Pediatric EM in Chicago. Advocate for health equity & humanism in medicine. Injury prevention.
#Tweetiatrician
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I picked up a toddler running towards danger at the airport, realized how weird that might seem, and shouted back to the mom who had her hands full, “I PROMISE IM NOT WEIRD IM A PEDIATRICIAN IM SORRY.”
It breaks my heart when I ask a medical student or resident “have you heard about ***?” And they get nervous or embarrassed if they haven’t. (1/5)
#medtwitter
And I thought to myself, "I hope I wasn't too bossy during that code."
I am a senior PEM fellow. Who was leading a code.
So if you need me, I'll be confronting my own internalized misogyny.
#WomenInMedicine
Let’s stop that. Our job as teachers is to make sure we take excellent care of patients and train our trainees to take excellent care of patients.
We don’t learn our best when we feel nervous, embarrassed, or belittled. (3/5)
I’m asking because if you already know, I won’t waste your time reviewing it with you.
But we’ve trained trainees to think that everything is a quiz. (2/5)
…but the purpose of your clinical rotations is also to learn. And it’s our job to teach you.
We all learn better and take better care of patients when we are comfortable and valued. (5/5)
Happy Monday 💜
And to medical students and trainees: I got a lot more comfortable when I shifted my mindset to “I’m not hiding my lack of knowledge. I’m going to let it be known and try to fill the gap.” Sure we’re trying to fill those gaps by reading on our own or whatever…(4/5)
I feel like I accidentally made a tweet people liked
and now I accidentally have new followers
and I’m worried they’re gonna be disappointed with everything else I have to say.
Anyways here’s a picture of my dog helping me write a lecture on toddler limp as consolation:
When new friends find out I work in the pediatric ER they sometimes say things like “How do you do that? It must be so sad.”
Usually I reassure them, “Oh no, most of the time it’s popsicles and cute babies.”
But some of the time, they’re right. And I don’t know 😔
@tarhealer
I'm on Dr. Milk, and my heart breaks every time I hear about a trainee returning at 6 weeks. We can't even get it right in medicine.
I'm at 6 months right now and feel so much more recovered than I did even at 3 months.
I turned 35 today 💙
I used to be a little squeamish about growing older, but being a medical trainee for the last decade has taught me that growing older is a privilege.
Super jazzed for this next trip around the sun 🌞
I am loving buying almost-med-school- graduates things they need on the
#medgradlist
and
#medgradwishlist
. I feel like a sneaky Santa ❤️💚 Join me if you have some dollars to spare!
I should add that I’ve been so lucky to have trained with so many amazing mentors at
@ChildrensPhila
(
@PEMatCHOP
) and
@LurieChildrens
(
@LuriePEM
) that have raised me to hold these beliefs so firmly.
I hope you all can find similarly nurturing learning environments. 💜
I love how
#LoveIsBlind3
isn’t very good, but we all trauma-bonded over the first season during the pandemic, so now we’ll watch it until the end of time.
We all still have CD cases filled with old mixes our friends made us in high school, right?
And we all insist on moving them to each new city and apt every few years?
Even though we don’t have CD players and probably couldn’t figure out how to listen to them if we wanted?
I keep a small box at my bedside with gifts from patients.
Some of whom have passed and some recovered.
It has cards, graduation photos, business cards from parents with scribbled notes.
These tokens are rare for EM doctors. We are so briefly a part of our patients' lives.
COVID took me out just before I was supposed to fly to Denver to give my first platform presentations at
#PAS
I'm pretty bummed. But my sister,
@jesserdoc
sent me this quote from my tiny nephew (6) that made me feel a lot better:
This was not a "tragic incident". This was a murder-suicide.
#Gunviolence
is a public health emergency.
This woman - like so many female physicians before her- died as a result.
FULL STOP.
@ElissaPerkins
@meganranney
36 hrs out from my 2nd
#COVID19vaccine
. At about hour 12 my symptoms were the worst with headache, body aches, and 🔼 temp (no fever). Today I’m just under the weather. Better than 1) a 28 hour call 2) having my laptop run out of battery and most importantly 3)
#betterthancovid
It’s been one month since my return to work from parental leave.
If I were to go back and offer myself some advice, it would be to not commit to deadlines in the first few months.
Not every season of my life will be academically productive, and that’s OK.
Here’s a big shout out to all of the interns starting their year in the peds ED.
What a CHALLENGING place to start your new life as a doctor.
Your next patient could be discharged home, or they could soon become the sickest patient in the PICU. (1/*)
#medtwitter
#Pediatrics
@jtrebach
I love Poison Control 💚 Plus they are a super helpful community resource and help to keep folks out of the ED when possible. Being too proud to confirm your plan with Poison Control seems dangerous.
Reading posts in that group makes me so...worried...sometimes.
When I get my nails done, sometimes the nail artist gently slaps my hand to get me to relax and stop trying to contort my hand to "help"
and I kinda wish someone would do that for me in other parts of my life
I'm almost done with fellowship, and I've reached a point where I text my attendings with random made-up scenarios to be sure my imaginary management is sound.
Cheers!
I had to blink back a few surprise tears while speaking with our senators today.
There is a lot of hurt & grief & suffering in our world. But it was powerful to stand alongside 40 pediatricians advocating to
#putkids1st
at
#AAPAdvocacy2021
.
Amongst the darkness there is light.
While we're on the topic of protecting the littles in our lives:
Remember to vote for candidates that support common sense firearm laws in our upcoming elections!
@NwigweViemma
Worked a “gap year” as a pediatrician in the emergency department. At 2am one night while I was grabbing snacks for a patient that felt better, I was like “yep, this is it!” And now I’m in a PEM fellowship. Not every day is sunshine but I’m happy I’m here ☀️
This is a direct quote from my anonymous fellow feedback:
"SHE DID NOT MAKE IT AWKWARD"
This is 1) hilarious and also very kind but also 2) a lie because I have never not made something awkward
Graduating fellowship will obviously be a little scary because of the clinical autonomy.
But I'm also realizing how much fun I have had working alongside the attendings that are now my friends. I'm gonna be lonely! 😭
Finished my last shift at the adult hospital last night!
While kids are more my jam, it was so nice to work alongside the
@NorthwesternEM
residents for a whole month. What an incredible group of doctors.
Grown ups of Chicago, you’re in good hands.
Oh it’s 4am and I have a big day tomorrow? Better google why dogs love having their bellies rubbed right now because that certainly cannot wait until the morning.
My dad, a several-years-retired-microbiologist, received his second
#CovidVaccine
today.
Me: can you feel the mRNA being transcribed?
Him: you mean translated?
😳 He will never not humble me ❤️
May is National Water Safety Month 🌊
As the weather heats up and we're spending more time outside, please remember to prioritize water safety.
#Drowning
is the the leading cause of injury death in US children ages 1 to 4 years.
#PEMTwitter
#WaterSafety
(1/*)
Congratulations to everyone who found out they matched today!
And congratulations to everyone who found out they didn’t match because you worked just as hard, and the match does not determine your worth!
You’re incredible! Welcome to the team!
#Match2021
#SOAP2021
#YouGotThis
You folks might have Taylor tickets, but
@AnishaKMD
and I went to a string quartet Taylor Swift cover concert tonight, which is basically just as cool.
Friend and fellow pediatrician, Dr.
@ZoeBouchelle
writes about running from gunfire with her toddler on July 4th. 💔
The time for
#CommonSenseGunLaws
is now.
“Our kids are counting on us.”
Here is a picture of a flower field by my childhood home, sent to me by a best friend of 25 years.
It made my chest feel lighter. I hope it does the same for you.
Me: I’m not going to be one of those intense dog moms.
Also me: “My dog has a limp, so I’ll be cancelling all of my appointments for the week to care for her.”
Do you ever follow someone because they’re brilliant, and then they follow you back, and then you’re like, “WAIT NO! Don’t follow me! My tweets are boring!”
So I’ll just be over here trying to come up with impressive tweets.
#MedTwitter
#AcademicChatter
Did you know that new flamingo parents lose their pink from feeding their babies?
@SaraHolmstromMD
taught me this, and it really resonated with me during these early months of momming.
The most important thing to note is that their color comes back 🩷
Saying "I might be wrong" is not a mark of ignorance. It reveals the absence of insecurity.
Arrogance is a shield for a fragile ego. Humility is a sign of self-assurance.
It takes confidence to admit uncertainty. The people who are the most sure are usually the most insecure.
@stephlococcus
Ok, so I got this feedback a lot in my earlier years. But honestly it really gets my goat that we (in medicine) don’t seem to mind unfounded confidence even when it’s a lot more dangerous.