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new #edtwt intro ⋆ Blue (Little Tomato) ⋆ 25 yo ⋆ bipolar type 1 ⋆ worst ana since 2013 ⋆ fan of everything that may be fiction ⋆ fatphobics dni ⋆ in search of moots ⋆ i'm good at listening if you need it

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5 months

@skinnyprinsess wanting go be liked by men is vintage, girls want to be liked by modelling agencies and other disordered girls

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2 months

hey mooties! i know we're more than just an ed so tell me about you, what do you like? do you work or study something? i want to know about you

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5 months

breakfast of the day ✨️

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2 months

thats a lot of protein

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2 months

🧵 || - my plan to lose 8kg in July - || 🧵

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5 months

i know it's not that much, but to lost 6kg of fat in a month and a half is a lot for me.

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2 months

todays omad because i gained weight

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1 month

today i decided i should eat more, so here is my omad

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2 months

do you know songs about ed? recommend me some please

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2 months

now i fixed my makeup, love drawing stuff on my face

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28 days

does anyone else doesnt have libido? like, i like doing it with my husband, but its not like something i desire or need. i don't masturbate, i don't watch porn, nothing, just living my life

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10 days

abusing of energy drinks is my passion

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2 months

where are my kiss kiss fall in love homies?

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4 months

todays omad

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26 days

today i walked 21k of steps at work and had an 600cals omad, hope to keep it like this

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2 months

just quitted a really shitty job, so proud of myself (but i feel so anxious about what the boss will answer to my message)

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2 months

my husband made me eat something else because "energy drinks are not lunch" (duh, they are) so my now lunch

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5 months

oh, to be little, skinny and beautiful as a Sarah Key illustration

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1 month

tomorrow i'll work as a bartender, hope everything goes good as i never has worked at it (only as waitress)

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2 months

how do you count the calories when you purge?

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5 months

me: not eating normally, feeling guilty after eating, having body dysmorphia, trying to fasting as long as i can, counting calories, trying to make as much excercise as i can and with an historial of eating disorder since 13 years old also me: maybe i'm just a wannarexic

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3 months

did some space makeup today so i can feel better with myself

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5 months

@memospo this scared me in a way i couldn't tell

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10 days

life if losing weight was as easier as gaining it

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17 days

gym reward

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2 months

its silly but since i entered this community i stopped feeling alone and i know its better if we get recovered and continue our life without this, but at the moment im living it i like to feel like im not the only one struggling with the same things

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2 months

started watching Shameless bc Ian is bipolar? yesssss.

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2 months

🧵 — JULY accountability — 🧵 ꒰ calories, exercise, weighs-in ꒱ edtwt ricecakes weightloss cals

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2 months

🧵 how i burn 1000-1500 calories a day for #edtwt #ricecakes

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15 days

when i was like 7 my mom told me i was fat (because i had that belly that kids had) so she started restricting me so i wouldnt eat too much food; i started puking food after having lunch so i wouldnt get fat and my mom scolded me for doing it; i guess that was my start of all.

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2 months

wish ⭐️ving could make me lose 30kg in like 2 days or something like that

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5 months

actually, even if it looks the same as yesterday, i like to take photos of my breakfasts, it motivates me to keep like this

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1 month

i forgot to take my lamotrigine again, i should stop taking so i evade this problem (?)

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20 days

today i didnt had breakfast and my lunch was fruit (i took the pastry so no one suspect and later gave it to my partner), im really scared of using the scale, but i hope i have lost at least 1kg

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2 months

everytime i read someone say "in my manic episode" i want to kms like dude you have never been on psychosis wtf youre talking about

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5 months

todays monster is strawberrie, i thought it would be better, but monster is monster anyways 💕

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2 months

todays lunch

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2 months

always thinking about this image

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2 months

do you think you will stop after reaching your ugw?

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5 months

new fav monster, sorry watermelon, but grapefruit tastes more soft ans sweet 💕

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2 months

when i was at uni it was so easy to starve and lose lots of weight; we would train like 4 hours everyday and didnt have time to eat (and teachers romantized a lot not eating) so i guess that time i almost reached my ugw (wish i had a scale at that time)

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2 months

do you guys find it easier to starve when in school or out?

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2 months

@angelicopheliaa i prefer to call myself Blue as it is so generic, so it's harder that they would suspect it's me (but anyway i post photos of myself so it's 50/50)

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4 months

the monster of the day: ultra peachy keen

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2 months

i feel so bad lying to my husband about eating, but i feel worse being so fat and disgusting

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5 months

tje only bosyshaming i'll do is to cats. i like to remember cats that they're fat

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2 months

@yuritistic @angelicfemme444 omg tumblr made me believe this at the point that now i camt take hot baths, i got so used to cold baths that everything else burns me

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30 days

fav selfie and always mood

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15 days

todays omad - 439 calories

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2 months

i'm gonna skip lunch today, maybe i'll have an apple, i don't know how but i gained like 1kg today and i want to kms today

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5 months

🕯praying to be skinny🕯

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10 days

today is just regular monster, sonetines is good to drink the traditional one

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2 months

doing lots of things so you don't think about food at all during the day

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@fit4cals

2 months

no way ppl actually omad breakfast… HOW???

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1 month

when do i see the gym results? hate its so slooooooow

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2 months

i was the same, but i really need to speedrun this so its no other way

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@cravencals

2 months

i want to be one of those ppl who burn 1k cals a day but unfortunately this is me

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2 months

i love Just Dance, its so easy to burn calories with it

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2 months

i love work days, i do so much and walk a lot without eating

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2 months

@curiosityklldme congrats darling, but please be safe and take care of yourself, its dangerous to keep that weight :c 💕

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2 months

4th day and i already lost 1kg, hope i can keep it like this please

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2 months

just gonna take a break and then i will burn 600 calories with Just Dance

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1 month

i left this scale on Chile and i miss it so much, i know it ian't that exact, but it was pretty

annie | edtwt 🦇🎀

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1 month

#edtwt #real #ed

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5 months

@vulpjun that's the perfect fridge

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13 days

dude wtf my twt

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2 months

i love to try new zero things, this tastes so goooood 💕💕

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5 months

「looking for moots to interact」 -belu, she/her -edtwt -25yrs (only +18) -antipsychotic gang (bipolar 1) (pic from a breakfast of the other day)

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1 month

i really wish my mom was alive to help me and comfort me

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1 month

i need to buy more vitamins but we dont have enough money, wish my job gave me more shifts

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2 months

my husband got jealous that i didnt invited him to my daily walk???? dude, you get 20k of steps at work everyday, what more do you want

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1 month

i got 4 shifts this week, that means skipping meals for 4 days 💕

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3 months

tips on losing weight while on psychiatric medication, an edtwt thread.

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2 months

actually this is my fear drink, just cant, it makes me so anxious i feel like i will puke

celeste |shedtwt

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2 months

your final challenge: drink full sugar coke

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2 months

today is cheat day 🥰🥰🥰 (eating like a normal person 3 meals a day)

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1 month

four months without thinking about ending myself, thats a new record

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2 months

sometimes you just need some kiss kisS FALL IN LOVE TURUTURUTURU TUUUUUU

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5 months

please help me with this

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9 days

a good amount of caffeine for todays shift

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10 days

it's really silly cuz i fear liquid cals, yet still sometimes i binge

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10 days

How serious do y’all take liquid cals, like energy bevs, alcohol, etc

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5 months

me: i want mutuals also me: i can't talk to anyone, too anxious

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1 month

todays makeup and outfit bc even if its raining and i wont see anyone, its good to feel nice with yourself (still fat, but at least cute)

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2 months

wish i was a skinny girl in cute techwear with a 1tb steamdeck

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4 months

unpopular opinion: i love fasting, i feel so good while doing it, i feel better with myself, i don't feel bad at all

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3 months

i love working, i love that no one can sees if i dont eat, nobody cares what i do, i get paid for doing things that makes my time go fast and i get to think in other things more than my ed

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2 months

they say you always go back where you were happy

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2 months

i woke up feeling so bad with myself and didn't want to weight myself, but it's good that i did it because i lost 2kg since yesterday (but i count it as one, i think that kg that i gained yesterday was water weight)

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1 month

3AUD for like 3kg of avocados (we'll gonna give some to our neightbours, too much for us) but maaan, such a nice catch

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2 months

dude i atill need to lose like 40kg, hate my life

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@manifestinggw

2 months

I envy bitches that join edtwt and are like "gw 45kg cw 47kg 🌸" mf I have at least 15kg to lose

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2 months

the lunch of today was green 💚

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2 months

your were an Effy fan or a Cassie fan? theres two types of people

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2 months

the reward for the 10k of steps: peaches with discount

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2 months

tomorrow i have the trial at the restaurant, wish they dont offer me food

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2 months

i lost another kg in today, im so proud of myself, starving and burning 1000+ calories is worthy

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3 months

everytime i have a craving ill start replacing it with blueberries and cherrys, being fat is an option to me

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2 months

i love peaches so much 💕

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17 days

crossing fingers so i can get a psychosis that makes me feel like the lizards queen and makes me feel confident enough with myself (but without going to the hospital)

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1 month

my guilty pleasure

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17 days

mood post energy drink/pre shower i lost my favorite eyeliner and i don't know if there are Nyx stores in Perth (i haven't seen anything) so sad reactions only

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1 month

me scrolling in edtwt at work like no one could see my phone and its posts

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2 months

i need to burn every calorie i ate, i feel like a pig

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2 months

i think that eating so healthy and doing lots of excercise makes me feel so good, in not in a good weight but at least im so motivated to keep going like this

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2 months

why does my dinner looks prettier if its the same as my lunch uhhhh

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