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ೀ⋆。 iconic and chronic ༊*· bad bitch with cancer ✩ @kirilolz is my soulmate 🎀 m/w my wifey 🤍

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@K1SSAMAI
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how I went from bmi 24 to 15 in 6 months —- an in depth thread for #edtwt 🏷️ ed ana mia mealspo wl thinspo allspo grosspo fatspo deathspo bonespo
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@K1SSAMAI
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Fasting tips !! ˚ ༘ ೀ⋆。˚ a small thread for #edtwt 🏷️ ana thinspo mia mealspo wl bonespo deathspo allspo fatspo grosspo ゚・:,。★♪ 美しい少女 ♪★,。・:・゚
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@K1SSAMAI
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First round of chemo soon, so so nervous :(
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Anyone else pronounce edtwt as ‘ed-tee-wee-tee’ or am I just insane…
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4 months
Starting off ~*’💗 I would binge constantly and my total cals for the day would be anywhere from 900 - 1.3k cals. I only drank full fat soda and wouldn’t dare to drink water. I weighed around 136lbs and I was around 5’0.
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@K1SSAMAI
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First time losing weight _..*•🎀 The first time I discovered edtwt I started doing intermittent fasting, and in two weeks I went down from 136lbs to 120lbs. This obviously pushed me straight into a honeymoon phase and I began losing about a pound a week.
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4 months
Plateau 😔 At 115 I got stuck in the WORST plateau ever. To pass this, I ate more protein but less calories, around 400 a day. I would drink 2L of water every day and get 10k steps in no matter what. After about two weeks I finally lost again.
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feeling weak and trembling constantly : 😔😨😓😢😪🤒🤧 feeling weak and trembling constantly : 💗💓💕🪽🎀💅💃
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Finally reaching bmi 15 My calorie intake daily is 500 calories, and if I go over somehow I always get at least 10k-20k steps in, which burns 200-700 calories anyway !!
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Unhealthy ways I suppressed my appetite 🪽 I do smoke and vape, so the nicotine naturally reduces my appetite. I also fast quite a lot, around 24-78 hours twice a week at a minimum, and after about a day or two of fasting food becomes the last thing on your mind.
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4 months
Motivation 🎀🪽 : Thinspo ; looking at thinspo that you find triggering may help you find motivation to keep going!! Mukbangs ; watching these might help your cravings disappear, especially if you’re watching bigger people eat thousands of calories!
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
What changed my mindset ..;*^💋 Looking at photos of me being overweight upset me a lot, especially considering I began getting bullied at school for my weight. I couldn’t get out of bed and I was extremely unhygienic, causing me to lose close friends.
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4 months
More about fasting 🍥 I often fast three times a week, sometimes even more. By reaching ketosis (12 hours in), your body begins burning fat that’s stored in your body. I lose about 8lbs when I fast for 4-5 days!
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
How to break a fast 🎧 Vegetables, fruits and healthy low cal foods like yogurts are amazing to prevent refeeding syndrome. By eating fats and carbs straight after a fast, especially a long one, can cause a lot of issues with your health, especially your gut.
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I would consume carbs, fat and sugar consistently without worrying about how much I ate. In total I ended up eating over 50g of carbs a day, 30g of fat and around 40g of sugar. I would gain around 2lbs every week.
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Michelle McDaniel 😩😩💗💗🙏🙏
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
me when someone doesn’t follow me back vs me when I don’t follow somebody back
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Guide 💗🪽; Water is going to be your best friend, I promise. Keep a bottle on you at all times and whenever you feel like eating, drink!!
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Constipation 💌 As you lose weight, you will notice that going to the toilet will be harder. I suggest low cal fibre foods and protein shakes, along sides a lot of water can really help. So will yoga and simple exercise <3
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I drink 1.5-2L of water a day, which really helps flush empty calories out and reduces water retention. It also clears up your skin and reduces inflammation !!
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
I wore size L / XL and never exercised. I didn’t drink water and I struggled to move around at school or going out with my friends and family. I would bring snacks with me everywhere and drink so much Coke Zero and Pepsi Max every single day.
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@K1SSAMAI
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3 months
Okay so.. I have stage 3 cancer instead of stage 1 now 💔 Praying to the Lord I heal soon, this is draining and I can’t even get out of bed most days anymore :(
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I do moderate exercise almost every day, whether that be Pilates, ballet, walking or yoga. Just Dance is also a really fun way to burn calories, able to burn around 200-300 in an hour :)
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4 months
Food polls ; going through food polls help me so much, looking at food without eating it and choosing what to eat without actually facing the consequences of eating is so helpful! Grosspo ; watching or looking at gross food can help put you off eating, and stop you from binging
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@K1SSAMAI
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3 months
Food I ate when I was overweight !⋆·˚ ༘ * ೃ⁀➷ a food poll thread for #edtwt ✮⋆˙ ˚ ༘ ೀ 🏷️ ana thinspo bonespo ugw deathspo fatspo grosspo mealspo ⋆。˚
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@K1SSAMAI
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2 months
{ { thread for #edtwt } } — as someone who is bmi 12.6 🎀 an informative small thread 🎀 🏷️ ed ana thinspo wl deathspo grosspo ugw bonespo mia allspo gw chubspo
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Triggering movies/shows ; personally, I love watching Skins, Thirteen and To The Bone, as these trigger me into not eating, but of course there are many more movies and shows that are based around ED’s, even documentaries! <3
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Who wants a tag?
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@K1SSAMAI
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3 months
the cancer has spread from the middle of my arm to my shoulder :( chemo was so awful and draining today, I wouldn’t wish this upon anybody
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4 months
Starting off 💗 If you’ve never completed a fast before or you’re just starting out, it’s recommended to not try and go for over 24 hours as it might be too difficult and you could easily end up binging halfway through 🪽
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I cut out as much carbs, fat and sugar as I can, considering these macros make me (and many others) gain the most weight. Eating plenty of protein is helpful, so foods like sushi, tuna etc. They’re really cheap and easy to eat!
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@K1SSAMAI
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Thanks for reading 💗 Please don’t be afraid to DM me if you would like more in depth tips and information or resources 🪽 Stay safe my lovelies <33
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@K1SSAMAI
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How i went from bmi 16 to bmi 14.4 in ONE month 🎞️ an in depth thread for #edtwt <3 … ,,, reposts appreciated ,,, … 🏷️ ana bonespo wl mealspo thinspo ugw bmi deathspo fatspo grosspo allspo anatwt
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@K1SSAMAI
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hi my lovelies unfortunately im not getting much better, my throat has been closing up and my heart has been hurting a lot. my arm has been aching so badly and the medication isn’t working anymore. i won’t be active much, im going into intensive care. i love you all so much
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Triggering songs ; these especially help!! My favorites are Honey and Glass, Empty (Jaiden), Please Eat, Fat Funny Friend and Smaller Than This trigger me so hard, and motivate me to keep going.
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@K1SSAMAI
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Hi guys. This account is not a safe space for the lgbtq+ community. I am extremely homophobic (due to past traumatic experiences) and gay people trigger me. DNI.
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@K1SSAMAI
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I need to look like her so bad 😭😭
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Making an accountability thread : making these can keep you accountable and also keep you from- well- embarrassing yourself basically. Fasting buddies ; finding a friend who can fast along side you is super helpful! Sending pictures of what you eat too can keep you motivated
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@K1SSAMAI
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Of course, you can still try, but I’d recommend 12-24 hours if you’re starting off !!
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@K1SSAMAI
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2 months
Unfortunately my condition has worsened and I am bed bound. The doctors have been telling my parents to call family and the priest just in case. I am so sick, I am in so much pain. I just want the hurting to stop.
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@K1SSAMAI
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For longer fasts ; Weigh yourself every day and watch the number go down. I do this when fasting for around 48-96 hours and it motivates me so much to keep going <3
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3 months
As someone with an ed and cancer.. this is just soooo wrong and insensitive
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Disclaimer : Please DNI if you’re under 13 , in recovery or not on edtwt !! Thank you <33 please stay safe 💗
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@K1SSAMAI
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Comment to be added!
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@K1SSAMAI
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Good morning beautiful girls 💗
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@K1SSAMAI
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I would love all of my mutuals and everybody who sees this, religious or not, to please pray for me and my health ✝️🙏
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@K1SSAMAI
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3 months
bmi 12s now , walking hurts as well as doing basic things like getting out of bed , especially with the cancer. I’m officially going into recovery and attempting to get better. people romanticise being this thin , but it hurts. I’m going to stay active on here though 💗
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
MY hashtag. Support me moots I’m disabled now. #servecuntnotcancer
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Hello my lovelies 🤍 Unfortunately my health has declined rapidly and I am no longer allowed to live at home, as im being moved to a care unit. I’ll be back as soon as possible, thank you all for your support and love and prayers 🙏🩶
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@K1SSAMAI
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3 months
Rest in peace angel. Fuck cancer. This illness has ruined my life and it continues to ruin others too. Make every single day count, and never take your loved ones for granted 🤍🪽
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In another life I’m somewhere doing makeup getting ready to go to the mall with friends
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Things to help you stay safe during a fast ; Getting enough sleep and eating vitamin supplements such as Vitamin C, D and Magnesium can help! If you’re anemic like me, iron supplements can help you stop feeling as dizzy while fasting!!
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edtwt intro ✧˖°. not new, looking for active moots 🤍 ♱ amai, 17 ♱ she her, lesbian ♱ 160cm/5’3, bmi 14s ♱ christian + misandrist no dni tbh ↻ / ♡ to be mutuals 🕯️
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♡ amai’s #edtwt intro ꒱ ♡ ﹒ ⋆ 。˚ she / her , anorexic ୨୧ 17年 , cw 81 lbs , ugw 68 lbs 🍥 ୨୧ japanese - american﹒ — gyaru gal , cancer patient 🪽 ↻ / ♡︎ 2 be moots ..,
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@K1SSAMAI
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Hobbies ; finding distractions helps so much!! YouTube, walking, listening to music, sleeping, reading , find something you enjoy and dedicate your time into that instead of worrying about needing to eat !!
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Thinspo 😩
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Mutuals respond to this and I’ll give you an anime character based on you / your layout <3 (Might take a little to respond as I am limited 💗)
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Going home early because I’m feeling really sick today. Fuck cancer.
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@K1SSAMAI
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3 months
Going blonde one last time today before I have to shave my head next week </3 🤍
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@K1SSAMAI
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My daddy dressed up as one of the nurses to make me feel better i love him so much ☹️💗😭
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@K1SSAMAI
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5 minute rule ; If you’re having urges, wait for five minutes and distract yourself. Take your mind off it and it might help!!
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#edtwt intro 𖥻 ִ ۫ ּ ִֶָ ࣪✦ ꃋᗜꃋ .˳⁺ Amai 亜枚 , she her 𖥻 ִ ۫ ּ ִֶָ ࣪✦ bmi 15.5 , 160cm ꃋᴖꃋ .˳ ⁺ japanese , married to evelyn #servecuntnotcancer ⋆ ˚。⋆��୧˚
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@K1SSAMAI
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I’m so upset I’ve been saving up for so long to fund my college degree. I left it on the side in my room today and my sister has taken all ¥270,000 of it to go out with her friends.
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
So nervous for my chemo on Monday it’s ruining my whole weekend </3
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@K1SSAMAI
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me looking at my thigh gap in the mirror
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@K1SSAMAI
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do y’all fw me or do I look like a nerd…
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@K1SSAMAI
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everything hurts
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Exercise ; simple things that won’t over exhaust you such as walking, doing yoga and Pilates, and simple stretches— even cleaning- can help your mind focus instead of focusing on food!
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4 months
Places to avoid (if you can) ; Avoid going near places that could influence you to eat if you have a history of binging. Simply smelling the foods might also help you to stop yourself from eating if you know you won’t binge, as it can trick your mind!
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4 months
It’s been 743 days since my last attempt I’m so proud of how far I’ve come and I’m so grateful to still be here today
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@K1SSAMAI
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My dog just died
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#edtwt — moot hunting amai 𓂃 17 🤍 she her lesbian ․․ ana 💋 jp / eng bmi 14.1 + chronically ill ♡ / ↺ to be mutuals . #servecuntnotcancer
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Plenty of water ; drinking at least 1-2L of water a day helps flush out excess fluid, stops water retention and prevents hunger pangs!! It is honestly my best friend and is so much healthier than diet soda!!
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@K1SSAMAI
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Reply and I’ll give you a poorly drawn kitty that reminds me of you
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3 months
I need opinions on the new layout.. do we fw me being Junko..
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💗🎀
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4 months
Morning lovelies 💗 Bit of a sick morning today, effects from the chemo haven’t completely gone away yet. I’m gonna focus on making a portfolio for my apprenticeship today instead !! 💓
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4 months
First round of chemo done and I feel so heavy and sick 😭💔
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3 months
do this or I’ll cry 😔☹️
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@K1SSAMAI
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2 months
me when terminal cancer
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Goodnight my beautiful mutuals 💗💋
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@K1SSAMAI
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2 months
I’m so tired. I keep losing weight, now bmi 12.6 despite being in recovery. My whole body aches, I can barely walk anymore. The treatment is draining me too. Some nights like this I feel like giving up. 痛みが止まってほしいだけです。
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@K1SSAMAI
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3 months
Soooo I might be terminally ill.. 🤍
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3 months
new lw
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4 months
Overall ; You’re not awful for not being able to fast for too long, sometimes fasting isn’t possible for people, so don’t feel bad if you can’t !! <3
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4 months
Feeling a little mischievous 🤭
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Thank you for reading <3 Please stay safe, I love you all and I hope you’re all doing well !!
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That girl who DM’d me got into my head and now I’ve fully realized I actually have cancer and it’s hurting my soul :(
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3 months
Hoping for my cancer to kill me because you disagree with my views and beliefs is wild…
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
Finished it 🙏🙏🫶
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@K1SSAMAI
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moots please interact if you see this (and non oomfs!) I am sad and cancerous and need interactions to validate my severe compliment praise addiction <3
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4 months
I need more mutuals I can obsess over anime with because some of you are too white to understand ☹️💔
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3 months
I don’t have the strength to get out of bed anymore but recovery is something I don’t plan on doing any time soon. As well as my current illness , my heart has been having severe issues as well as my lungs. I may not be as active for a little while, but I love you all 💗
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COLLAPSING 😭😭
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@K1SSAMAI
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4 months
the long awaited thread — ♡( ´∀`) how I went from bmi 23 —> bmi 16 in less than 6 months ♡☆…♪ a thread for edtwt 🏷️ ana mia thinspo bonespo mealspo wl fatspo grosspo deathspo `-,…☆
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4 months
Second round of chemo tomorrow morning <3
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2 months
Girls anyone else hold their boobs to comfort themselves or is it just me
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