Thanks everyone for a great time at
#Infurnity2023
Had an amazing debut and experience.
Much thanks to
@luxury_gin
helping me suit up many times, being my spotter and just taking care of me ><;
๐น by
@cheetah_paws
He also debuted a self made suit Rouka! then recorded me after!
It's Halloween next week!!
Art by
@snow_kun
, what kinda plans would ya have xP, tribal tiger outfit,
Enjoying the ropes and paints
Full somewhere on the Internet ๐
Another AWESOME Sketchpage from
@soureggnog
, I can't get enough of maws and them cuteness!!
Those hopeful eyes keep me going. *huff*
I can do this.. even though I wished I weren't on my own.
*haish*
Kinda late, but last
#FursuitFriday
of the year!
Wishing ya'll good health and a happy 2024~ To more conventions, meeting new friends and improving my Chinese >3< .
็ฎๅๆญฃๅจๅชๅๆๅๆ็ไธญๆ่ช่จ่ฝๅ! >3<
Heya! You there, thank you for reading this!.
I'm doing my best to live out the best version of me and if you noticed that I used to be following you to take a peek into your life but not anymore, hit me up and we can talk about it.
I'm just a drusky trying to protect myself
I'm happy and grateful for my friends that stayed behind and supported me in their own way. It is exhausting but it's really nice to be acknowledged at times.
I was happy these few weeks after that breakdown again.
Need to continue shaking whatifs and the reminders away.
Been trying to sleep for the past 2 hrs smh. Last day of camp tmr followed by 'graduation' on friday with the liberation of my pink identity card.
Man, 1 year 9 months in that place, 3 months of bmt.
Had a really nice ns experience actually, I'll miss my officers and friends hhh.
With friends' advice, I've already removed twitter from my phone, just gonna take time away from the fandom, it's been 9 years. I know I've got a con to finish up, already haven't been browsing much art on galleries/comics.
Giving it a month and we'll see how. Catch ya'll around
Work has been busy, trying to get things all ready for the upcoming months esp furry side with all the reopening and all.
I really appreciate those that check up on me/the ones I've met recently to catch up.
I know there isn't enough time. Just need to work through all the pain
Lunch time with Scaa
Usually a Chinese New Year meal.
Shanghainese Rice Cake (Nian Gao)
Looks simple but lots of ingredient prep, side of garlic prawns cause my bro hates seafood.
Needa fry eggs and meats seperate.
I find felines, birds and moth sona cute, but I'm terrified of all types of critters and animals irl.
I'd be a furry that is scared of everyone around me all the time HAHAHA
Ace Attorney games are really fun! doing my first play through of it and sometimes I really don't know WHO"S GUILTY. Really unexpected endings for some of these cases
Cooking is really relaxing for me somehow..
Made some porriage a few days ago even though recovering from a wisdom tooth surgery.
I could definitely use some warm fooooddd rnn *supper mood *
It sucks to be betrayed multiple times by the person you love.
It sucks that my nature prevents me from hating that person I put so much into it.
It sucks that I tried my best and it wasn't enough.
I hope the nightmare I'm going through isn't just a "mistake" in the end.
I realise I need a lot of constant affirmation and reminders that I'm okay.
I'm loved and cared about, I'm not forgotten, I matter.
*huff huff
Such a child-like trait ๐
Is it really normal to mute and block up so many things in order to survive on social media these days.
Maybe I'm just too free on my rest days.
Maybe its the festering unresolved anxiety. It's hard to be happy. It's hard to fight against so many things.
Lesser expectations set, lesser disappointment.
More living in present. Not responsible for other people. A 'strong relation/friend/partnership' operates out of desire, it is nothing if there's no drive from both.
I am and have tried my best.
Been a bad year, VR chat's not for me because it causes bad nausea. It's been too quiet and it sucks. I usually spend time face to face. I hope this pain can end eventually. It's hard to be happy sometimes.
Happy Lunar Niu Year!!
ๆฐๅนดๅฟซไน!!๐๐
็ฅๆจๅฟๆณไบๆ๏ผ็ๆๅ ด้๏ผ่บซไฝๅฅๅบท
(niu being cow in Chinese)
Also ; translated;
May your wishes come true, may your business and work do well and stay healthy and safe!
Thinking alot about death, legacy, what's next lately.
You can't stop someone old from aging. These thoughts come just right before bed.
Frustrating and like.. powerless.
Planning ideas for food tmr. I realised whenever I cook, I cook like way way extra that you can keep for the next few meals. Maybe it's the slight worry that I'll cook and it isn't enough uwu.
*proceeds to buy 3 pounds+ of meat*
Had a dream I adopted a cat with a grey/light blue coat,after it had a broken paw and could feel it so vividly kneading and it's body weight.
Doesn't help I use a weighted blanket but that felt so real >w<
It had blue eyes too. Really vivid...
recipe tweet; feel like taking some onions, caramelizing them seperately and then putting butter, garlic, mushrooms and bacon in another pan, then adding some white wine to deglaze and heavy cream make sauce, coupled with some pasta mixed inn after.
HUFFFF
There's always a theme of music in my mind when I lay back and recant the months. It changes with the person I'm with at times. Lately, though quiet, a light strum of the acoustics flutes and drums! Slower tempo though to reflect the current atmosphere!
I feel so weary of everything. Not just trying to fit in. Realising that I no longer know people that much and like just cannot comprehend the lifestyles they chose.
It really looks so unhealthy to follow.
Breakfast that I made awhile ago.
I think I've mastered scrambled eggs!
Woke up this morning in a hurry, could use something like this on another relaxing morning. ๐ฅด
Don't forget!
Little Island Furcon early bird registration ends on 21st March!
Registering early helps us get a gauge of this year's attendance! We have really awesome stuff laid out for you guys!