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Nikki Jones #FBPE

5 years

The latest @ONS figs on suicide show a jump in young female suicides..I want to to picture my lovely, kind, compassionate 16 year old daughter Manon when you think about those figures 💔 #ForManon #SuicidePreventionMonth

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

8 months

Tomorrow marks 6 years since we got that knock at the door,6 devastating years. My heart is thumping so hard already 💔 It’s a profound, physical, altered state that can’t be swerved 😭Manon cariad, I thought you’d be safe 😭💔😭 #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo…my heart breaks tonight looking at this photo 💔 Manon, you should be a day away from your 21st birthday 😭 Tonight I cry myself to sleep while you darling girl are #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #ForManon #Suicide #Grief

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

10 months

Today’s random phone photo, Christmas Morning 2016. These PJ’s sit in my bottom drawer … like maybe they have the power to bring her back to us at Christmas 💔 #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

8 months

Happy Heavenly birthday my darling Manon. Words are inadequate to express my broken heart. It’s so simple, you were and are so very precious. Impossible to think of another year turning without you here. Cysga’n dawel Cariad, sleep tight my Angel 💔 #ForManon #Always16 #Suicide

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

4 years

Today is the start of #NationalGriefAwarenessWeek so I’m sharing my wonderful daughter Manon with you. Manon died in 2018 in a MH ward. The knock at the door at 01.15 is my “stop all the clocks” moment. The shock of hearing the news has never left me...

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

3 years

Today’s random phone photo…4years ago today we lost you my darling, in a place we thought you’d be safe 💔 One of our “escapes” the summer before, watching the waves and waiting for sunset in Porthcawl. We miss you more than words can say, we love and honour you eternally ❤️💛❤️

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@NikkiNonJones

1 year

Remembering why we need to reach in, hold hope, believe suicide is not inevitable…my darling Manon, just 16 years and 1 week old when she left us 💔 We work together to create suicide-safer communities @jordanlegacyUK @PAPYRUS_Charity @Platfform4YP @PCamhs

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@NikkiNonJones

9 months

Today’s random phone photo Me and my Girl … I thought I had a lifetime of days like these ahead of me…💔 #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Hiding under the duvet with my tears, Jeff has brought me a cup of tea in the mug Manon made in ⁦ @YsgolPlasmawr ⁩ school. I still struggle to process it’s 5 years today she died 💔

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

5 years

We celebrated Manon’s 18th Birthday Friday. We saw beyond her last depressed year and tragic loss by suicide... we remembered the funny, caring, loving daughter who brought such joy to so many ❤️ Happy birthday Manon, penblwydd hapus Cariad

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

4 years

Tomorrow, March 7th, will never, ever be just another early Spring day. March 7th, 2018 was when Manon died in a CAMHS inpatient setting, at just 16 years and 1 week old. She was admitted some 26 hours earlier. I find my grief is harder to bear as the years pass...

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

8 months

Today’s not so random phone photo. After days without, I’ve decided to cheat a little. I was sent this on Manon’s birthday and have cropped it (to protect the privacy of others) How gorgeous? It captures Manon’s gentle loving spirit perfectly #ForManon #Always16 #Suicide #Grief

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

4 years

I’ve been struggling to face the day... I’ve finally made it out to Manon’s bench and look what I’ve been greeted with ❤️💛❤️ How lovely to know she is held safe in her friends’ hearts 💝

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Here is why #WorldSuicidePreventionDay is important, my darling daughter Manon robbed of life by depression and suicide, at just 16 years and 1 week old 💔💔💔 Please, show support for @3dadswalking and @PAPYRUS_Charity as they raise funds and awareness 🙏🏻

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

1 year

Unspeakably sad to read my timeline today on #WorldMentalHealthDay . For all our beautiful, lost loved ones 💔 So many bereaved parents, siblings, children, aunts and uncles, teachers, friends and lovers…just heartbreaking. #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo…Christmas day, 2016. No wonder my heart hurts 💔😭💔 I promise you that your death will not be in vain…there are change-makers pushing so hard to do better, be safer, be kinder #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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@NikkiNonJones

10 months

Nadolig Llawen Manon cariad…so hard to face Christmas without you 💔 Love you to the moon and back, always and forever my Darling 😘 #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief #Christmas

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

4 years

A labour of love 💛 Manon’s bench after a spot of guerrilla gardening and some floral decoration. It’s her birthday Sunday, she would be 19 . Today I feel so much gratitude for being her mum.She was and always will be a beautiful soul #Always16 #SayTheirNames #SuicideAwareness

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

5 years

@JoeCrusade @Tesco Yep, a key worker keeping the country fed.... tell him I think he’s a bloody hero 💪🏻

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

3 years

I’m dreading today 💔Send me your strength to endure it #ForManon

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

3 years

So much sleep lost to Manon’s inquest. Coroner’s decision 10am tomorrow, finally, after her death in Ty Llidiard in March 2018..I wonder if I’ll be able to be sleep after it’s concluded? #Forever16 #SuicideLoss #SafetyFirst

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo…I think your total loveliness shines through (as must my phone, it’s a frequent choice). We’ve all lost so much my darling Manon, the night we lost you 💔 I’m so sorry, I thought you’d be safe 😭💔😭 #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

4 years

I’ve struggled to engage with #MentalHealthAwarenessWeek this week... I just feel our loss too keenly this year. My lovely,kind, gentle, inclusive Manon, you are so loved, you are so missed. #SuicideAwareness , #GoneTooSoon , #AlwaysLoved ,

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Urggghh, got the tears, heavy chest, laboured breathing, overwhelming grief thing going on…trying to push through and kitchen chores - I’m guessing this is now a lifetime guest for me 😭💔 #Grief #ForManon #Always16 #Suicide

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

3 years

What a beautiful day to dress Manon’s bench, bathed in sunshine. Some bay leaves to mix up the usual ivy. I’m going to add some fresh mimosa Tomorrow (28th) it’s her 20th Birthday. Every time I think of those years we’ve all been denied her my heart cracks a little more 💔

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

2 years

On this #WorldMentalHealthDay here’s a reminder of why we must do better. This is a photo of my darling 16 year old daughter Manon, who took her life soon after admission to a Tier 4 CAMHS hospital.If you haven’t already, please add a signature just 3.5k to go 👉🏻 @3dadswalking

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

3 years

Today’s random phone photo…my heart hurts to look at that beautiful, gentle, radiant face Manon 💔❤️ #ForManon #SayTheirName #GoneTooSoon

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo - just gorgeous ❤️ I have no words to describe how much I miss you Manon … when I try to find the words in my head my throat constricts, tears well-up, as if mere words do my loss a disservice 💔 Cysga’n dawel #ForManon #Always16 #Suicide #Loss #Grief

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo - Aberaeron, 2015 ❤️ Still can’t quite believe we will never do this again 💔😭💔 #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

3 years

One of Today’s random photos offered by my phone. Manon, we miss you my Darling, Aberaeron will never feel the same without you ❤️💔❤️

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

4 years

I’m emotionally exhausted #WorldSuicidePreventionDay2020 has been a rollercoaster. I want the world to know suicide is preventable... hold your distressed, loved ones close ❤️ Remind them they matter, they are irreplaceable and that things CAN change. #ForManon

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo…oh my heart ❤️💔❤️ How do we put one foot in front of the other without you? #ForManon #GoneTooSoon #Always16 #Suicide #Grief

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@NikkiNonJones

1 year

Today’s random phone photo…my darling child of the Universe ❤️ I see the beauty in your soul in this picture and am so, so grateful for the privilege of being your Mum #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

3 years

Today’s random phone photo…Hanging out in the city for a spot of shopping Breaks my heart to think we can never repeat this lovely day 💔…

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Shining a light for Manon, and too many others lost to suicide, #WorldSuicidePreventionDay 2022 Hope

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Feeling sad and broken right right now…I feel like I don’t want to do the day 💔😭 It’s been a while since my grief has been in charge (thank goodness I’m day off today) - buckle up Nikki, it’s a “grief on steroids” kind of day 💔 #Grief #Suicide #GoneTooSoon #Always16

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

4 years

I’m so sad 💔 my mum slipped away tonight , no longer in the in between place but gone to the other. My brother, five miles away, felt her going... a sudden, profound loss 💔 I am heartbroken

Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

4 years

My poor mum is in that in between place... here but not here, going but not going 💔 I realise I’m not ready for her to go and nor is she I think 😭 I’ve asked my lovely Dad and Manon to be there for her when she decides to arrive... heartbroken 💔

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo…it’s a beauty 💔 It’s impossible to tell you how much I miss this face… #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #SayTheirName #Suicide #Grief

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

6 months

Today’s random phone photo. Christmas Day 2016, …before … makes me cry every time. I am so blessed and proud to be Manon’s Mum. Cysga’n dawel Cariad, miss you more than words can truly express 💔😘 #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

5 years

@prinnyscott Two years tonight my lovely Manon came home for the last time....two years ago tomorrow we buried our gorgeous 16 year old ❤️ I’m so grateful to those who took care of her when I couldn’t 💔 Thank you for all you do- I can hear your distress and want you to know we care.

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Pillow sprays, Calm App, Valerian tea…nothing can lull me to sleep tonight. I have the deepest ache in my chest, my tears will not stop 😭💔😭 I am lost in a sea of grief, adrift with no horizon in sight - I am scared

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

4 years

Manon’s bench 💛 Birthday flowers 💐 Spring Sunshine

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

4 years

Three years ago, Manon came home for a final night for us all to be together. Surrounded by the love of friends and our community, we embraced her one last time. Sleep tight my Angel

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

3 years

Tomorrow, 7th March 2022, marks 4 years since Manon died in Ty Llidiard. The very thought of that fills me with dread…how do we do the day ?💔💔💔

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo…devastating realisation this will never, ever happen again 💔😭💔 We miss you with every aching fibre of our bodies my Darling #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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@NikkiNonJones

4 years

Raising awareness for #WorldSuicidePreventionDay to fellow partners in John Lewis Cardiff. Sleep tight Manon, you will save others 💛

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@NikkiNonJones

4 years

My poor mum is in that in between place... here but not here, going but not going 💔 I realise I’m not ready for her to go and nor is she I think 😭 I’ve asked my lovely Dad and Manon to be there for her when she decides to arrive... heartbroken 💔

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Sometimes, suicide prevention looks like this 💜 Outside the Senedd for ⁦ @3dadswalking ⁩ ⁦ @PAPYRUS_Charity ⁩ ⁦ @kathen16 ⁩ ⁦ @lynne_neagle ⁩

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@NikkiNonJones

4 years

Gorgeous Manon #SayTheirNames #SuicideAwareness #WarriorMums

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

For bereaved parents and siblings on GCSE results day…today is one of those crushing reminders of the future that will never be 💔 We know your pain, the reminders will stop filling our screens, tomorrow we re-set and carry on…sending love and light💔

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@NikkiNonJones

3 years

So this happened today…Meg passed her driving test at the first time attempt 🌟 So, so lovely to have something to celebrate as a family 🙌🏻🎉❤️

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Nikki Jones #FBPE

@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo… beautiful, beautiful Manon, my darling gentle, kind, loving daughter ❤️ #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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@NikkiNonJones

10 months

Today’s random phone photo. I’ve missed you popping up Manon 💔 Today my phone has chosen this fab one - the time you joined in Pride🏳️‍🌈You marched, went on school climate strike, were pro Remain & cared deeply about your world 💔 #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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@NikkiNonJones

3 years

After visiting Hartpury, full of excitement for her future…gone 6 weeks later 😭 I’m so glad she’d felt such a spark of hope . Such a fab day out together…I’ll never forget her whispering “look Mum, those Rugby boys are checking me out!” It was joyful. #ForManon

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo…thank you phone, I love this so much. I can’t stop thinking about you, what you should be experiencing. If only…if only…if only… #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo…on this day, 6 years ago. Beautiful Manon, we miss you more than words can capture… #ForManon #GoneTooSoon #Always16 #Christmas #Grief #Suicide

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@NikkiNonJones

3 years

Manon’s bench - today’s achievement 💖

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@NikkiNonJones

1 year

Grief weighs heavily today…a crushing kind of day 💔

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@NikkiNonJones

1 year

Today’s random phone photo… it really likes this one (as do 💖) Jackson’s Bay, summer 2016 🙏🏻 feeling the joy of the sun on her face and sand between her toes. Fourteen and just fabulous…My gorgeous Manon 💖💔💖 #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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@NikkiNonJones

6 months

Six years ago today we poured all our love into saying goodbye Manon. FB memories remind me it was a special, awful, love filled day. One to let go of your physical self and let your spirit soar. Our community wrapped us in love and got us through somehow 1/2

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@NikkiNonJones

3 years

Manon’s bench transformed to mark the 4th anniversary of her final send off…so lovely to be outside and still light (just!) at 8pm. Some found cherry blossom and Forget-me-nots (Manon loved them) in full bloom from the plot ❤️ Sleep tight my Darling, tu me manques Manon 💔

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Five years ago today you left the house for the last time Manon 💔😭💔 I’m so grateful we got the chance to spend one last night all together and that so many friends came to sing you safely onward. No words for the empty space you left behind 💔Tucked safely in hearts #ForManon

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo…”she rocked a hat” My heart leapt when I saw this selected 💖 Sleep tight my Darling, miss you to the outer edge of the Universe (and back) 💔 #ForManon #GoneTooSoon #Always16 #Suicide #Grief

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo…❤️ beach business. Before 💔 I miss this ray of gorgeousness more than it’s possible to say… #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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@NikkiNonJones

3 years

Today’s random phone photo 💛 #ForManon #Fireworks #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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3 years

Today’s random phone photo - Manon and a rather feral Stella! 💛 #ForManon #SayTheirName #GoneTooSoon

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@NikkiNonJones

1 year

Today’s random phone photo … Boxing Day 2016. No words can capture how much I miss this lovely human 💔 #ForMan #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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@NikkiNonJones

3 years

Today’s phone photo choice - Five years ago…Manon, you outshone those fireworks. November 5th feels so very different without you Darling Girl x

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo..Christmas day 2016 ❤️ My darling Manon ❤️ #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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3 years

Today’s random phone photo…trying to soothe our broken hearts, June 2018. St David’s is a place of so many lovely family memories ❤️‍🩹

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@NikkiNonJones

5 years

@matthaig1 I wish my amazing 16 year old daughter could have read these very words 💔 Our loss is unbearable in so many ways but we’ve all missed out on a truly lovely human being full of love and compassion making a difference....

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo - Christmas Day 2016 … Miss you so much , feels unbearable 💔💔💔 #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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@NikkiNonJones

3 years

Today’s random phone photo 💛 #ForManon #SayTheirName #GoneTooSoon

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@NikkiNonJones

3 years

Since the inquest concluded I feel I’m one thought away from bursting into tears (a frequent occurrence)…two weeks on, it’s not going away 💔 I feel broken and I’m not sure how to mend myself?

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3 years

Today’s random phone photo - what a cracker 💖 I am trying to accept there will never be new photos of this gorgeous face Manon 💔 #MissYouMoreThanWordsCanSay

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@NikkiNonJones

10 months

I hope the wind doesn’t destroy it 🥹

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1 year

Today’s random phone photo, December 25th 2016 ❤️ Freakily, I’m wearing this same green jumper right now. Miss you my darling, miss you more than words can truly capture, so I wear your jumper, hug it, hug you, feel your absence 💔 #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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3 years

Today’s random phone photo … no choice for a few days since updating but today, this beauty. Manon taught Stella to kiss on request - this captures it perfectly ❤️💔❤️

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2 years

Take me back to summer 2016 ❤️💔❤️ If only I could wake up and the last terrible years be just an awful dream. These simple, lovely days… #ForManon #GoneTooSoon #Always16 #Suicide #Grief

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2 years

Plot posy for my gorgeous girl. Forget-me-nots, periwinkle daisies, rosemary, blue alkanet …tied with couch grass. She would approve 💖 #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide

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3 years

Today’s random phone photo..she was always moved by Nature. Manon capturing the beauty of a carpet of bluebells, the Wenallt 💛 #ForManon #SayTheirNames #Always16 #Grief #Suicide

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3 years

Today’s random phone photo…our first Father’s Day without Manon 💔 Brava breakfast - there were tears 💔

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3 years

Today’s random phone photo is a sad one. Stella was so quiet the days after Manon’s death. I’m sure she felt our loss so keenly 💔 Captured by a farm friend 💔

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7 months

Today’s random phone photo… hanging with the “big girls” . Be still my beating heart ❤️❤️‍🩹Manon rocking a purple coat … Manon Myfanwy , you total ⭐️💔❤️ #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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4 years

Just opened a letter confirming Manon’s inquest that was due in September has been adjourned in light of the Covid-19 pandemic.... it won’t be before April 2021...three years after her death. I get it, I really do. I feel a bit broken 💔

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4 years

Three years ago today you got to gallop on Sker Beach Manon 💛 ... living the dream. Hard to fathom you left us forever less than two weeks later 💔

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@NikkiNonJones

2 years

Today’s random phone photo…always makes my heart sing (then break of course) ❤️ She always rocked a hat #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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3 years

Today’s random phone photo - Two weeks after Manon’s death, me trying hard to ground, barefoot in the cold sea. A moment’s respite from the awful thoughts 💔 #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon

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1 year

After days and days, my phone finally offers me a random Manon photo to share, and what a beaut! Manon, rocking the Baker Boy hat she chose herself😍❤️ #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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2 years

Today’s random phone photo… the first time we saw a friend of Manon’s had dressed her bench with flowers… so many broken hearts left behind 💔❤️‍🩹

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1 year

Today’s random phone photo…says 7 yrs ago today. How can that be? Complex grief has such a weird effect on the passing of time Manon 💔 😭 But, I was today old when I learned how to adjust for red eye… so glad of that my darling #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief

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7 months

Today’s random phone photo. Manon on her way to support friends on their first Pride march. I couldn’t be more proud of her kindness, compassion, values, world view. She was the real deal, we are all poorer for losing her💔So proud, heart full #ForManon #Always16 #Suicide #Grief

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3 years

Today’s random phone photo … it’s beautiful …Manon’s last Boxing Day 💔 Miss you more than words can say Darling

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2 years

Can’t process this was a year ago - what a traumatic 10 days her inquest was 💔 We need to move beyond “damage limitation” as an approach to inquests, rather than an opportunity to understand the (fatal) cracks in “the system”. Young lives depend on it 💔

Daughter killed herself after 26 hours in hospital

Manon Jones took her own life while being treated for depression at a mental health unit.

www.bbc.co.uk

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1 year

Today’s random phone photo… it’s a classic. Manon, during her bakerboy Hayley phase ❤️ All that brilliant character captured in this one ❤️ #ForManon #Always16 #GoneTooSoon #Suicide #Grief #BatonofHopeCardiff

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3 years

Stole some Stella time today … she consented to a selfie in a very muddy field 😂

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3 years

Today’s random phone photo, doing what she loved 💛 Manon’s moonlit ride on Stella, #ForManon #SayTheirName #Always16 #GoneTooSoon

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3 years

One of those stolen sleep nights…turning events over and over in my mind…why’s, what ifs…missing my darling Manon so very much 💔 Thank heavens I’ve got a day off tomorrow so won’t have to work through the consequent exhaustion 😱

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2 years

“We need a distress-led rather than a diagnosis led service.. We need services that prioritise long-term care not short term repair…so much insight 👇🏻

NHS mental health services are turning children away when they need us most | Tara Porter

It’s galling to see young people bounced between overworked departments because their diagnosis doesn’t fit, says clinical psychologist Tara Porter

www.theguardian.com

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