Never allow your present situation to define your tomorrow. Keep dreaming, put in the right amount of work and be dedicated in your chosen field. The best is yet to come.
Many successful Traders you know today were once at points they felt like giving up and quiting, but they were persistent. Your story is not different. It's a new week, let's give it another try. Happy new week Traders.
Trading when you have urgent financial needs to settle is the worst time to trade, your psychology and emotions at this point is a big mess. Evaluate yourself constantly to understand when to trade and when to stay off the Markets.
Be prepared for them and embrace them when they come, learn from them and understand why they happened instead of whining about them. They'll make you a better Trader if you pay enough attention to them, this will set you apart from others.