i’m extremely touched deprived & not even in a sexual manner.. i wanna be held. hugged on. kissed on. that intimacy & affection has been missing for so long.
i do not like this “detachment” phase i’m in. i don’t feel like i have a “place” anywhere, or with anyone. i feel very isolated. shit is mentally hard to shake.
now that im in the relationship im in now, i realize that the small things like i was asking for like quality and physical touch, i wasnt asking for too much at all 🥹
one of the MOST reliable LOYAL (emotional) real ass ppl you’ll EVER come across. take NO shit, VERY sexual, amazing cooks, ARTSTIC in every way, live in our own world.. we let you in on what WE want you to know. 🙂 figure the rest out.
but no fr i miss being skin2skin, head to chest while we sleep. holding hands while we walk through the mall. forehead kisses. holding my leg while u drive.
@returnofkam
this is usually what it boils down to even in friendships too.. when it was time to reciprocate those same things, they didn’t/wouldn’t & it’s like??? you were only here for me to lick your wounds & uplift you, etc. what ab me?
one of the sexiest qualities you can have is to KEEP YO WORD! do exactly what you say you’re gonna do. if you can’t keep your word, how you gon keep me?
i had no idea SO many of y’all relate. if y’all ever need to talk/vent unbiased then please hit my DM🤍 mental health is tough to cope with when you feel so... lost/detached. mental health blog coming this April!🦋
im such a “why ?” type of person. i have to know WHY so i can see it from another perspective. i wanna know why you said that , why you feel like that, why you did what you did, why you did it to ME? i just be wanting to understand so i can settle my spirit.
went from losing my whole house & everything i owned since childhood in a fire, to homeless for 7 months & today received the keys to MY OWN 2bdrm!! i ain’t got a damn thing to put in here but some pillows & blankets on the floor but ayyyyyee it’s mine & we in here 🕺🏾🕺🏾🕺🏾
love as a whole is such a beautiful, yet scary thing G. a lot of sacrifice, accountability, compromise, communication & comprehension. “look this what happen, this is my side & how i feel..what’s yo side? how you feel? let’s work it out”
due to a home fire, my sickly grandmother & i lost everything during a pandemic. we are struggling to get afoot again.
if anybody has any to donate to the links below that would be amazing. thanks so much, blessings🦋
@CashApp
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@Venmo
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KimberlynnRose
Paypal: TheKlynnEffect
my abstract addition🦋
semi colon: a placement where an author could’ve ended a story, but chose not to. butterfly: transformation & rebirth.
i been gone for a minute,
but happy to still be here.
the 22nd made 3 months s*f h*rm clean. 🤍
#SuicidePreventionMonth