present for what it felt like to be stunned.
Within a short period of time I was mostly back
I didn't ditch my life to find peace.
I didn't quit my job, move to Thailand, or leave my family.
All I did was wake up early to meditate. That small step changed everything.
Stop trying to escape to a new life. Embrace the one you have.
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Safety is the foundation for intimacy. Without safety, there's no possibility for honest conversations. If your partner makes fun of you or makes you feel bad for being vulnerable, run. Seriously. A relationship is only as safe as the least mature person.
Here's how I regulate my emotions: I don't.
90% of regulating emotions comes from my efforts before the heat of the moment.
This includes sleep, nutrition, exercise, stretching, meditation, walks, and challenging but rewarding projects.
For the other 10%, I rely on awareness.
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This validates all that I've learned about emotions, thank you Nicole.
I used to be profoundly emotionally immature. Had no idea what I felt, and I reacted or bottled up and exploded.
So I studied and practiced intensively.
Emotional intelligence will change your life.
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I know from first-hand experience the profound negative effects of emotionally immature parents.
All parents mean well, but when they yell and scream, children learn to react to life rather than respond.
Becoming emotionally mature is extremely difficult, but with the right
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Anyone who has spent time around financially comfortable parents will know this to be true.
Just because they have the emotional intelligence (EQ) to survive and thrive in the corporate world says little about their ability to be constant, loving parents.
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It is. We’ve all been conditioned to talk about safe topics like weather, sports, and work.
Those conversations are fine, but they aren’t meaningful and don’t fulfill our heart’s longing for connection.
For that, we need to talk about the stuff we avoid talking about - fear
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Wonderfully helpful tweet.
I was terrified of my anger and suppressed it for years.
It controlled me.
So I got curious and started paying attention to it.
I saw it bubbling up and the triggers.
I relaxed, breathed and began responding rather than reacting
You can too.
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The people in our lives need to be emotionally stable enough to be reliable.
If they can’t handle the little daily frustrations, how can we count on them to handle the inevitable big challenges?
It puts a burden on us to always be the stable and mature one, which is unfair
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You nailed the young me.
Took years to understand why I was so angry and years more to dissolve the rage.
My sister reflected, "You always seemed so angry then, and I never understood why."
Everyone is challenged with anger, or even rage, but you can heal it with effort.
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My heart goes out to men whose fathers abandoned them.
It has been said that humans only know how to cope with pain and suffering through sensory pleasures:
Smelling fresh-baked bread, tasting tiramisu, hearing Mozart, seeing a sunset and feeling the contact of another
Self-acceptance is the highest form of self-care.
It's about discovering, embracing, and appreciating your unique expression in this human form.
When you embrace yourself, you awaken a deep, unshakable sense of okayness that transcends the shifting sands of daily life.
Everyone hates perfect people.
Be silly
Be awkward
Be imperfect
When you're unapologetically human, you give others the freedom to be themselves.
And that? It's magnetic.
People are drawn to authenticity.
What are perfectionists afraid of more than anything?
Shame.
They will do anything, including people-pleasing, lying, and compromising their integrity to ensure you never see what an awful, horrible human being they believe they are behind their mask.
Once you start liking yourself, a curious thing happens.
•You begin to appreciate people instead of resenting them.
•You begin to move toward people, not away.
•You begin to seek deep, meaningful connections and avoid superficial ones.
In short, you become more extroverted.
We're born whole & complete.
But childhood conditioning convinces us we're lacking.
Like beggars, we spend our lives trying to fill the hole in our hearts with money, achievements, and fame.
It never works.
Our marriage blows up.
Finally, we start looking for answers within.
When babies are repeatedly scared and emotionally overwhelmed without soothing, their brains and bodily systems become hyper-alert.
The survival brain senses threats everywhere and works too hard, too often, for too long.
Sadly, this is not something they can ‘just grow out of'
When you truly start to like yourself, everything changes:
•You find appreciation for others instead of resentment
•You're drawn toward people rather than away
•You seek meaningful connections and steer clear of small talk
In short, you become more people-oriented.
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When you expect too much out of another person, you suffocate them.
When you get some of your needs met by others, you free this person from the responsibility to meet all of your needs.
Giving them space allows them to choose rather than feel obligated.
Meditation is wild.
Sitting quietly with only your thoughts, images, feelings and physical sensations.
Meditation might feel like a waste of time, but the contentment and clarity it offers are worth every effort.
Keep at it.
Nobody likes perfect people. Lord knows I tried.
• Be playful
• Be awkward
• Be imperfect
When you're unapologetically yourself, you give others the freedom to be themselves.
And that's magical.
Authenticity attracts, perfection repels.
Much of healing is about learning to reveal our true, unmasked selves.
The more you reveal your shadows, the less you have to hide, the freer you are to express your authentic self, and the deeper your relationships.
Drop the mask and take back your life.
I avoided therapy.
Even after years of yoga, meditation and deep inner work.
It felt like admitting I was flawed.
After a teacher suggested therapy, I went.
I shared my childhood sorrows and cried while the therapist listened.
Turns out I'm not flawed.
𝘐’𝘮 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯.
6 non-obvious signs you reject yourself:
1. You apologize nonstop
2. You get defensive easily
3. You never admit you're wrong
4. You complain about everything
5. You never express your feelings
6. You focus on what you can't control
Self-acceptance starts with self-awareness.
Did you know you can rewire your brain?
Meditation strengthens connections to the prefrontal cortex.
And weakens wiring to the amygdala.
Goodbye mood swings, hello emotional stability.
Meditate and see for yourself.
As they say, what fires together wires together.
Perfectionism is driven by shame.
It's time to break free.
Each day, instead of aiming for perfect, aim for progress.
Tiny improvements over time lead to personal transformation.
Perfection is an illusion, progress is real.
Self-care and self-kindness aren't just about taking baths, getting massages, or gentle yoga.
Real self-care involves consciously noticing long-term patterns of self-neglect or self-criticism and cultivating the awareness to change them.
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Genius illustration of an all-too-common relationship dynamic. As hilarious as it is painful. Thank you. 🙏✨
May we all learn to navigate our complex and different ways of perceiving.
Yesterday, a bumper sticker read, "Be positive."
Terrible advice.
Why?
Because we can't make ourselves be positive,
any more than we can make ourselves attracted to someone.
If you want to be positive, practice gratitude.
Trauma leads to seeking external validation and pleasing others while neglecting your own needs.
Healing teaches that others' emotions, insecurities, and inner wars are not yours to regulate, manage, and "walk on eggshells" around.
Heal your wounds. Find your freedom.
I used to feel broken inside. It drove much of my self-destructive behavior.
I tried every self-improvement method to fix my "flaws," but nothing worked. I still felt defective.
It wasn't until I healed the root cause—childhood shame—that I learned to accept and love myself.