Who am I? Well, my name is Faren. I love writing, particularly gay/trans, Victorian-Gothic romance fiction. I am a real life librarian and have an unhealthy obsession with the aesthetics of the mid nineteenth century gentleman. Also a vtuber. 📖🪶
@Tomoe_VT
Even if you pass, I’ll still read you a bedtime story from the Infernal Library and maybe give you a dinosaur plushie. I hope you have a lot of fun!
@ark_evil02
Wow! This is amazing! I think this is already displaying some amazing understanding of color theory! Your dedication and love of art is really shining here! I’m happy it showed up on my timeline.
@Tomoe_VT
Yeah I agree! I’d be happy they chose me out of everyone else! Like whoever dm’d you that isn’t seeing the bigger picture. We should support each other in this community.
A lot of people don't know, but I taught myself to speak Japanese (fluently) starting at just 12 years old. I don't know if my methods will help, but if anyone is curious as to how I managed to do it, I'll talk about it on stream! I'll also be hosting a Japanese 101 Lesson!
Sometimes I have to remember, I'm not the same person I was in the past. We can all learn and grow from our mistakes. They don't have to define who we are now or who we become.
Thanks everyone for coming to my stream! I really had a great time and I'm grateful to everyone who made an appearance! Hope to see you guys next time! ❤️
LOOK AT THIS PANEL MY BEST FRIEND MADE ME
@Bat_and_Bunnee
! They can be commissioned via DMs on Twitter or Discord (please DM them via twitter with your discord name if that is how you wish to contact them) Please support them! They are an amazing artist!
I recently lost a lot of my close friends chasing after my dream just last month. People projected their insecurities onto me. When I was writing my novel, my friendships really suffered a lot and it was really messing with my head.
I felt like they expected me to stop doing
Streamers, does anyone have experience with this?
Live streaming is my hobby. I fight social anxiety with it and honestly, it helps. After stream I need ‚me‘ time. I need to eat, relax and just do nothing.
Before I started streaming, I had more time for people I met online.
@Shonzo_
@SunKenjiVT
So it's funny to punch down on marginalized groups in a space that's already hostile to them? Explain what was supposed to be funny.
@zaynahbear
You create stellar content and the love you have for what you create is so inspiring. I’m glad the hate doesn’t stop you. Happy to see your content on my timeline.
Well anyway, that was a fun stream! I'm really grateful to everyone who showed up! It was really comfy! ❤️Tomorrow is a short DbD stream! Hope to see you there!
Recharging from all these doctor’s visits. I bloody hate needles. I’ll be reading and streaming tonight, just maybe after I’ve had a chance to clear my head!
@m0sstrx
I won’t harass you, but I love seeing your art. Seeing black OCs is a form of self care. For me at least. The representation for us is slim. Whether you draw right now or in two years, I’ll be happy to see it on my timeline.
That moment when you realize you can’t bring your sketchbook anywhere because it’s full of NSFW Boys kissing. Guess I won’t be sketching on my break at work.
@Yuitansss
Consent is always my priority. I do not play around with that in any capacity. Direct communication is so important. Boundaries are important. And should be respected.
Alright cool, so apparently vgen can do nothing if you’re ghosted by an artist. I’ve been waiting since December, 2023 on a commission. I paid the first half up front, have yet to hear back from the artist and Vgen says they can’t help me.
@Tomoe_VT
For me, the difficulty coming out as a transman has strong ties to being a black person. Being seen as a black woman in society vs being seen as a black man have serious challenges. My mom struggles because she fears encounters with police will now end in my death.
Well anyway this is more of an evening ASMR Read now. Hope to see you there. We're reading Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde. Starting in 10 minutes.
@plasticbottru
You’re the reason I’m back into this show. I’m so angry but I’m also not upset. I just needed you to know it’s your fault I am binge watching.
@todorkies
Seeing black cosplayers show up on my timeline is a form of self care. This is AMAZING! I can already see how much work and care you put into this. Speechless.
@Tomoe_VT
Racist trolls make it hard for me to stream. I am a trans black man. They run me through the mud sometimes and it sucks. But I can log off and be done. The cat can’t do that. That was hard to watch.
@lyrring
Your art is just stunning. More than that, you exhibit some serious skill in color theory. It shows in all of your renders. For all the days you probably wanted to put the pencil down, I’m glad you didn’t give up. To quote my auntie: You did that!
@GilRyu1
@crocvt
@pacetuber
@Envi_vt
Faren, Demon Librarian and Record Keeper of Hell. I deal in souls and contractual obligations. You may not like my methods. But I’ll get the job done, one way or another.
Art: @/shikkivt and @/hamhamusuta
Perhaps it’s the father in me, but when my kids talk enthusiastically about the shows they like or really anything they like, it makes me happy. I genuinely want them to tell me everything because they sound so happy and cute.
@celestestqrr
@Nixxmmh
Well anyway this is more of an evening ASMR Read now. Hope to see you there. We're reading Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde. Starting in 10 minutes.
I’m so tired. Don’t complain to me if you’re going to turn down all my advice without even trying it. All that negativity and self doubt? It’s not just you. Everyone has it. It doesn’t stop you from trying. But at least try.
I can feel I am within breathing distance of my dream… but no one told me it would cost me the people I once considered close. No one told me I would be alone at the last step. But I have to keep going. This is everything I’ve ever wanted.
It took me one week to write the latest chapter in my
#astarion
fanfiction. I was so worried about the quality and people still enjoyed it. I didn't think people would like my work or my writing style. Turns out, I was wrong.
@Yuitansss
Would you perhaps be interested? This scorpio loves playing games… No but seriously I’d love to play, however there’s no pressure! I hope you have fun anyways Yuitan!
どうやって日本語を勉強したの?
How did you study Japanese? i get this question a lot. Truthfully, I cannot recommend my method to anyone. I was 12 years old when I began learning and I used a textbook and a CD. I can tell you now, Duolingo alone won’t work.
[ BIG RELEASE 3.5 @ ]
We couldn't fit everything into May's Big Release 3, so here's pt 2 - starting with one of the most important updates we've ever made.
"Slightly more protection than what was possible before VGen" simply isn't good enough anymore..
@Tomoe_VT
@Sakura166378
The sins… they just keep adding up, don’t they? Quite fine by me. There’s nothing I love more than delivering severe punishment.