Finally my mouth can taste the rich of food again and look how much food that my man gave me this morning. I’m not complaining either. Now my stomach is full and happy. I hope you guys also eat delicious food today.
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If you ask me how do I do these past few months, I will say that I am okay since there are a lot of tremendous ugly things happened in my life. But for all, I am grateful cause the happiness that I feel lately is such a glorious.
*giving myself positive affirmation* beautiful, kind, smart, confident and sweet woman. Thank you for always giving a chance to grow. Step by step but sure.
Energy is in the lower level but the weight is the opposite. Thus, I am contemplating to just do whatever I want or go on diet again which needs a lot of energy to do. Welp.
Spending the wonderful last weekend outside my chamber. The sun was shining so bright but I chose to take off my round and warm hat and decided to let my skin be kissed.
Being known as a coffee lover but very much rare to have one, today this lady ordered a cup. With her long delicate red dress, she spent her time dating around Dubai with her lovers.
I believe that happiness comes from ourselves though some aspects also could affect the amounts of it. Good morning, I wish that our weekend treats us very well.
Happiness can come from everywhere including good mood, healthy body and supportive environment. Here I am looking for one of the sources of happiness. Got one of them. Don’t forget to do your training, people.
❝ when its the right time, more happiness will comes. You are going to be a Dad soon my love. It’s a result of our affections. I can’t wait to meet your duplicate soon. ৎ୭ ❞
A wise man says books are everything; read every book you can find then you will have every answer of your problems. Thus, here I am. Reading a book while intentionally seducing my one and only man with my pink set sleepwear. <3
The fitness outfit that I wear is from Laquier Actively. It has been my favorite sport goods including outfits since my body is getting sweat easily thus I always needs perfect fabrics. Please take a look on their website. Ah, the one that I wear is a new pair for this session.
Brunch on Saturday. I start it with something sweet even though it’s not balance with the diet that I do. Good morning people. What’s your plan for today? 🍂
I'm amazed how I actually suit the short hair. I pulled it off nicely right? My eyes even look more deep and sharp. Hoping that I'm not scared anyone here.
Loving the photobox cause in there I can be myself as with styling my outfit and my hair. Here you can see that I wear brown shirt with brown jacket amd jeans with belt. I gave my black hair a clip too. It's nice right?
Having such a privilege sometimes I feel like do I deserve this, as a result I’ll have a feeling of unworthy. Yet I will stay no matter what. It’s been a long journey, I will not let it go that easy.
If the face could kill I'd probably be a criminal. So glad that I still want to be a good girl so I just do the illegal things in my head. As these pictures have been taken, the deep red rose continuously growing; slowly die.
Photo box girlie I think haha. I just love this box. Like I can be anything here. I can express my feelings through it. But of course I would never cry in front of camera. That's not me at all.
Feeling pretty is a gift for real. It's kike you are grateful of being you. Grateful for having that face. Grateful for living. So I hope I can feel that again soon. I mean look at me, my make up on point and my face card. Yes.
Having a night walk for the rescue. Did I do it alone? Yes of course. Did I get a little frightened? Actually yes. But having a fresh air for my nose is not disappointing at all.
Flashback to the queen porm back then hahah. I literally had no idea I would be the one who got that little title. But well, I looked stunning after all.
The start of the month was might be the worst time I have had in my life. Slowly and surely I am starting to learn how letting go a lot of things. So my hope for the last week of this month is. Please be gentle with me. I don't want to be more breaking than now.
So what the old man said is true. The pure love always leads to growth and better self. I finally feel it but the thing is no one shows me how much will it hurts when betrayed, waiting and sadness being put inside the love.
Hehe was posting these but I deleted cause I was afraid that Papa finds out. But it isn't real though. I don't smoke, this was my friend's. Please do believe me.
These photos are holding funny moments. That was an event of teachers and I wore white dress. Basically looked like an angel. Then one of the parents said:
"Oh god, Miss Maisa are you pregnant? You look glowing."
My face got red immediately.
Missing your touch as sliding my fingers slowly through my sensitive part, wisihing you were there either to watch, command or dominate me. So I can finally feel the relief of lust.
Friday, the day where I usually fond and long for; but right now it turns to be the day where it has so many ways to make my body feels ache and numb. Yet I decided to try making video. Please check it out.
Having a photoshoot nearby my favorite lake which is the Samaro beach. It is windy and cold yet I need to wear opened-chest dress. The feeling of wanting to be hug definitely increases. Calling boyfriend xixi.
Some of the pictures to define today's agenda. It is not the real bruise but I feel like it describes my day very well. It's such a hectic and full day. I am a little burning out. ・ั﹏・ั
Today's mood is constantly fine. Even though my head is still full of the things that make me sad. I slowly can accept it. That's why today, I decided to work from home. Editing my videon and photos.
As you know, it doesn't cool at all. The weather rather feels like I am actually in hell. But thanks to myself, I wear proper color of dress. The bright one.
Wearing my tiny dress that tighten up my boobies so perfectly fine. Yes I said that I wanted to stay at home, but Papa dragged me out to accompany him. Can you guess what I will have for lunch?
Starting my day with the morning workout along accompanied by baby angel. It's so good to have my spirit back to do my routine. Now, I'm going to head into bed for some naps. Have a great Saturday peeps. Xx
Having such a fun photoshoot today. Malang doesn't let the sun peeks for a little. So, you might see the cloudy sky back there. Fortunately, I always love cold weather.
The beginning of the month, wishing all the good things fully surrounded me and my beloved ones. Even if the energy is low, the will to survive hasn’t gone.
The fact that this woman had so much fun today from having extraordinary photoshoot to go swimming right after it but ended up falls sick all over my body. Heheheh *fainted*
A little appreciation on my no-make-up make up look cause I adore it and turns out it remains on point even after 8 hours of activity. I didn’t even try to reapply yet it is still the same. But anyway, how’s your Friday so far?
Windy and fresh so I decided to stop by at the small cafe which has and serve such a delicious home-made pizza. Fortunately, I was craving for a bite. Which one you like better? Pineapple on your pizza or not?