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(mw bf)Kolya-male/15/gay- #bpdtwt #shedtwt #obslovetwt - bf is @k1llslitzz / @abusivecorpsee - cw-bmi 17.8-ugw bmi 14/15

I HAVE A BF!!!
Joined March 2024
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Unpinning when I reach my ugw(bmi 15/14)
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
This is literally me btw
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
As a gay guy Idgaf what girls want to read 😭 Like most BL has been made by women so you better thank the fujoshis for ur yaoi 😭
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Please I need extra motivation
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
me freaking out while starting at my phone waiting for him to respond after I accidentally fell asleep without warning(I think he’ll hate me for taking too long to respond) #bpdtwt #obslovetwt
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Don’t forget me please
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I want to make a gc for -shtwt -edtwt -bpdtwt Most stuff is allowed I mean it can’t get a lot worse than encouraging cutting and EDs But I’ll be more specific on what ur not allowed to do/send when I make it Reply to be added if u want^^
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@Osamurexicc
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7 months
Me and who
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
6 months
ERASER BURN SH ON TIKTOK IS ACTUALLY CRAZY
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vivian ✧
6 months
HELP ME NO FUCKING WAY… 😭😭😭 NOT ON TIJTOK IM GONNS CRYYY
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@Osamurexicc
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7 months
When I get a Fp I start acting like him #bpdtwt #obslovetwt
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
im so tired of seeing people get mad at others who are underweight but call themselves fat on Edtwt example-"you know you're not fat shut up" almost like its for people with disorders and not a fun diet??
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Guys I might start posting more stuff not just shedtwt related since having a Fp makes me more emotionally unstable
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Actual esex is on VC it’s embarrassing
@kruegelplitz
Kan
7 months
Dawg how does esex even work lmao *Thrusts in you* 💀
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@Osamurexicc
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7 months
This is actually so relatable
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Dating history -fake sys -“irl yandere” -pedo/groomer -pedo/groomer -lied about age -doxxed me -spread rumors in my school -pedo/groomer -weirdly and unbearably normal -blackmailed me/messaged my parents/called me “son” -KAZ MY WONDERFUL BF SO PERFECT THE BEST BF IVE HAD
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Me genuinely freaking out at the thought of someone being better than me or someone getting over me #bpdtwt #obslovetwt
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
All of his exs are fucking stupid and they never deserved him in the first place He’s meant to be with me and anyone else was just a place holder up until the point we met
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
6 months
Bf doodled me and him!!🤍🤍🤍
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
@TAAAAILS Guys is it gay to have eating problems?
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Who want me
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I bet this is how kaz feels when I mention I’m currently cutting myself mid conversation
@necrofilicp
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7 months
me n him 💕💖💘
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I made this account this month and I’ve had an ED(arfid) since I was like 5 And then was bulimic from 10-13 Then since then my Ed has been more anorexia leaning but that doesn’t matter But I’ve had an ED a lot longer than I’ve been on edtwt I haven’t forced anything upon myself
@slutfanaticc
୨୧rene୨୧
7 months
@1001101li @EDTsukimi @H00DBYAIR almost everyone in edtwt does not have an ed or forced it upon themselves. i only feel bad for the real people struggling not the ones who do shit like yall
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Going to fuck him so hard he starts to bleed internally
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I used to be “friends” with an ex dice org member and he was the worst person Ive ever talked to
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
You got arrested The last character in your gallery is your lawyer! Realistically he’s smart enough to get me out of trouble BUT it depends how serious he acts or if he even wants me to be proven innocent so
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
POV me accidentally catching my puke when I try and silently purge(just did this and it was gross)
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I OFFICIALLY HAVE A BF EVERYONE CHEER
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
When I say that I’m just a boy and they respond with telling me I’m actually a loser and an asshole
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Me staring at my screen mindlessly waiting to see anything related to him pop up #bpdtwt #obslovetwt
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I might cut some more..
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I really like doing these Would you listen to my CD collection with me?
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I’m going to help kaz cut and guide the blade across his arm to carve my name because I love him
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
would you guys be mad if i said i dont self harm out of stress/depression and actually do it because i enjoy it i did kind of start because of depression but now i do it even when im not feeling upset at all i just really like to sh
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@Osamurexicc
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6 months
hes so nice even though im such a bad person how
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
you guys will never experience true problematic behavior until you're active in the okegom fandom I haven't met one okgeom fan without a singular problematic opinion
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I wish people enjoyed my autistic yapping I could rant about BSD theories and philosophy/ideology for hours on end
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Slowly filling up my wall but it’s taking too long since I keep spending my money on video games and figures 😭
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Me holding myself back trying not to be a total control freak out of paranoia that he’ll find someone better and worth leaving me for #bpdtwt #obslovetwt
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Me spacing out into nothing waiting for my current Fp to respond to me(talking to him will decide my mood for the day)
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@Osamurexicc
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7 months
Got to lock in no more excuses
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@Osamurexicc
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7 months
Me after kidnapping kaz so he doesn’t have to worry about anything else in life that’s not me since I love him unconditionally #bpdtwt #obslovetwt
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
6 months
Sometimes I don’t get notifications for when people follow me or twt puts me on a follow limit and then it takes a while to follow back and I feel really bad
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I HATE TWITTER ELON MUSK HATES FUN AND JOYYY
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I LOVE BF SO MUCH!! I can’t even put it into words I want to watch everything he does and suffocate him with attention
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
6 months
me this this one guy that messaged kaz randomly and acted way too nice for my comfort
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Kaz hasnt messaged me back in almost an hour I’m going to blow my brains out
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Goodnight oomfs
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@Osamurexicc
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7 months
I have so many death note oomfs it makes me want to change my layout to death note
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
6 months
over like "nah its not important" while bawling my eyes out and on the verge of suicide bpd is not fun😭😭😭
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
6 months
its so over ive GOT to kms😭😭😭
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Me laying in bed waiting for my fp(current purpose in life) to respond #bpdtwt #obslovetwt
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
do you think the cashier knew
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I want to know who And no I don’t block I’m too petty to block 😞
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7 months
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
6 months
Me and kaz
@nyyan_eve
Eve♡
6 months
Me and who:3
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
tired of non Slavic BSD fans naming themselves Kolya(as a Slavic BSD fan whos name is Kolya) I see it so often and people think i named myself after Nikolai Gogol like no I didnt my irl name is Kolya(sorry moots who name themselves after characters im bitter because its my name)
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@Osamurexicc
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7 months
That’s me guys
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Would kill to have a disordered bf/friend who’d do planned diets/fasts with me Would be so much more motivating Would also be hard though since I’d be worried for them but then it would also make me feel better as well since we’d be in it together Disordered struggles fr
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@Osamurexicc
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6 months
Even when people are like jokingly affectionate with kaz I can feel my organs start to fail and my brain start to overheat
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Yes I do I like to look as sick as I can I like having dark eye bags I like being pale I like having a ton of scars My goal is to look like I’m going to pass out any moment
@lyalolera
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do white people actually like to be pale/white because i always thought they liked tanning and getting that glowy sun-kissed look whereas being too pale made u sickly looking
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I think if I lived a bit closer to Kaz I’d be 10x more obsessive and creepy #obslovetwt
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
6 months
if i dont get a fb in a few days i unfollow because this is shedtwt none of you are famous 😭😭😭
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Why is he goals
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
when bf compliments my cuts i cum a littlke
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Me and kaz(he’s kokichi btw)
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
6 months
not everyone on edtwt is fatphobic many are actually against shaming others for looks or weight no need to make an overgeneralization and say they all need to perish
@yarizzlemynizz
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i felt the need to share pls tell me if im trippin and being insensitive….
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7 months
Personality disorder 4 personality disorder are some of the best and worse relationships I’ve been in We understand each other but it gets toxic and complicated
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
“That doesn’t hurt anymore” duh it’s a pencil sharpener that shits so dull😭
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
what am i?(stole this from oomf)
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Would you sit with me in class? I’d probably just be on my phone the whole time
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
My Twitter Crush is: @abusivecorpsee ➡️
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
6 months
hes so nice i dont deserve this
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Me and my Fp(my art)
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
I want kaz to encourage my ED and self harm so badly but I don’t want to make him uncomfortable
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
6 months
need new blades so i can one swipe beans on video for kaz
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Matvey
7 months
Me and my most recent Fp
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
6 months
Bmi 17.8 and I don’t feel any better than I did at bmi 26 what’s the point of this struggle if I never feel accomplished from losing weight
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
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👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 My Twitter Family: 👫 Parents: @SobbingSkinny @llosingpatience 👰 Spouse: @abusivecorpsee 👶 Children: @KultOfClowns @obsessedbbydoll ➡️
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@Osamurexicc
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7 months
Insanely high need to be treated horribly right now I don’t know why I find so much comfort in being treated like I’m less than everyone else
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@Blueweeping Slightly embarrassing but pm dazai used to be genuine motivation when fasting since he’s underweight because of how obsessed I was with him
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
i want to slit again
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Why are you hating on ur fandoms sibling fandom Have you not seen how absolutely horrid the jjk fandom is 😭 Both can be horrible there’s bad in every fandom
@silliestnoraa
nora ౨ৎ (luka’s #1 fan)
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what’s the unfunniest fandom and why is it the bsd fandom ohmgod I worded that terribly but just listen
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Im there
@Stray_to_hell
Mark/shedtwt
7 months
Someone that wanna be added? :D
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@Osamurexicc
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7 months
I think I’m overreacting
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
If you use the fanbase as an excuse to not like a piece of media ur the one with an issues 😭😭😭
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@Osamurexicc
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7 months
@archerlikes Not even super mad about faking who you are but you said EDs are for fat people when it’s literally a disorder and many people die from it
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
6 months
Kaz cutting me
@Kagekageshu
K☆GE
6 months
Volví:3
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@Osamurexicc
Matvey
7 months
Qrt with a character you identify with and ur flags (Specifically 15yo dazai and I’m not up to date with flags so don’t flame me😞)
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@Osamurexicc
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7 months
I might take enough medication to make me feel sick but not kill me because I feel horrible right now
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