Really really trying hard not to cry today. I can’t believe it’s over. What a time... can’t even begin to say thank you enough to
@numanofficial
&
@ElfinHaloMoon
... will have to do a proper post once I’ve collected myself.
Today I broke 30k monthly listeners on Spotify without being on any editorial playlists. This means that there are 30k of you who visit me in your own libraries. There’s no algorithm feeding me into a “play next” crowd. Its all personal and I think thats really cool. Thank you 🖤
A man (?) asked for my IG so I gave it to him. He then said “you’re not as goth as I thought you’d be” to which I replied “orange is new new black” and walked away.
Orange era, bb- get with it.
🎂 Growing old is a blessing 🎂 Thanks for joining me on another trip around the sun. It’s a gift to be able to write music and perform for y’all - I’m so excited for what this year has in store 🖤
From the bottom of my heart I want to thank everyone who’s supported this project especially during these trying times. It’s not been easy for many of us but hopefully I can help a little by throwing you this track as a free download via
@_MG_
project :)
The gothics and their clubs were always, and are still, the first to book me, spin me, support me, and pay me. I’m forever grateful of your continued support and I can’t wait to see you post Armageddon 🖤 Happy
#WorldGothDay
My 15 year old self is freaking out that I’m touring with thrill kill kult 🥹
They were the first industrial band I got into because the boy I had a crush on made me a mixtape with them on it 🖤
Being a little messy on the timeline because I’m tired of being overlooked and overly criticized in comparison to my male peers. I’m fucking killing it, bitches and looking good while doing it.
Wow what a release day...
Reddit finally embraced me, my favorite magazine premiered me, and I sold out of the CD bundles :,-)
The love is overwhelming,
Thank you all 🖤
I’ve been “the next big thing” since 2016 and after hustling for four years, self producing all my records, and touring with some heavy hitters, I finally scored top tier booking agents all for the world to collapse the second I signed.
Would like to gently and politely remind press outlets that support acts don’t have any control over the sound of the room so it’s better to experience the show holistically rather than break down the elements that the performer has no power over.
Im stoked to announce that I’m joining the
@artoffact
family! Among so many other things, my EP Eternal Daughter is being re released April 24th with 3 extra tracks, you can pre order it at ✨
This happened to me when I was bartending and we hired a new Barback that had just seen me play a big festival. His response was “if you still have to work a day job, then I’m never going to make it.” It broke my heart.
I got spotted in the Uber once. My passenger knew me and couldn’t believe it. She sorta felt bad? There’s a major misconception about how we perceive artists and how they actually live and you can usually guess the reality of it by ***taking a peek at their politics***
I hope I can melt the hearts of all the cold, gatekeeping metal heads who will surely cast disapproving glances at me once they find out I am not the merch girl.
Psycho Las Vegas is going to be lit 🔥
I hope every single “cool kid” label that turned me down sees all these 9/10 album reviews and will start recognizing that I AM a top tier producer and not just some cute chick. Your artists DM me for tips so really y’all owe me some points lol.
Last tweet of 2019: I want to express my extreme gratitude to everyone who made this last year unreal and monumental. Thank you
@numanofficial
and
@ElfinHaloMoon
especially. I could never imagine in my wildest dreams what graciousness and love I would be so blessed with.
So incredibly honored and blessed to have you all on this journey for me. Bursting at the seams with all the news and excitement for 2020 but for now I’ll shed a tear as a goodbye to an unreal 2019 🖤
I love the blessings I’ve been getting from all these big ole metal bands and media types. Little pop princess over here getting the approving nod from [bundle of sticks logo] 🙏
I just watched
@daniel_graves
TikTok about struggling ticket sales these days and I just want to commend his honesty. It’s so hard putting yourself out but even if only 3 ppl show up we are still eternally grateful for your support. Our hearts are still in it 🖤
I’ve been hacked by the
@_MG_
cable project… they’ve threatened to put out this unreleased track at midnight tonight. I don’t negotiate with hackers, so enjoy 😈 ;)
Haven’t been posting much lately because I feel like the atmosphere is clogged with a lot of useless words. But I just want to mention that the new music I’ve been working on is truly so soul snatching I can’t even describe. I can’t wait for you to hear 🖤
A Daisy Chain For Satan and Days of Swine & Roses were tracks 1 & 2 on my first mixtape (or burn tape as we called them) so my 14 year old self is pretty stoked right now 🥹
Thank you. Every track, every synth patch, every sample, every fucking light and effect is all me. I literally break my bones doing this and I wouldn’t have it any other way. The gatekeepers who use my sensuality and vulnerability as a target can continue to suck it.
I’m not the best producer. I’m not the best singer. And I’m definitely not the best engineer. But I’ve sharpened enough facets to create my own world that all of you are welcome to visit.
Instead of breaking my bank account by filming a high production music video, I’ve decided to buy a green screen, ring light, and shoot my friend some money to just run wild with some unhinged content.
Underground 4ever.
It’s crazy how many potential friendships and opportunities I missed out on all because the wrong person was into me.
If I have any dating advice to impart it would be to date someone that balances you out, not someone who mirrors what you want.