My girl! I created this most beautiful human being. Sadly this world was too much for her. Donโt judge her she took her own life because she thought we were better off without her here ๐ until u walk our path donโt judge
#lossofachild
#SuicideAwareness
#SuicidePrevention
After the death of my husband Ian to suicide in 2015 I didnt realise how high risk my adult children were of also dying to suicide. I was ignorant to the risk and in 2019 my youngest daughter Beth aged 26 took her own life. We need to raise more awareness
Today is a very tough 1
@OTbethw
I have decided u r in Australia and backpacking because the reality of you not being alive is destroying me today โฆ and breathe
For anyone struggling & thinking death is the best option, ot really isnโt we need u to stay plz
#SuicidePrevention
My girl! I created this most beautiful human being. Sadly this world was too much for her. Donโt judge her she took her own life because she thought we were better off without her here ๐ until u walk our path donโt judge
#lossofachild
#SuicideAwareness
#SuicidePrevention
Two beautiful human beings. Two kind, compassionate and much loved people my husband and my youngest child. Suicide is indiscriminate it took the the two people I loved so much. My life is broken
#SuicidePrevention
#SuicideAwareness
#BeKind
Today is a day I had little regard for a few years ago. But losing a husband and then a daughter to suicide made me starkly aware we really never know the pain an individual is suffering. Suicide remains the biggest killer of under 35 year olds.
#WorldSuicidePreventionDay
I just miss you so very much my beautiful girl. My head still canโt accept your no longer on this earth. I hope your safe I just wish you had held on and had hope. Love you
@OTbethw
Mumma ๐
#SuicideAwareness
#SuicidePrevention
Bereavement by suicide is a specific risk factor for suicide attempt among young bereaved adults, whether related to the deceased or not. Suicide risk assessment of young adults should involve screening for a history of suicide in blood relatives, non-blood relatives and friends.
I think a few days social media holiday break is needed after this weekend! Too close for comfort, my heart is hurting. So I need to protect my head, heart and soul. Bye for now folks! Stay safe please be kind and donโt judge. Watch your words and think before you tweet.
July is Bereaved parent month ๐ sadly every single day, every single week and every damn month is the same for every bereaved mum and day. Missing our children forever. This is my baby Beth forever 26
#bereavedparent
#Beth
#SuicidePrevention
#SuicideAwareness
My best Easter Sunday gift
@OTbethw
you were born early and dramatically on Easter Sunday and you suddenly tragically left this earth on Easter Monday.
Beth Williams 11/4/93-22/4/19.
This time of year is always tough my little one ๐
#SuicidePrevention
#SuicideAwareness
Happy 29th Heavenly Birthday my beautiful baby girl. Another birthday without you here ๐
It really doesnโt get any easier. I still cannot believe your not here bursting through my bedroom door.
Love you so much Beth ๐
#forever26
#SuicideAwareness
#SuicidePrevention
@OhSineady
As a mother bereaved to suicide my heart along with so many of breaks knowing the pain and trauma you are going through. Remembering your son tonight I light a candle next to Bethโs and pray for you all. Sending love and strength ๐
How has 3 yrs passed without u Beth? I miss ur voice, ur constant txts, calls. I miss ur drama & ur amazing ability to make me laugh & cry in the same minute. Life on this earth without you really is a quieter & definitely less sparkly. ๐
#SuicidePrevention
#SuicideAwareness
In a split second life can change beyond recognition and in a way your mind & heart explodes in the sheer acute incomprehensible pain. Just like that 8 whole years ๐
I hope youโre safe & at peace.
I miss you every single day Mr Sykes ๐
#suicideawarenes
#suicideprevention
Loss and grief is complex. We need to get better at acknowledging there can never be a time limit how can there be when we have lost a piece of our heart?
#SuicidePrevention
#bereavedtosuicide
The death of your child brings your entire life and your very being crashing to the floor. Life however is precious and special.
@OTbethw
you are missed so much but the world was blessed to have you in it. My beautiful girl
#SuicidePrevention
#SuicideAwareness
#bereavedbysuicide
Another first
#MothersDay
without my baby. Wonder what your thoughts would be about
#covid19UK
I know you would be working hard to look after your elderly patients. You would be volunteering to work extra. My caring kind daughter I miss you so much
#SuicideAwareness
#nhsworkers
Time passes by so fast, in the blink of an eye it is a year since you left this earth. It may be a year my baby girl but the unbearable pain of your loss hasnโt lessened or numbed how can it? You are my world Beth and my world ended the day you died.
#childloss
#SuicideAwareness
27 years ago a tiny beautiful girl entered the world & brought so much sunshine, laughter & love. You are missed every moment of every single I was blessed to have you and I wait for the day until we meet again. Happy Birthday darling๐
5 yrs ago we were still in our bubble little did we know that our entire world would be smashed apart that day. An hour later I was holding u but u had left this earth. I miss u so much
@OTbethw
the pain of my broken heart will never stop ๐
#SuicidePrevention
#SuicideAwareness
Tonight and always I just have the biggest hole I my heart and my life
@OTbethw
I actually can never comprehend or believe that you are not here.. I miss you so much baby
#SuicideAwareness
#SuicidePrevention
@ChrisJones293
No Chris we donโt know. Since Ianโs death me and my children openly spoke about suicide and the impact it had on us all collectively & individually I assummed that & my love was enough to keep Beth safe sadly i was pretty naive ๐
Tomorrow marks 18 months since I lost my girl
@OTbethw
time actually flies by so quickly, my life has changed beyond comprehension. I am not stuck in my grief of losing you Beth, because darling I would and always will
#speakyourname
as you know ๐๐ป๐
You really were my everything. I am totally heartbroken Beth. I miss you so very much. I hope you are safe, as a mum that is all I want you to be safe and at peace. I love you
@OTbethw
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Today is Manonโs birthday she should be celebrating becoming 19 years old. But Manon will forever be 16. Today was my final run in my
@NhsStrictly
fundraising run challenge Today I ran for beautiful Manon, on such a lovely spring morning my thoughts centred around Manon ๐
Today my daughter and husbands headstone was fixed & it is perfect. I was blessed to find a wonderful and special man who was the artist who hand carved this memorial headstone for
@OTbethw
and
@sykotweet
thank you Mr Charles Gurrey I have no words that can express how I feel ๐
This portrait is made with the pics of all the doctors & nurses who passed away in this pandemic.
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May they rest in peace. God Bless them all ๐
@RachelB36245295
Sending you so much love. I hope you have support & love surrounding you. My youngest daughter Beth died to suicide 15 months ago. Slogans & hashtags mean little I agree. Easy to give token gestures when real change is needed to prevent more people dying & parents in our boat ๐
After my sad day yesterday I just wanted say thank you for all your love and kindness. Today is a new day and the sun is shining To cheer you all up & make you smile here is my little superhero! I hope Tuesday brings you joy & happiness
#TuesdayMotivaton
#tuesdayvibe
#Eleanor
Last night the sadness of missing Beth hit hard. Grief & the pain of living a life without my child is constant some days are especially hard & the tidal waves of grief knock us over some days the waves just hit my legs & donโt knock me over. Today is a better day. Thank U for ๐
What is your unique specialist skill?
My beautiful girl
@OTbethw
an amazing professional, a kind compassionate girl, was our Beth. Sadly she never got over the death of her father to
#suicide
& we lost our girl to suicide in 2015 a smile hides so much
#WSPD
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#SuicidePrevention
Day 6 of my 26 days of celebrating you my beautiful Beth. As a parent we want to protect & prevent our children from harm. Knowing they felt that their only option was suicide leaves us with incomprehensible pain & heartbreak. This is my baby aged 5
#ourkidsourworld
Easter is a very bittersweet time of year for me. Beth was born on Easter Sunday, my little Easter surprise, she was born prematurely & made a dramatic entrance. Last Easter Monday we lost
@OTbethw
to
#suicide
We take so much for granted Life is so precious & so fragile โค๏ธ
@CathyScotty
Thank you that is very kind. Beth and Ian would both want something positive to come out of their deaths if I can help in any way I will ๐ we cant give up on hope x
My beautiful Beth
@OTbethw
until the day we are reunited I continue to get through this horrible new life without you and I will but I welcome the day you meet me and we are back together
#SuicidePrevention
#Grief
I managed to make a trip on my way home from work to visit my baby girl & husbandโs resting place & take them some beautiful flowers It gave me some time to reflect, think, breathe & be alone. I think we all need time to step off the hamster wheel & just be.
#SuicideAwareness
My daughter a proud OT, was part of the NHS family, she died to suicide. Despite loving her job and working for a caring & supportive organisation she didnโt ask for help.
@AlysColeKing
your article highlights the impact of suicide for all of us in the NHS
I never really mention this special person, plus he isnโt on twitter! But it takes one special person to be the partner of a widow and then experience the trauma when a mother loses her child to suicide. He is one special man I am so lucky to have him ๐
#lifetothefullest
New day and a new month. April be kind to me you used to be one of my favourite months, now you are tarnished with sadness. Easter Monday 2 yrs ago was the day
@OTbethw
died. April is the month of her birthday & 22nd April is the date she left this earth
#SuicidePrevention
My husband
@sykotweet
was a talented photographer. Not a professional but a passionate amateur. He believed you could capture so much with a camera. I am so thankful he left me with so much this is one of my favourites
@OTbethw
that face and so much more ๐
Seven years ago today
@IanIsykes
you left this world. You are missed so very much my darling husband. My life has changed beyond measure. I hope you are safe and at peace my gorgeous man. Forever loved and missed beyond words.
#SuicidePrevention
#SuicideAwareness
I said Christmas was cancelled in our house this year. Christmas without Beth, at her favourite time of year is incomprehensible. I have had a rethink though as I keep hearing her voice in my head! โMum donโt u dare be miserable!โ So we will try and celebrate as she would want
Phew got through a time of the year I dread & despise. Ianโs anniversary & his birthday ๐ the build up to these times for anyone bereaved is especially tough. So I am grateful to be now heading off for a spa break with my dearest girlfriends. TY everyone for your kind messages
#Suicide
is a tragedy. If you have never been close to that edge, try not to judge what you canโt understand.
Please, if you ever feel close to that edge, donโt suffer in silence. Please reach out, you will never be judged, you are never alone and we need you here & to stay
Today a complete stranger suddenly turned up at my friendโs workplace with flowers for me. He was โdrawnโ to her workplace as he knew she had a friend who was bereaved to suicide. He needed me to have these flowers ๐
#RandomActsOfKindness
Since our national mourning began, 126 people in the UK have died by suicide. Let's not forget them, their families, friends & colleagues.
One day we'll understand enough We will care enough to enable change.
Plz if ur struggling call
@samaritans
on 116 123.
#SuicidePrevention
Eleven months ๐
@OTbethw
still canโt actually believe that you are physically not here. It really is incomprehensible and actually beyond logic. Beth you really should be here! I just hope you are safe and at peace because as your mum I need know you are safe
#SuicideAwareness
When you arrive at work to this
#RandomActsOfKindness
to whoever left me this thank you so much! Your act of kindness has made my Monday so much brighter. Love my workplace it is a kind place
@LeedsHospitals
#youarevalued
I never knew there was an
#InternationalBereavedMothersDay
In every single moment of my life Beth I think of you not just today my darling girl.
Thinking and sending love to every single mum who is holding their child in their hearts not in their arms. You are all warriors
When you hold your baby you see only hope & dreams for the future & their lives. You never ever in your worst nightmare believe they would think that everyone would be better of if they were dead
#Suicide
is indiscriminate. We need to keep talking to save lives
#SuicidePrevention