@your_fav_ghost
Not to be rude or anything. I am just very intrigued. Do you perhaps have a photo of the wound. And maybe one of how it heald. Also hoping you're doing a bit better ❤️
@your_fav_ghost
That really doesn't look good. In the last post I think the white was all puffy. It also is right now. But that can indicate to an infection. And a infection in the eye can lead to permanent damage or you might lose your eye...
I really wanna relapse. But i am at my girlfriend's house...
I wanna know your opinion on something btw. (Tw) she thinks that it is more painful to do multiple swipes in a cut. And just one swipe is far more easy. But in my head it is way more difficult to go deep in one swipe
My head really thinks that most people don't care about me. Or that they won't miss me. Or maybe even be happy that I'm gone. So yeah. My head is a fun place. And this is only the tip of the iceberg
I didn't harm myself for 10 days. But I want it so badly. I also want it to be so bad that I have to go to the hospital. I know that's not healthy or helpful thinking. And I know I shouldn't think that. But yeah I still do. I also think worse stuff. But I shouldn't share that
the municipality will probably subsidize an assistance dog for me. So I'm kinda happy about that. We don't know for sure cuz it's a lot of money. But they think I have a lot of legitimate reasons to need one
Also another good thing. I don't have to use my wheelchair as much as I used to. Walking goes better. I still need it for long distances or if my body is really tired. But it is slowly getting better
Thinking about all the ways I can h
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myself. Really wanna do it. Like everything. But i am probably too pathetic to do it. Can't do anything good in my life. Just a sad fat piece of sh!t
My grandpa died last night. Don't know how to feel. I mean he had Alzheimer's. He was in a closed ward for it. But we all didn't expect him to pass away last night so it is a bit of a shock
Okay question. Does my mom have the right to blame me for her psychosis? She said that it is my fault. That I gave her too much stress. She also tells me that their life would be easier without me. Wouldn't be surprised if she blames the divorce on me
@SirDamia
I call and tell them what happend. They tell me to come and if I need anything before getting there. Once I'm there they ask if I need anything else. If I will be okay. And after that they stitch me up
I feel so lonely. Even though i know that if i message people they will react. But it just feels like no one really wants to talk to me. Sorry just complaining about my life
And it's official. I am not getting a service dog from the place i want to. I might have a chance at another place. But there is probably a waiting list for a 1 and a half. I don't think I can wait that long. The professionals around me also think that it's too long
It's 4 o'clock and i can't sleep. Want to harm myself. But i am at my girlfriend's house. Promised her I wouldn't harm there. Can't break that promise. But god....
I'm turning 26 this year. And it really feels like I haven't accomplished anything in my life. Like some people own a house, get married or even have children. But no i have a lot of mental illnesses
Everything is too much. Thinking about giving my horse away. I don't have the money for it... I live with 25 euros a week. I have huge bills. I don't know how to pay for everything