I literally just finished uni class and as I was checking my email, it said that I got partnered on Twitch and I started bursting into tears! My lecturers asked me if I was okay afterwards. ๐
THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING THERE FOR ME THROUGH THICK & THIN! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH ๐๐
It's been an honour being an EMS for the last 4 years in NoPixel. In general, 7 in a lot of servers. Thank you all for watching my journey, and for the love/support. It is really an emotional day for me. But we ended on a good note.
I love you all, thank you. ๐๐ฆ
My character Ramona just got promoted to FULL DEPUTY on NoPixel WL! ๐ฆ
I just wanna say thank you all for the love and support! And massive thank you to all of my character's mentors/FTO's that helped her on her journey.
I love you all so much ๐๐
I was crying so much, but omg! The dream has come true! I am so happy! This has been an amazing day!
Ramona is now hired in the BCSO on NoPixel PD WL!
I'll stream when Shift 3 happens. ๐๐ฆ
Goddamnit.. I tried showing his face but heโs like โHELL NAWWW!!โ
But yes, I arrived safely to Devil and Iโm ready to sleep! I love him so much! ๐
Hai hai.
I decided to step down from EMS Comnand in NoPixel due to my main focus being: university stuff, family, boyfriend and friends. So I made myself set just as a normal EMS paramedic in the server. Trying to take a step back from doing Command/HC work.
Yup yup. ๐๐ฆ
Just so we make it all clear.
NO, I did not quit NoPixel just because I am streaming on a different GTA RP server. I am an EMS on NP, TFRP and NegativeDead.
Reason being is because I want to enhance my knowledge in medical RP and bring it to my character.
Please respect that.
Ahemm... let me re-clarify for all of you on whatโs going on:
โข I DID NOT QUIT RP
โข I DID NOT QUIT STREAMING
โข I DID NOT QUIT EMS HC
โข I DID NOT QUIT REAL LIFE
โข I AM ON A HOLIDAY FOR A MONTH IN THE US WITH MY BOYFRIEND
SPREAD THE WORD FRIENDS, DONโT MAKE FALSE RUMOURS! ๐
Twitch/NoPixel community...
You've all changed my life, honestly.
Not only mine, you've changed Devil's life.
I love you all and thank you for everything!! You are all too generous/kind and I am still emotionally overwhelmed.
A special thank you to
@UberHaxorNova
for it all. โฅ
Hellorr!
So erm.. my character Ramona has a final eval tomorrow for NoPixel WL PD.. and tbh, I'm really nervous.
But uhh, I'll be streaming it. >.< And if I do, I'd like to apologize in advance for not being able to talk much as I'll be concentrating.
I love you all ๐
Thank you all for watching the last two of my streams! Youโre all amazing and I love you all!
So this month is
#inktober
and Iโve decided to go for
#NoPixel
characters. Here is Lauren Forcer
@Kiwion
. And Iโm just practicing with pens... just to get better at it.
Enjoy all. ๐
Hey..
I may not be the best streamer in the world. But despite the net problems and all that stuff, I appreciate all of you for watching my stream, including the subathon. It was my fault that I reduced the time cuz I had no clue and it was my first time doing it..
But yup.๐
One of the things that makes me really happy is people roleplaying with me as an EMS. EMS RP is normally neglected and it gives me the sense of joy and relief that people take me seriously.
To those that enjoy RPing with me as an EMS, I appreciate you from the moon and back. ๐
The first time I wrote the email, I forgot to do the standard format. Today I had to do rewrite the email again.
Thank you all for having my back, it really means a lot. I am just sitting here and crying that I am able to stream again.
Just to give you all an update:
I got a call from the govt job I applied for and guess what..
I GOT THE JOB OFFER/GOT ACCEPTED! OMG THIS IS CRAZY AND AMAZING!! So like.. I got 2 jobs now and both are like.. 9-5 schedules on weekdays/Saturdays ahaha. Ahh well..
That means Iโll
โHey! Letโs play RDR2 together as a group!โ
โYeah I think thatโll be a cool idea! Letโs do itโ
3 days after the release... no invites from โfriendsโ lmao. Favouritism at its best. It really sucks and it hurts.
Welp. Itโs just me and Devil..
Today is the day.. that I have to leave America.
Iโm just really glad I got to stay here for a month with Devil, and been to a lot of adventures with him.
Iโm really glad that our long distance relationship worked and we have proved some people wrong of how powerful our love is.
Hey..
I'm sorry for breaking down and crying in my stream today. It's been a really rough week for me personally. I've been holding my feelings in and I didn't mean to cry. I feel really ashamed that this happened out of nowhere and I apologise.
I love America so far, itโs great! The people here are nice, even the view is beautiful and different from what we have back in Australia.
But hooolyyyy hell, America serves humongous amount of food portions! ๐ฑ๐ but anyways, I love
@ConfusedDevil1
for putting up with me. ๐
He doesnโt want his face shown on the internet, ahaha.
But yes, I miss Devil everyday. Even though if he mocks my accent sometimes. But I love and miss him. Iโm sure one day, heโll agree to do a face reveal. Ahaha. Heโs pretty cute.
Holy shitโฆ
I just woke up this morning for work right.. checked my emails and received one from one of the places I attended an interview forโฆ she asked me to call her back and guess what..
I GOT THE JOB OMG! I GOT ACCEPTED! IโM GONNA WORK FOR A TELECOMMUNICATION/NETWORK
Here is the finished digital painting of Hedi and Tribble. Took me awhile to get it done because I was basically trying to get things right but here we go. I hope you guys like it!
Also, this weekend Devil and I will be doing our dual subathon! My first time actually. ๐ฅณ๐
Sorry for posting so much, I promise itโll be my last one for a few days! Ahaha. Maybe.
I made lunch for the boyfriend. Crispy Baked Chicken Thighs with Herbs and Garlic. I forgot to add lemon though, oops. ๐น
Story Time:
So Devil is streaming. Heโs currently on a diet. However, he didnโt eat any dinner, and I am sitting here in drawing class concerned for him. So I decided to order him some food online via UberEats. And thank God, he got the food!!
I feel like crying, Iโm so happy!
To the NoPixel PD, thank you all for letting us dispatchers be part of the academy! It was a lot of fun and I earned a lot !
To the baby cadets and baby trainee dispatchers, you're all doing a great job!! I love and appreciate you all! ๐ป
People like you are just all around cunts & like to guilt trip people.
I stream because I enjoy it & I get to connect/make friends with a lot of people. Itโs my long term goal. Just because itโs my job, doesnโt mean Iโd invest in your bullshit.
Donโt be like this dumb cunt.
Shoutout to Kiwo, Penta, and all other streamers out there that Iโve enjoyed RPing!
Ima try and apply for IgniteRP. Watching all these clips where youโre going back to 1985, ooohh boy! It got me hooked! ๐ฅฐ๐
Psst..
Hey.. hey you.
Come read my tweet..
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Stop making BS rumours about people! Unless of you know the real truth behind it. I wouldnโt suggest making shit up, folks!
Also,
@Kiwion
thank you for the raid lovely! Thank you all for watching! Love u๐
Hey.
Youโre probably wondering why I havenโt RPed or streamed. I think Iโm just doing my best to keep my head high. Just going through a lot and Iโm not in the right mindset. Iโm sorry for being quiet, not being able to talk more on my discord or even stream.
Please please PLEASE...
Do not be afraid to reach out to me if no one listens to you.. you deserve to be heard.
I mean it.. everyone deserves to be loved and cared for.
Hey.. I guess some of you may know about this from our previous streams.
Devil and I have decided to not attend TwitchCon and instead, save up to see each other for Christmas and New Year. The reason is that it cost a lot for us to see each other for just 1 week.
I hate to say this..
But I think I just lost the motivation to stream and have fun... I went back to my old self where I looked at the numbers and tbh, it really hurts. Even jealousy hurts.
Sorry if I won't be streaming for a bit and for feeling this way.
It makes me so happy to see snow falling from the sky for the first time in my life!
I only saw snow on the ground in the Summer (Colorado), but this is so different to me! Itโs so beautiful to look at! ๐โ๏ธโ๏ธ
I just wanna say thank you all for the overwhelming amount of love and support throughout my streaming career! It really means a lot! Itโs also been a joy playing variety games with other people, including the NP peeps! Thank you so much for everything ๐
Hey everyone.
Youโve all cheered me up today after having one of the shittiest week. Thank you all for being there for me, always. ๐ youโve made a massive difference in my life and I love you friends.
The new dances in NoPixel are so FREAKIN AMAZING, AND IM SO GLAD THEY ARE ADDED! I can have a bonding moment with the whole community!
๐๐๐ thank yorrr sorr much!
I look a bit of a mess right now cause of lack of sleep and rushing to head to uni. But thank you all for being there for me, and for watching the stream. Iโm glad youโve all given me more hope. I love you all!
Iโll study hard and post more art! Iโm heading to the zoo today.
One of the best birthdays Iโve ever had in my life. I love you NoPixel and Twitch community. Thank you for everything ๐๐ staying up for 24 hrs for this was so worth it.
Now, time to rest. I love you all, goodnight. ๐๐ฆ
It was an amazing 3 day NoPixel PD Academy! Everyone is doing so well! Thank you so much for today and amazing job all! ๐
Also, BCSO FOR LIFE!!! ๐
Itโs been awhile since I wore make up. But just letting you all know, I only got 3 days till I get back home to Australia.
I will be streaming a lot more GTA RP. Itโll base more on NoPixel, but will be flexing on NegDead and TFRP + more.
Got a lot of updating to do on my pc. ๐
Boyfriend fell asleep so here I am.. trying to occupy my time and I havenโt eaten anything.
I made homemade buttermilk pancakes from scratch, with raspberry compote, caramelised bananas, fresh starwberries and drizzle of maple syrup. ๐๐ฅ๐ด
A friend and member of the NoPixel Public
@fantastic_kev
, has passed away.
He was such an amazing person. Massive sweetheart. Fun to be around. He would also stop by my stream to show love and support. Heโs a freakin awesome cop RPer too.
Rest In Peace buddy. ๐๐
The one thing I donโt understand is why people have the audacity to mentally and verbally threaten/hurt people over a bloody video game and/or social media. I wish people knew how badly it affects someone. It is really distressing. :/
Please take your time to cheer someone up.๐
THANK YOU ALL FOR WATCHING MY DISASTROUS COOKING STRUM TODAY!! I had fun with you all and I appreciate all the love and support! You guys are the best!!
Here is a highlight of my disaster, burning the stove. Itโs fineeee ๐๐ฅ
Merry Christmas everyone. Hope you get to eat all the fried chicken and crispy roast pork and get all the money and bitches!
I miss my parents badly. I feel really bad that I am not with them and itโs our very first time not spending Christmas w/ each other...
I love and miss my parents. I hope theyโre okay. They said itโs really really quiet at home without me around and not being able to hear me swear or laugh like a crazy Asian maniac.
Welp.. I booked an appointment to see counselling for my personal problems from home.
Sometimes, itโs hard to focus in uni when so much obstacles in life hits you. It was scary to walk in the student services but.. I need it for sure. At least, Iโm getting good grades so far.
I got a haircut after my job interview. Cause boiii, my hair was sooo long, it almost felt like I was rapunzel. ๐คฃ Also, regardless of the outcome of the interviews Iโve had this week, Iโm happy/grateful for the opportunity. ๐ฅน๐
Hey. I wanted to uh.. say this.
Since I came back from America and experiencing whatโs happening on the server, it has gotten me to the point where Iโm completely burnt out from it. And so, I do apologise for not being able to have the energy to RP or stream lately. Sorry all.
I apologise for posting this late. But I want to say thank you to all of you for spending time with me on my birthday. It's the best present I could ever ask for (is for all of you to hang out with me in my stream). You've all made a difference in my life and I love you! <3
Job interview done for today. I got another interview tomorrow early morning. Regardless if I get accepted or denied, Iโm grateful for the company to give me the opportunity to be part of an interview. And I get to learn from these experiences. ๐ฅฐ๐