TW: Homophobia, Transphobia, Religion
I would like to clear up what has been going on, as some of you may have seen this person trying to get my attention in chats again recently & me ignoring them while guesting in another stream. 1/9
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS, MY GIFT WAS FINALLY BEING DIAGNOSED WITH ENDOMETRIOSIS AFTER FIGHTING FOR 7 YEARS AND BEING TOLD BY MALE DOCTORS THAT IT'S JUST "WOMENS PAINS" AND TO "JUST DEAL WITH IT"
I COULD CRY.
RezilloRyker is homophobic, transphobic, & aggressively manipulative. People like this are incredibly dangerous to the more impressionable members of our community & I am worried about the affect this behaviour could have on those who are just discovering themselves. 8/9
TW: Cancer
If you come to my streams in the next few days/weeks, there is a large chance there will be cancer discussion while I process this news.
I don't want to linger on it and we'll still have a good time, but I also don't want to hide it.
Body positivity post.
I may be thicc but I'm also strong, and I love my body for it's strength.
I may jiggle as I run at you, but I'll bulldoze you when I get there!
I've blocked a lot of people today.
There is no neutrality. You can't tell people that it's OK that they want to remove rights from people like me.
This isn't the first time in very recent history, but this one brought everyone out of the cracks.
I opened up the conversation yesterday (02/02/22) in hopes that they would have grown past their old ways & were ready to move past our previous issues. Sadly, this was not the case. 6/9
At this point I feel I need people to be aware that if you see this individual trying to get you to talk to me for them again in the future, you *ignore them*. I have no interest in allowing this person to contact me again, please do not aid them if they try. 7/9
I fucking love this gremlin.
So much has happened since the original photo, but I am so glad to say we have been able to go through it all together.
I love you Bard, you're my best friend and my dumbass sibling ❤️
Also we glowed up ????????
I am very grateful for the friends I have made in the last 2 years, and for them finally giving me a reason to live. I am just sorry that I finally feel like I want to keep going, but the universe has decided for me. I won't end it early. I'll go as long as I can. I promise.
I have personally had issues with them for over a year, and had to block them on multiple platforms as they kept finding new ways to contact me. The last block was in February 2021
Fast forward to January 2022, I start to hear their name more in streams I frequent. 2/9
The others in question (thankfully) caught on pretty fast when I was unresponsive.
Two nights ago, they joined a mutual friend in a VRC world in order to ask them to ask me to unblock them so we could talk. 4/9
Turns out they were trying to talk to me in the streamers’ chat, but I had them blocked and did not see it. They must have realised this because they started telling streamers to say things to me instead. 3/9
The message was forwarded to me, and I agreed to speak because I wanted to try to resolve this to a point that they would stop going through streamers who were currently live & disrupting streams. 5/9
[Hospital selfie for attention]
Y'all were right calling me a vampire, emergency blood transfusion time!
Hemoglobin should be at 150g/L, it's at 55g/L
Merry Christmas
Weird to have to make this tweet but please don't run up to me in VR and grab my breasts or put your hands in my chest. Especially if I don't know you.
It's uncomfortable, and triggers some really bad memories.
Having said that, I don't need to justify this.
Just don't.
I am out of hospital, but it's been a really bad experience.
It will take me a few days to reset my brain and get back to who I was before, so I'm going to take a few more days off streaming.
I'll see you all in the new year ❤️
Just gonna plain up start blocking people who choose me tweeting about being happy as an opportunity to try ruin that or trauma dump.
Be better or be gone ✌️
Im bored so let's do something artists,
What is a drawing you think you're iconic for? and let people reply to you what drawing they think you are iconic for
*ruins the illusion that I'm a hyena thing*
Still got a long way to go, but it's no longer "I hate my body". Now it's "I'm thiccer than I want to be, but if anyone mentions that I can yeet them into the Sun"
I think a lot of streamers forget how much influence they have. You're teaching people what is OK to do on Twitch.
At the end of the day you can run your content however you like, but I am finding with increasing frequency that people will come in and their first time chat (1/2)
I'm a bad influence because I took advantage of a sleep deprived
@BardicRJ
and instead of convincing them not to get a tattoo in their vulnerable state...
I joined them.
Cover your drinks guys, after chatting to friends I'm considering the possibility that I was spiked on day one.
If you're walking around with your own drinks, go buy a water bottle instead of using a glass if you can.
Stay safe, have a great con, love you x
Out for a stupid walk for my stupid mental health, visiting some places that are important to me.
By chance, I got here at the perfect time to capture this little shower at sunset.
CW:// Lumetric
You may have heard talk of a case made to Wild Abandon 2 years ago in order to get Lumetric out of a position of authority that they could use to manipulate people.