Trauma??hurt, betrayal, yes
I think we’ve established that it’s no one’s responsibility to make you happy on your birthday, if that man doesn’t pick up the phone at 10am sharp, you put on a mini skirt and you go shake ass on a yacht.
I'm literally praying that I make genuine connections next year🥺, I got disappointed and taken advantage many times this year and it still hurts but I'm a little bit open to making genuine connections with amazing people. New friends or whatever🙏🤲.
Reminding me of the time I was clinically diagnosed with anxiety and depression 💔 this nurse literally told me that I was overreacting. Yohh my heart sunk.
I remember when I ended up in hospital for attempted suicide, the nurse (ke mme) said to me "aowa wena,o shota eng mo bophelong? ngwanyana o mo pila so o batla go ipolaya (such a beautiful girl and you want to kill yourself)". You know what? I just looked at her and said nothing.