Living life in memory of my beautiful daughter Chloe, suicide bereaved. CPTSD, PAPYRUS Champion, Army veteran. Invictus Games Team member Canada 2025 Vancouver
Well, here goes again, another year and another charity event pushing my old body to the max and not getting any easier.
This year me and my son Bodie and I will be doing it together, raising awareness and vital funds for
@PAPYRUS_Charity
Thank you all for listening ♥️🌹♥️
This is my beautiful Angel daughter Chloe Rose 🌹 she died by suicide aged 19, I want to give her loads of attention so let's ❤ this beautiful picture so she knows she's loved. ❤❤
Today is my beautiful Angel daughter Chloe Rose 27th birthday I miss her so much the days are never easy but I hope she has a lovely time in heaven. Can we retweet her picture far and wide for ❤ to reach her so she knows she's loved and missed.
#SuicidePrevention
#mentalhealth
Today is the day we said goodbye, the last time I held your hand and sobbed over your coffin. That day will resonate in my thoughts forever. I miss you Chloe Rose 🌹 🙏❤💔 please share her beautiful picture far and wide so the world can say her name Chloe Rose 🌹
I personally served with Harry in Afghan 2012/13 and think hes a top bloke, hes done amazing things with the INVICTUS games, supporting wounded and injured soldiers so we need to do the same for him. Get behind him when he needs our country and back him in whatever he chooses.
Happy birthday to my beautiful, wonderful, sweet, blessed and intelligent daughter Chloe Rose 🌹 hope you're having a lovely day on your heavenly 28th birthday. Love you millions Dad. Lets get her as many birthday wishes as possible, please share with the world ❤❤
When Chloe took her life I felt I had nowhere to escape until I returned to the Riverside
@Boro
and if I'm honest it gave me a opportunity to shout and scream at the top of my voice and not feel like like a mad man This weekend I will be at the Madejski stadium screaming again⚽️
Today on this most difficult day of my life, losing a child is horrendous but losing a child to suicide is heart shattering. But I can safely say the support I have received today from 1000s of people is truly amazing and has helped keep my heart at peace. Love to all ❤
I know Chloe Rose 🌹 is feeling all your love and kind words, I just want to pass on all my thoughts and prayers to all the other families who are suicide-bereaved or those who have been touched by suicide. Please please reach out for support from family or friends. ❤🙏
Chloe Rose 🌹 will be 29 tomorrow 😥 but she will be forever 19. My heart bleeds every day and I miss her like it was just yesterday. My mental health has taken a battering but for her I will never give up. I will achieve in her memory and support others who need it 🙏🌹❤
Today is the anniversary of the last time I held your hand, cuddled you close and the most traumatic part was sobbing over your coffin before they closed it away. 😥 I can still feel your hand in mine and I know my tears are with you still. I miss you Chloe Rose 🌹
Why do I help and support people who maybe struggling, I do it because Chloe Rose🌹inspires me to save young lives. I'm making sure she didn't die for nothing and so I live for something special, let's raise awareness together for suicide prevention 🙏🌹❤
I wish I could walk with my daughter one last time, to hold her hand, to hear her laugh. I wish she could hear me say her name...dads here for you Chloe Rose 🌹 ❤ 😥💔 please reach out guys because grieving the loss of a child by suicide is the most traumatic feeling ever 😔
This Saturday I take another step on my recovery journey after being bereaved by suicide due to the suicide of my beautiful daughter Chloe Rose 🌹 I start my training to become a Cruse Bereavement Support Worker. Helping others is my energy
@CruseSupport
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In memory of my beautiful Angel who died by suicide aged 19, let's share the love and support for those who are struggling
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This is my daughter Chloe Rose 🌹 I like talking about her because she is beautiful and bright like the stars in the sky. She died by suicide aged 19 but the won't stop me telling the world who she is ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Well that's my application in for the Invictus games 2023 in Dusseldorf, remember not all wounds are visible. I want to prove that Chloe's suicide and the treatment I received from the Army hasn't beat me.
@WeAreInvictus
@BritishArmy
@carolvorders
@RobbieRinder
this is a later picture of my Chloe just before she took her own life aged 19. She was my world, please can we keep sharing
@3dadswalking
petition to get suicide prevention on the school curriculum. We are so close to a 150,000
Happy Heavenly birthday to my amazing, inspirational, beautiful, intelligent and super talented Angel Chloe Rose 🌹 your smile lights up the whole world and fills people's life with hope. Love Dad 🌹🙏❤
I'm the father of an Angel, the father of a daughter who died by suicide, a bereaved father, a complex PTSD sufferer. A military veteran due to medical discharge, but what I'm not is I'm not afraid to talk about my daughter's suicide and I'm not afraid to talk about my struggles.
Goodnight Chloe Rose dad misses you millions, speak to you tomorrow. Keep that beautiful smile going so you light up the night sky ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ please send all those struggling with bereavement some love and hugs to ease their pain. 🙏 share her smile far and wide x
Isn't she just beautiful, my perfect Angel lighting up the sky like the brightest star. If I'm honest I still really struggle with my demons but I think I have learnt to grow around the grief because I think it's important for me to be there for others.
#commitment
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Since my daughter's suicide I've completed 4 x marathons, 1 x 100km ultra marathon, 2 x Great North runs, 100km cycle around London, Coast to coast cycle, 2 x 24hr cycle on exercise bikes, and much more. I want people to say because of you I didn't give up
#SupportingOthers
Child suicide is pain unimaginable it leaves you with love which has nowhere to go. Chloe was intelligent, beautiful and she lit up the room wherever she went 💔
Chloe took her own life over seven years ago and I must of posted 1000s of pictures and post and I make no apologies. Its my way of remembering her and talking to her, I still send her messages every day through messenger with the hope she will one day reply.
Candles for Chloe, I'd love all my followers to try and get involved. Today is the anniversary of her death so today is especially painful but I manage to get through it somehow.
#LightACandle
I miss you, Chloe Rose 🌹 I know you're still with me, and you inspire me to do what I do and support others. My love for you grows every day, and being your dad makes me the proudest dad alive. Love you millions ❤️🌹❤️🌹❤️🌹❤️🌹
@PAPYRUS_Charity
@3dadswalking
@3RegimentAAC
Is it ok to feel guilty saying happy new year when you're grieving the traumatic suicide loss of your child. I miss Chloe so much but I have to be strong for my family and other young people who are struggling. 2022 is the year I become a
@PAPYRUS_tweets
champion 🙏🙏❤❤
I can't believe how much love and support this tweet of Chloe has gotten but I want to extend that love and support to all those who have be bereaved by suicide of have felt that way themselves. You are all loved and wanted in this world please reach out your heart is precious ❤
This is my beautiful Angel daughter Chloe Rose 🌹 she died by suicide aged 19, I want to give her loads of attention so let's ❤ this beautiful picture so she knows she's loved. ❤❤
My fundraising page is now live, I promise to put my heart and soul into the London Marathon and if needed I'll put my body through hell. It will be double difficult due to my very poor mental health (CPTSD and depression) I'm a proud AAC Veteran.
If you look at this beautiful young girl would you ever dream her life would take the path it did. My worst nightmare, did I let her down? Yes I did. Do I blame myself? Yes I do. Sorry Chloe Rose 🌹 💔😥
Please I'm asking a favour from all my friends, I have a job interview on Friday and all I ask is for you all to keep your fingers crossed as this will make such a big difference to family life.
I'm praying for some good luck for once in my life. 🤞🙏🤞🙏🤞🙏🤞🙏🤞🙏🤞🙏🤞🙏
So I've been selected for the Invictus Games training camps, first one in Bath which is miles away but needs must.
23/24 September Bath Training Village. It's come round so quick but fingers crossed
@PAPYRUS_Charity
hopefully I can make Chloe🌹proud of her dad
@WeAreInvictus
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@CarrieGrant1
Even under CAMHS my daughter deteriorated to the point they couldn't help her apparently. She ended up taking her life a 19 because the transition from children mental health services to adult mental health services are none existent. 💔
@tobiis92
Fantastic display mate, we were in the North Grandstand watching 1500 soldiers and 350 impeccably behaved horses. You should be super proud of yourself 👏👏
Happy birthday to my wonderful and beautiful Angel Chloe Rose, miss you so much but I know your always looking down from the stars above. Sending you big huge cuddles.
Love Dad x❤
Absolutely chuffed to bits and over the moon to be offered a place in this year's London Marathon. I will be representing the amazing charity PAPYRUS (Prevention of Young Suicide). Can't wait to make you all proud and my Angel daughter Chloe Rose ❤
@PAPYRUS_tweets
I never thought I'd enjoy something again but today I did. Sitting volleyball and Power Lifting were really good fun and challenging. Thank you to the Royal British Legion for such a well organised event. Looking forward to tomorrow. Thank you all.
@WeAreInvictus
@PoppyLegion
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My beautiful amazing daughter Chloe Rose 🌹 she was always a little shy in front of the camera as you can see in these pictures. God I miss and love her so much. Suicide bereavement sucks 😪
@piersmorgan
@champneys
My parents have fostered children for 25 years and they are still doing it at the age of 70. They currently have 3 small boys who come from a very dysfunctional family, my parents will make Christmas great for them. They definitely deserve a treat. 🙏🙏
I'd just like to thank you all for the amazing support and also thank all those bereaved by suicide for sharing their stories and pictures of their loved ones. Its so important we support each other, this thread has been a opening to a bright light Chloe Rose shines on you all ❤
This is my beautiful Angel daughter Chloe Rose 🌹 she died by suicide aged 19, I want to give her loads of attention so let's ❤ this beautiful picture so she knows she's loved. ❤❤
3 Dads Walking just £478 away from raising a million for the Prevention of young suicide. Lets get them there before midnight. All three have lost teenage daughters to suicide but have shown huge resilience walking hundreds of miles
@3dadswalking
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@PoppyLegion
@DefenceHQ
@WeAreInvictus
I've applied for Dusseldorf 2023, medically discharged in 2019 with CPTSD after a traumatic Army career and the suicide of my daughter, being part of this would bring some life to my dark road I walk every day. I'm sure I would do the UK and my family proud.
#courage
Dear Dad,
I'm still hear please don't cry as I will catch your tears. Dear Dad I'm in pain no more so please do stand in the rain. Dear Dad you may not hear my voice but remember to leave this life was my choice. Dear Dad please remember my smile it follows you for miles. ❤❤💔
Big day for my amazing son tomorrow, getting his GCSE results. I'm super proud of him and hope he gets the grades he deserves. I've told him no matter what you get I'm mega proud that he is my son and I'm proud of the kind caring young man he's growing into. ❤ for luck ❤
We're nearly at 10000❤ for my Angel Chloe Rose 🌹 she's definitely shining her beautiful smile on all your lives. All your support has helped me during this extremely difficult time. Remember to share the love and raise loads of awareness for
#SuicidePrevention
"Christmas in heaven, what do they do? They come down to earth to spend it with you. So save them a seat, just one empty chair. You may not see them but they will be there."
@jamesk8321
My love for her will help me achieve the London Marathon for PAPYRUS (Prevention of Young Suicide) I've done so many charity events since she died I've always put others first. I'll do anything for no family to go through what I've been through. Awareness is so important.
Please please tell your family and especially your children that you love them everyday. Hugs and affection go a long way to healing broken mental health ❤