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@EwiaStellawia

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Elia's alt account to write down rambles

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Joined November 2023
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
2 months
Guys this is not the account to follow, this is my alt, I keep getting follow notifications ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO HEAR MY DUM THOUGHTS???
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
1 month
Recently I’ve been told I don’t count as a real streamer or content creator and that I’m ‘carried by GFE’ even though I don’t do GFE I’ve been in shambles but I’m going to keep trying my best, it’s scary, it’s hard, it’s tiring but I will be successful in my goals, I will 💛
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
2 months
Maybe I overreacted and got too happy thinking it was normal to do a celebration stream but most people do nothing… I feel so silly and embarrassed I want to hide for getting so hyped like what am I doing it’s not that big a deal to reach partner why am I like this ;;
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
4 months
Please don’t send me messages pressuring me to stream, I’m sick and you know how much I want to, as soon as I’m able to I will I just really can’t provide a time or date and it just makes me feel a million times worse than I already do
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
8 months
Also thank you all for being ok with the thigh reveal earlier I was super super super nervous and everyone has been so kind ahhhh ><
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@EwiaStellawia
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10 months
I haven't even made my schedule this week and I didn't cancel this collab because it was planned weeks ago, don't be like this, it's not cool but thanks for reminding me I'm not doing enough🙃
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
2 months
I just want to be anime girl and make people happy No ulterior motive, no clout chasing crap, no drama If I ever do anything weird I’m just stupid, the world has enough sadness in it, I want to make it happier 💛
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
7 months
it probably took you by surprise me extending my trip since you know how addicted I am to streaming and miss you guys >< Honestly I’m scared to go home and face personal irl things atm so just wanted to say thank you for being ok with my selfish request to stay in Japan longer
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
2 months
Me fr fr I TRYING MY BESTEST EVEN IF I HAVE THE STUPID I just want to make life feel a little less awful and dark
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@EwiaStellawia
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26 days
I’m sorry I didn’t do more
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@EwiaStellawia
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8 months
Being in contact with my old work got me feeling like throwing up and anxious and sick and ahhhh
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
10 months
I didn't expect such a big response to this, I'm genuinely overwhelmed by all the comments and I have no words for how thankful I am for you all also glad the response wasn't too big we didn't hit any news because omg I can't have too many people follow my silly alt account
@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
10 months
I haven't even made my schedule this week and I didn't cancel this collab because it was planned weeks ago, don't be like this, it's not cool but thanks for reminding me I'm not doing enough🙃
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@EwiaStellawia
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8 months
Thank you for being kind it genuinely means the world to me, especially when it feels like there's so so much negativity all over the hecking place, I just yeh am really really really thankful ;;
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
8 months
i didn't know what my little pogchamp meant and i looked it up ahhfjkdshfjkhdsa IM SORRY FOR USING IT
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
8 months
I don't want to go outside I want to be on my pc all day and play video game
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
8 months
may have spent wayyyyy too long trying to think of what to tweet on my main because I'm bad with words and I just wish I could express my feelings better fjdkslajf
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@EwiaStellawia
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2 months
Don’t mind me I’m just getting hate donos and people saying bye bye they’re done with me because apparently I’m ‘not the kind cute person they thought’ I was
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@EwiaStellawia
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21 days
This was the song I was most nervous about and am so so relieved people enjoyed it :’ (at least I hope you all did)
@EliaStellaria
Elia Stellaria【V-Dere】
21 days
they say vtubers can't count, watch this FOURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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@EwiaStellawia
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9 months
You’re not gonna leave me right? You won’t replace me right? Will you.. ;;
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@EwiaStellawia
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10 months
I stayed up to 5am for the last 2 nights working on things for you all, I am literally not functioning right now
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@EwiaStellawia
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7 months
going through big life changes atm, I just hope everything will be ok ahghjgkfg
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@EwiaStellawia
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7 months
I just did something super spontaneous eeeeeeeeeeeee
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@EwiaStellawia
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10 months
I was off for Christmas and boxing day, I wanted to take tomorrow off, am I not allowed these moments to relax
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
10 months
this is just one of the many many MANY I been receiving, I'm sick of this, I will be back to streaming twice a day soon. 'I see how it is' ??? you do not see the bags under my eyes, you don't see me not wanting to let the kind people who invited me to collab with them down
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@EwiaStellawia
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7 months
Part of me really wants to do a big life change and move but ahhhhh it’s so scary, super super scary
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
8 months
Do you like my shopping list for tomorrow?
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@EwiaStellawia
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9 months
My main account got un-shadow banned eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (still gonna keep this account though for rambles and anime gifs and things)
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@EwiaStellawia
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10 months
tbh this isn't even right, I wasn't off, I was working, I worked both days on the visual novel, I didn't stream but I streamed as close to Christmas as I could and canceled a lot of family plans this year to try and have as much time with you all as possible
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@EwiaStellawia
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8 months
hewwo
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@EwiaStellawia
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9 months
This account is becoming a log for when I napped Guess what? I napped teehee
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@EwiaStellawia
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2 months
I wake up me eepy what the heck WHEN DO I GET TO NOT FEEL EEPY
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
8 months
So this statement is in fact incorrect I cannot function
@EliaStellaria
Elia Stellaria【V-Dere】
8 months
@PenumbralVT I AM ✨FUNCTIONAL✨huehuehue
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@EwiaStellawia
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6 months
Don’t know if I’m extra emotional because I’m crazy hungry but doing my best to positive right now but my goodness I feel so awful and terrible and not deserving of all the kind people welcoming me back Thank you for being so kind to a mess like me
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@EwiaStellawia
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2 months
I love streaming so much, like truly from the bottom of my heart, thank you💛
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@EwiaStellawia
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3 months
Sorry I was so quiet yesterday I tried to lock in and stay in the tournament but just couldn’t do it, might stream today but feeling rather down about myself tbh
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@EwiaStellawia
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6 months
Thank you for giving me the honour of being your oshi ;; I feel this so so much especially when I’m away, I just want to thank you so much ;; Also my medicine worked and I’m feeling better! And I’m sorting out using a friends laptop today so hopefully I can be back asap ><
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@EwiaStellawia
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21 days
Did I sing ok? Would you actually like me to do karaoke streams? ;;
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@EwiaStellawia
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3 months
Today I volunteered at a bunny shelter, it a good day
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@EwiaStellawia
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5 months
trying to be more proactive with interacting with people but it's so scary >< I'm so full of anxious thoughts like what if I'm annoying, what if they think I'm being weird, what if they think I have an ulterior motive-fjkdsalj I hope people know I just want to be friends ;;
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@EwiaStellawia
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2 months
Tired Maybe I need to start being more selfish
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@EwiaStellawia
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2 months
I’m a dum dum, I left my freezer open and now everything is a disaster
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@EwiaStellawia
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16 days
if I do want to renew my lease with my current flat my landlord just told me they increasing the rent again by an additional £300 a month to match the market prices ???? Ahhhh why is England so expensive
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@EwiaStellawia
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7 months
ewwooo Ahh I want to tweet on my main like this but it’s weird as elinoir ;-;
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@EwiaStellawia
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1 month
I hope I did okey today
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@EwiaStellawia
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9 months
every time I see someone follow this account I'm like oh nyo another person has decided to have my thoughts appear on their twitter feed and I can't help but think are you SURE you want to follow this alt account~? Are you super superrrr sure? This place is literally a brain vent
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@EwiaStellawia
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9 months
Trying to melt garlic butter with my thighs, I wonder if there’s a better way
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@EwiaStellawia
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3 months
I never feel like I’m doing enough
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@EwiaStellawia
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6 days
There are so so many incredibly beautiful, cute, wonderful, talented people out there my head still can’t wrap around the idea of anyone choosing me
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@EwiaStellawia
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10 months
My family: we’re coming to visit Me: When? My family: we’re like 2 minutes away IM NOT READY NYOOO
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@EwiaStellawia
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8 months
today has been difficult but I truly appreciate you guys from the bottom of my heart fdjsafs thank you, thank you so so much
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@EwiaStellawia
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2 months
YOU ALL ARE TOO GOOD TO ME ;;
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@EwiaStellawia
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2 months
What do people normally do to celebrate reaching partner on Twitch???
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@EwiaStellawia
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10 months
I know I’ve been super quiet during my break but I hope you all know I’m missing you all tons ;-;
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@EwiaStellawia
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10 months
Mini break update: today I ate a chicken burger
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2 months
One day I hope I can have my own place with enough space where I can get lots of Lego stuff and we can build it together in stream
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@EwiaStellawia
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7 months
Goose outfit is officially in the works
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@EwiaStellawia
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10 months
Ahhhh I had a nightmare I came back from my mini break and everyone was like who tf are you????? ;;
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@EwiaStellawia
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8 months
I don’t know what’s wrong with my tummy but ahhhh I feel awful
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@EwiaStellawia
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10 months
I hope people dont mind me spamming likes on my main account ><
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@EwiaStellawia
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10 months
sorry i been quiet yesterday, I been resting and thinking and the more resting there's so much I want to do in 2024
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8 months
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@EwiaStellawia
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9 months
I will never have enough words to express just how thankful I am for all the joy you all bring me Me working hard!
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@EwiaStellawia
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2 months
I left my window open now it cold oh naurrrrrrrr
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@EwiaStellawia
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1 month
Brain worms go brrrrrrr
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@EwiaStellawia
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8 months
I HAVE THE STUPID
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@EwiaStellawia
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7 months
sorry again for worrying you all and thank you so so much for being so kind and caring ;; it really does mean so much and I'm sorry for being all self-conscious >< I'm a super super mess rn but thank you for accepting this mess 💛
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
2 months
Today I caught up on admin work and there’s like over 20 things I’m working on/sorting out simultaneously I think I’m figuring out the cause of my stress RIP but there’s so much more I want to do do I finally start looking into getting a manager hmmmmm
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@EwiaStellawia
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8 months
I am nervous, birthday tomorrow
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@EwiaStellawia
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23 days
I wish I had more energy to do more ;;
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@EwiaStellawia
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9 months
You all are always so kind to me ;; I’ll keep doing my bestest! ;;
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@EwiaStellawia
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8 months
It lines up hehe thicc thighs
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2 months
Guess who ended up waiting 3 hours for food because delivery kept getting cancelled and it took 3 orders to finally get a boiger Meeeeeee
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@EwiaStellawia
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8 months
Please remember to look after yourself :' don't pressure or stress yourself to prep anything for my birthday, I'm already more than happy enough with any time spent together
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@EwiaStellawia
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5 months
This whole offkai thing has got me so extremely nervous ;; thank you for supporting me, thank you so so much ;; I’m honestly the kind of person that’s filled with so much self doubt and worry and I didnt expect anything so thank you I’ll work harder, I will
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2 months
And for my next trick I will attempt to fix my sleeping pattern I say as I just woke up at 4pm
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
8 months
Trying to set donothon goals for birthday still but I feel silly since I can't imagine receiving that much and I don't want you to think I'm expecting or asking for anything I just want to spend time with you all and have a happy birthday together fdsfdsfds ><
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@EwiaStellawia
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3 months
I hope the panel was ok, I was so nervous and I’m all shaky now and ahhhhhh I hope people had a great time I tried my best ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
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@EwiaStellawia
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2 months
I hope I can shine super super brightly one day
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5 months
I hope I did okey
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
3 months
Thank you for being kind and patient with todays stream ;; I wouldn’t normally stream with a headache like that so thank you for still keeping me company even when I’m not at my 100% it means a lot 💛
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2 months
I enjoy working hard and I like helping others, I don’t expect anything back but where do I draw the line of being taken advantage of ;;
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2 months
I have collab today, will see how much energy I have after and might stream in evening but ahhhh I FEEL SO BAD FOR BEING SO LOW ENERGY LAST NIGHT ;; I can tell my body and mind is exhausted from the weekend and I want to bring you guys good streams ;;
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
5 months
ahhh I dont want to sad post but I feel like more and more recently other oshi marks have been appearing in my chat and fdhsajf I guess its definitely super scary the feeling of being replaced IMMA WORK HARD I PROMISE ><
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@EwiaStellawia
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3 months
Me eepy, social battery dead
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@EwiaStellawia
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2 months
In less than 2 weeks and you’ll see something awesome I been cooking 💛
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3 months
Doing my bestest to be social but ahh when my social battery is low I get so many anxious and worrying thoughts, I hope people are ok with me ;;
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5 months
I love you guys so much like my heart is so full and I’m honestly so so excited to keep trying my bestest 💛
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@EwiaStellawia
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10 months
So I turned my heating on and it’s still not working, I messaged the building maintenance and they turned up instantly I wasn’t ready 😭
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@EwiaStellawia
EwiaStellawia
8 months
here you go you punks
@EliaStellaria
Elia Stellaria【V-Dere】
8 months
I was getting requests to record my hiccups, here is 1 hiccup
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@EwiaStellawia
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2 months
Family time No Me watching cat videos instead time
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11 days
I want to stream I want to stream I want to stream I’m sorry I haven’t been able to stream yet this flu is destroying me and my plans ;;
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@EwiaStellawia
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6 months
It seems I’m just nocturnal no matter where the heck I am ahhh
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@EwiaStellawia
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8 months
Me since the stream, I been so groggy and out of it ahhh
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2 months
I borked up my sleeping pattern
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7 months
Fr I’m so tempted to move to Japan
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@EwiaStellawia
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9 months
sorry it was such a rushed end of stream, I hope you guys liked the cover! :' My throat just started hurting again so was good it was short tbh ;-; DAISUKI DAYOOOO
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@EwiaStellawia
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9 months
I hope you looking after yourselves
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@EwiaStellawia
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2 months
I bought alcohols This gonna be me next week
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5 months
Guys my thighs, they be feeling it
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@EwiaStellawia
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9 months
omg I keep following people on this account thinking 'wait I don't follow this person?!' but I'm on my alt account JFKDSLAJFD
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