โโฆpuppy play has allowed me to be the person Iโve always wanted to beโ
Iโve had an article published about my experience of being a pup! I really enjoyed writing this one, and I hope you enjoy reading it as well! ๐
#puppyplay
#humanpup
#gaypup
#gaypuppy
Puppy UK has come & gone andโฆ I didnโt win.
But you know what? Iโm proud of everything Iโve done over the last 11 months.
Iโm proud of making the community aware of the challenges disabled pups face.
Iโm proud of being a major player in helping to make events more accessible
The leather vest I wore on Sunday I borrowed from a friend.
This one (and the fake leather trousers and hat) are all mine. Because disabled people CAN look badass in leather and no one can tell me otherwise
Surgery went well; it took around three hours overall. My right leg is a bit achy, but all in all I'm doing OK.
I'll be staying in over the weekend just in case, then I can recover at "home" before starting plans to make Cambridgeshire home
Iโm proud of being open about my disability.
Iโm proud of being open (as possible) about my sex life.
Iโm proud of being a pup.
And Iโm proud of my boyfriend
@PupGoody
. โค๏ธ๐
Disabled people have the right to wear what they want and be where they want to be.
Iโm privileged to know so many people who support me and believe the same thing. But anyone who doesnโtโฆ
I donโt exist for your comfort.
#puppyplay
#humanpup
#gaypup
#gaypuppy
#gayleather
My cousin and I have been spending the last couple of days cleaning my bedroom.
I absolutely adore it now; it feels like me as I am now rather than the me of years ago.
I think we did really well ๐
I brought pup with me for a bit of comfort and a physical reminder that I'm not going through this on my own. My friends and my pack will always be there to support me
#puppyplay
#humanpup
#gaypup
#gaypuppy
It's school reunion day. I don't like wearing smart clothes, but I weirdly pull it off really well (although
@PupGoody
and
@PupButch
helped).
Also my dad thought I'd look stupid going like this and... it's a good thing it's my life and not his ๐
Been snuggling (and maybe some oral that we didnโt film) with
@PupButch
from the minute we got here. Heโs also bought this adorable bandana for my birthday ๐ฅบโค๏ธ
My ex alpha implied was that I needed the pack more than they needed me a week before I left. It's never been true and the connections I've made in the last month is proof of that.
I'm stronger, happier and more confident than ever
#puppyplay
#humanpup
#gaypup
#gaypuppy
Yesterday's
@KennelKlubUK
was a lot of fun. A bit awkward when I saw Goody there, but feeling nothing when he passed was a real reassurance that I've moved on, and I'm all the better for leaving ๐
#puppyplay
#humanpup
#gaypup
#gaypuppy
Disabled people are often forgotten about, and that can devastate our mental health. And as nice as "it's OK to not be OK" sounds (I've probably said it before), it means a lot more to check up on those you care about. We will open up to those we trust
#WorldMentalHealthDay
I feel like Iโm finally starting to get into a good place mentally. Iโll still miss my pack when weโre not together, and Iโll still have my insecurities. But gathering the tools to control those feelings better is so important and gives you so much power ๐
Photo by
@pupcaraid
Once youโve gone through a relationship and a break up, itโs really hard to commit to another.
Iโm scared to make myself that vulnerable again.
Iโm scared that Iโll trust the wrong person again.
Iโm scared of feeling rejected againโฆ
#puppyplay
#humanpup
#gaypup
#gaypuppy