Hey
@DeadbyDaylight
I have never even received a temporary ban before, and now I get this email saying Iโm permanently suspended and they wonโt even tell me why. Iโve streamed this game for almost 4 years and have 10k hours, and Iโm not even being told why I have a perma ban.
okay, DS hard nerf, DH hard nerf, gens take longer, self care hard nerf, iron will hard nerf, spine chill nerfed, boons nerfed, locker saves nerfed, what legitimate complaint do killer mains have nowadays?
Note: You can love a game but still be highly critical of it. A lot of hardcore DBD mains get frustrated with the game and BHVR because we know the potential it has to be much better than it has been/currently is. It would honestly be worse for us to pretend that DBD is fine.
UPDATE: Just got an email that the ban was put on the wrong account, and that the issue should be resolved within the next week. Will keep updating on how this unfolds. Not celebrating yet, but I do want to thank everyone who has helped get BHVRโs attention with this, much love.
itโs kind of amazing to me how many people wonโt watch a streamer just because theyโre gay. iโm literally just playing DBD and having โnormalโ conversations 99% of the time, once in a while iโll bring up LGBTQ issues during the stream, and every time i do, tons of people leave.
Opened a door for a guy and he opened the one next to me and said โNo thanks man, I can open my own doorโโฆ If that isnโt the definition of fragile masculinity idk what is ๐ญ๐ค๐ป
So I had a LOT of homophobes in stream today, but what pissed me off even more was the people saying i should stop complaining about it? Saying that every streamer has to deal with trolls? Like huh??? I have to defend my existence, itโs not the same as saying โomg ur bad at DBDโ
Got some nice DMs last night asking me if I was okay, so here is an explanation of what happened during the stream. Iโd like to add that I deleted the original tweet complaining about the wait time of Eruption in response to Otz talking about the wait time of Dead Hard.
A ridiculous amount of killer main streamers are doing win streaks now, bringing 4 slowdowns and the strongest addons possible on A and S tier killers. Most of these streaks are at 50+, some even 100+, like how do some of you genuinely think DBD is in a good place right now
Are we gonna pretend that being fully infected/hindered 20 seconds after being unhooked against a Wesker is fair? It makes tunneling wayyy too easy for an already very strong killer.
@YungSkermz
well ACTUALLY ๐ค if you look at the LORE ๐ค Evan MacMillan (also known as The Trapper ๐) was one of the ONLY ๐ Killers in Dead by Daylight who FOUGHT ๐ช against the Entity, making him ONE โ๏ธ of the strongest KILLERS ๐ช in the game.
Please be aware: There are people on DBD pretending to be partnered streamers and saying horrible things in pre-game and post-game chats. Private profiles with no previous aliases, so sadly I have no idea who they are.
Having to leave a big streamerโs community because of how they treated you and several other mods and VIPs is super hard, but whatโs even more difficult is dealing with the aftermath of leaving. A bunch of people I considered good friends donโt talk to me anymore. My viewership
Havenโt put the โLGBTQIA+โ or โGayโ tag on my streams for the last few weeks, and have only encountered one homophobe since then, whereas before I would encounter at least 5 homophobes per day. Proof that these weirdos specifically look for those tags to come and harass us ๐ญ๐ค๐ป
Gonna give streaming a couple more months, if it continues the way itโs been for the past year, Iโm gonna move on to other things. I couldโve sacrificed my integrity for success, but that just ainโt me. Thank you to everyone who has supported me up to this point โค๏ธ
@coarsantine
i donโt go for locker flashlight saves, i hardly even use flashlights. i donโt really care about that. itโs the fact that less and less people have been playing survivor (hence why so many people complain about killer queues taking forever now) yet they keep nerfing survivors.
so much bullshit has happened within the DBD Twitch community in the past couple of months that iโve experienced first hand. the amount of sociopathic behavior is unbelievable, but most people donโt care about that, they just want entertaining content ๐คทโโ๏ธ
It's unbelievable to me how many Killer mains are complaining about the few buffs Survivor got this patch. Like you guys really wanna 4k with your eyes closed huh.
FINAL UPDATE: My account is back and I can play DBD on it again. Thank you again to everyone who cared about this, seeing how many people vouched for me or were upset for me made me tear up a bit. Thank you to Alexander and Hank as well for re-opening the case and working with me
out of genuine curiosity, how many killer mains agree with what this person is saying? DH is stronger now? todayโs iron will is busted?? distortion busted? toolboxes busted when they already got a huge nerf a while back? boons busted when theyโve been nerfed twice?
@GriffWasTaken
If you really played killer, you would've said that DH is stronger now, Otr is Ds 2.0 + iron will + Distortion, Medkits and Toolboxes are busted, boons are not balanced cause they're an infinite use and survivors don't need to run to a teammate to get healed... 1k hours my a$$
I am fucking done with some of you. Tired of constantly supporting and then in return being shit-talked or ignored completely. I'm over being nice and forgiving. No more.
the checkmark thing starts out as a few people doing it for fun/cause it's cool, then it morphs into "well it could help me as a content creator", then ends as a "well every other content creator has it so i need to have it for the algorithm" and then the billionaire wins LMAO
The amount of predators on DBD Twitch/DBD Discords is still unbelievable. I am 18 years old, and if you are 30, you should not be flirting with me and asking me out on a date, ESPECIALLY when I've told you already that I felt uncomfortable in the situation.
Money-wise and viewership-wise my stream is doing the best it ever has, but I just don't want to fucking stream anymore. I don't have the patience for DBD (no, I'm not gonna play other games), the social battery to talk to people, or the energy to stay cheery and positive anymore
Sharing this in case he has hurt others/doesnโt hurt anybody else. I often would end up in GymLeaderEliโs stream from raids, so I knew him somewhat. That was why I didnโt ban him until after my stream was over. He is also 29 whereas I am 18 and was 18 during this time (Mid-April)
Now I know why so many ppl will only come forward about their bad experiences with someone once something big gets spilled about them: Because usually up until that point, the person is seen by many as funny/caring/cute/sweet/likeable, etc., so most people wouldnโt believe you.
I'm sorry but how the fuck do some of these top streamers keep a following? There are a couple who are so incredibly unlikeable, constantly shit talking everyone in their matches, being rude to people in chat too while being terrible at the game they play, so WTF?? I am confusion
I've been playing Dead by Daylight for 3 years now.
@DeadByBHVR
You guys have managed to make this game so incredibly awful for Solo Queue Survivors. I would list some changes that need to be made but you guys don't listen to the community anyways so nothing I say will matter.
3 months ago I said I was gonna go from 225 pounds to 200 pounds by today. Well, I didnโt go at the speed I had aimed for, but still made some good progress. By February 26 Iโm gonna be down to 200 ๐ช๐ป
I posted about this in my Discord but I know many probably are in too many servers to keep up with announcements, so I just wanted to announce that Iโm going to be taking a couple weeks off from streaming for my mental health and for family obligations. Iโll be back on June 14th.
i just found the cutest guy on Hinge who lives a city away from me, is a cat person, and describes himself as thick ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ can i please get some good luck wishes or prayers or whatever
If you declaw your cat you should not be able to own one. It is the human equivalent of cutting off our fingers right when the fingernails end. I would rather have my whole couch scratched up by my cat then ever even think about getting rid of something that is so natural.
Funny how many Republicans think that a teacher discussing anything related to the LGBTQIA+ community is โan attack on our childrenโ, but when someone actually attacks our children by shooting them dead, they donโt say a word.
iโm tired. tired of the hate. tired of defending my existence. my right to marry. my right to be represented. my right to feel safe being who i am. things are getting worse day by day. weโre regressing as people and as a society. please. be kind.
There is nothing to celebrate today. Donโt tell me about the โfreedomโ we have in the U.S. when womenโs rights have been taken away and gay rights are coming next. The rest of the world is laughing at us while we regress as a society. Our country is headed down a horrible path.
@moodsjo
b-b-but SWF?? when iโve been protecting a 3 gen with my call of brine overcharge eruption nowhere to hide since the beginning of the match, oneโs going to DC to give the others the last gen!!! you clearly are a 4 man SWF main and have NEVER played any other role!! ๐๐ก๐คซ๐คก๐
#dbd
Have had more than one person ask me why Iโm so โobsessedโ with US elections + politics, and the short answer is this: LGBTQ people, POC, womenโฆ our very existence is politicized. Our rights are politicized. So we have no choice but to stay informed and stay active in politics.
Had someone unfollow the second I posted something political, and tbh, the next 8 months I probably will do that a lot, so unfollow now if you canโt handle that. This is way too important of an election and way too critical of a time in American history for me to not speak out.
It says a lot to me about a streamer when someone from their community comes into my stream and says homophobic things to me, but when I DM the streamer about it and provide screenshots, they donโt respond and I see that person still chatting in their stream weeks later.
If you have said absolutely nothing today about women's rights being taken away and the Associate Justice of SCOTUS saying he wants to overturn gay marriage, FUCK. YOU. Fuck your "not wanting to get involved". Fuck your "people pleasing". Fuck your privilege and your cowardice.
Tonight (technically starts on May 6th) I'm gonna be doing a 24 hour stream to celebrate Partner and to see how many emote slots we can unlock! Starting at midnight and of course ending at midnight May 7th. Gonna have open lobbies (anybody can join) for SWF and some KYF matches!
I just wanted to say a quick thank you to everyone who has been supporting me so much recently. In the past 3 days, we've gotten 25 raids and 65 subs/gifted subs in total. I really don't know what I did to deserve all of that, but thank you guys.
Tough truth for all the homophobes/biphobes/transphobes out there: The LGBTQIA+ community is here to stay. We arenโt going ANYWHERE. You knock us down constantly and we ALWAYS come back, stronger than before. So get used to it, and if you canโt get used to it, get over it.
so. And sadly there are people who know exactly what has happened, yet they choose to look the other way. Itโs been so hard for me to trust anybody since then. Hoping I can fully move on from this and continue to grow as a streamer, but man this whole ordeal has sucked so much.
No matter how โdiverseโ or โacceptingโ a community seems, the white dudebros will be able to get away with almost anything, whereas women, POC, and LGBTQIA+ people get held to a completely different standard and will get picked apart relentlessly. Iโve honestly tried to be theโฆ
I wish the DBD community would treat white dudebros the same way they treat marginalized groups like women, lgbtqia+ folks, and disabled folks.
This is not up for debate. ๐๐พ
and revenue have tanked. And now it feels like Iโve hit my ceiling. All Iโve wanted from streaming was to make a living from it, and I was well on my way there when I decided to stand up for myself and get out of a toxic environment, and it feels like Iโm being punished for doing
Streamers: In case you're wondering why your viewership has been way lower the past few days, it's because Twitch Mobile came out with a horrible update that is a weird knockoff of Instagram Reels. Most mobile watchers I know say they aren't using Twitch until this is fixed.
To all the homies who I usually watch their streams: I'm sorry for not being there last several weeks. For some reason I've been needing 15+ hours of sleep every day and pretty much only wake up to stream myself. I'm trying to figure things out now <3
did you know that if a big streamer says something a lot and you say that same thing that youโre automatically copying them and trying to be like them? didnโt know that til someone basically told me that today
I'm so glad that I've spent thousands of hours playing your game
@DeadByBHVR
and getting every survivor to P3 50 and getting 22 out of 28 killers to P3 50 just for you guys to completely change the system and have hardly any of the progress from the previous system transfer over?
OK according to BHVR: Facecamping with a power that makes an unhook a trade every single time, Slugging 2 ppl back and forth for 10 minutes to make a 3k a 4k, Going after 1 person till they die to get a 3v1 ASAP, Not OK according to BHVR: Survivors being able to heal themselves.
i keep forgetting that only killer mains can make jokes about survivor nerfs, if a survivor does that to a killer they write you a whole essay on why youโre wrong and send their army of killer main friends after you ๐คญ apparently iโve been a naughty naughty boi ๐ณ
Me: Hears car crash, goes outside, sees red car in the distance hit 3 parked cars
Me: calls 911 and tells them exactly where the car was/how many cars they hit, where they were going/the color of car
Operator: did you catch the license plate
Me: No
Her: K tHaT'S nOt VErY heLpFuL