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5 years

Jonathon Paul Isaiah July 15, 2001 - November 14,2018 - Forever Treasured son. First born. My heart.

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2 years

Bad ass

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3 years

Looking into homeschooling. They are forcing masks on my children. My 9 year old went from "I love school!" to "I don't want to go anymore. I hate school." and my 6 year old is crying. Awesome. I hate this.

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2 years

We are not the same...

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4 years

19 years ago I became a mommy to a perfect miracle that I named Jonathon. He left after only 17 years and it just wasn't enough time. I miss my son. I miss him more than any dumb words can express. My heart is shattered. Suicide sucks.

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2 years

Hey, guess what! In my last 2 pregnancies I had to be induced because OMG I WAS SUFFERING FROM PRE-ECLAMPSIA! And guess what they did? THEY DELIVERED MY BABIES ALIVE! I DIDN'T HAVE TO KILL EITHER ONE OF THEM TO SURVIVE. IMAGINE.

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2 years

I hope someone gets mad about this one 😂

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2 years

Elon is just taking a poop, scrolling the "where's Elon" tag and laughing at everyone on Twitter and I'm here for it.

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2 years

My youngest son (almost 8 yrs old) made me a deck of his own original pokemon cards... Seriously he is from another planet. How did I make such a wonderful, creative and awesome human?

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3 years

This is hilarious.

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2 years

Sometimes it goes too far...

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2 years

If you think saying "fetus" dehumanizes and disqualifies that child from being human with the right to live, I feel sorry for you. To me, fetus is just like saying baby, toddler, adolescent, teen... All just stages of development. A fetus is just one of the tiniest of us.

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5 years

I don't know why pre eclampsia keeps being brought up as a reason to abort a late term pregnancy. Hello, I experienced this condition twice. I was given medication (mainly magnesium), induced, & birthed 2 premature children. One was perfectly healthy & came home in 1 day. 1/

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2 years

This is one of the last pictures of my son. This is the day before his 17th birthday. It would be his last birthday alive. He used to love the beach. We went every year for him. In 2018... He didn't like it at all. I wish I had known why. I know why now. Suicide sucks.

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2 years

Why are mountain goats like this? Lol they have no fear...

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2 years

Just felt like sharing some pictures of Jonathon. I miss you, son, so much...

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2 years

Yes, every second I breathe a part of me misses my son. Every laugh, every sigh, every exhale... I miss my child. It is never gone. It exists with me, as a constant.

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1 year

I hate that all the pictures of my son just stop. So I just post the same ones over and over and over... I don't get to take anymore

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2 years

They bullied my son until I homeschooled him. He suffered a broken clavicle, busted lips, black eyes, all of it. His school did nothing until I told them I was removing him. They scrambled and I did not care. I miss you Jonathon. I wish I had been able to stop all of this.

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2 years

I'm. Not. Even. Mad🍴

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1 year

Do you like mushrooms?

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2 years

To the ~341 people who have liked this post... And everyone who sees it today : Thank you for seeing my son. He was alive. He was important. You help him keep living and it means a lot to me.

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2 years

Death metal: Mary had a little LAMB His eyes were black as COOOOAAALLL And everywhere that Mary went HER LAMB WOULD EAT YOUR SOUUUUUUL *sick guitars and death screams*

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1 year

Would you?

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1 year

I GOT INTO MY SONS ACCOUNT!!! My 19 (almost 20, good lord) year old had a screen shot with everything. THANK YOU GOD!!! Also thank you all for prayers and support. I only have so many things left of him, so this is a very good thing to me. I actually feel "happy"...

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1 year

My sweet Mr Nibbinz, having his last day in the sun. This will be the last photo I take.

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2 years

holy crap... WHY HAVEN'T I BEEN MAKING BACON IN THE OVEN ALL MY LIFE??!! I stare at it lovingly on the stove, nursing it, babying it... when I could just chuck it on a backing sheet on 350 and forget about it for a while and BAM BACON. If you haven't tried it, you should.

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2 years

I seriously don't understand why pro aborts want healthy women to abort their healthy babies SO BADLY. Every time I try to wrap my head around it, I just get mad. Furious even. And I won't even start on how mad I get when they want them to die because they're not perfect.

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2 years

Don't do this...

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1 year

What would you name hims?! 🥰

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2 years

They call it the dilly cheesesteak... Would you?

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8 months

Me and my son, the Marine... Who keeps having to straighten his tie clip OR ELSE

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1 year

I love this one because I can relate 😉

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4 years

Just because I'm not rich enough to adopt several children (which I would if I could) doesn't negate my pro life stance. It's really disingenuous to keep saying that you must do a certain amount of things in order to want to protect human life. We all should want this.

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4 years

I hate when people ask me how many children I have. Is it only 3 now? Do I make it awkward & say 4,but one is no longer with us? My son is still my child & I hate having to leave him out. So now I get to cry in the corner of a child's birthday & hope nobody notices. Shades help.

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2 years

Airplane selfie... In case I die, here's my last ever picture 😂

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2 years

Jonathon, 2014,around 13 years old, vacation in Lake Tahoe going sledding. A good memory... I miss my son, every moment. Don't let my insanity fool you otherwise.

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2 years

Well...

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8 months

My son earned the highest marksman award when he did his rifle training and got this cute badge thingy

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5 years

I'm sick of some people acting like being a biological woman and becoming pregnant and having a child is this overwhelming trauma that should be feared. Are they insane? Yes, pregnancy isn't easy, risks occur and tragedies happen, and should be addressed and treated

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2 years

I'm not sorry...

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2 years

Serial killer dismembers a human body: Horrific to everyone Abortion dismembers a human body: celebrated by the depraved and lauded as a woman's right and the path to freedom and the "good life" Make it make sense.

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2 years

The end of the year is gonna be lit

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2 years

When your child dies, you can't bring them back. Ever. I can't imagine discarding my child, no matter what stage of development they are in, and saying "I'll just have another later when I'm ready" as if our perfectly unique offspring can just be duplicated, no big deal.

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8 months

I hope everyone has a nice holiday... Thanksgiving just makes me sad. I get depressed and have anxiety attacks. Jonathon loved Thanksgiving. He was a good eater. He loved my mac and cheese. I sorta hate this day. I just feel broken and I can't help it.

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2 years

I love it

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8 months

I just had the worst anxiety attack of my life since my son died. and I just sorta want someone to know, in case I don't like, get up off the floor or whatever. i'm fine.

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2 years

These are funny tho

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2 years

Terrifying 🤣🤣🤣

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2 years

My new exercise routine...

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1 year

I just got into a fight with a friend I've had for about 20 years because she called me a vagina haver. It's not a pretty convo. I think I called her stupid several times. I'm posting food to cope. btw... I'M A WOMAN. In case you were wondering what the real term is.

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2 years

Enough

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1 year

Imagine minding your own business... And then...

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2 years

Yesterday I learned that only my mother will reach out to me on the worst day of the year. Nobody else in my real life. Not another parent, relative, not a sibling (4 sisters, 6 brothers) Nobody even sent me an emoji. Thank you for being the only ppl in the world who cared.

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9 months

I am so disappointed in Ohio.

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2 years

I love this one...

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2 years

My 7 year old doesn't need to have lessons on sex, gender ideology, or sexual preferences. He is worried about getting candy, playing video games, plushies and he wants a dog. The end.

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2 years

Well this shit freaked me out... I'm sure there's a certain amount of us... Did it get you too?

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1 year

Now that's a sandwich!

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1 year

sometimes time stops and it's a weight I can't describe and it just echoes My son is dead. and I don't think there's words for it. The vast absolute apocalypse of it.

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2 years

I'm never going to apologize

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1 year

Miss my boy... But I don't remember his voice anymore. Just a faint whisper of how he said "mom" every morning asking for breakfast. The day he died, I thought I heard it and yelled "have eggs!" But he was already dead. I cry every time I make eggs.

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2 years

Why is this so funny???

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2 years

Some cute pictures of Jonathon I found in my memories. He was around 13 years old. ❤️ I miss you son.

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9 months

Happy spooks yo

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2 years

As a person who slept on a mattress on the floor (no box spring either) for years until about 6 months ago... This is crazy good progress. If you are in a similar struggle... You got thiiiiiis!!!!

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2 years

Manicotti stuffed with seasoned ground beef, wrapped in bacon, smoked and glazed with bbq sauce. 🤤🤤🤤

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3 years

I guess I'm weird. Whether it's a zygote, embryo or fetus... All I see is baby, baby or baby...

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1 year

The smolest frog

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1 year

I'm sharing this bad boy with you tonight 😉0

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1 year

I'm super toxic with it...

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2 years

Linda is not to be trifled with...

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1 year

He entered the world and I became a mother. He left the world and my heart will never mend.

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4 years

My second youngest (he's 7 now) ... Just as alive and worthy of protection in BOTH pictures! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

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1 year

For our party

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1 year

Vault, 2020

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1 year

I wanna go with herrrrrrr

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1 year

Too soon? 😂 😂 😂

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2 years

I want to eat it... But I don't understand how anyone actually does...

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1 year

This made me laugh so hard way too early... So of course I'm sharing it

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2 years

My very first crocheted doll... It's inspiring me to pick up my hooks again. I can do this... Right? I hate anxiety 😔

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2 years

The algorithm gave me a tiny baby bat, as a little treat. So I'm sharing it with you ❤️

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1 year

Some of the fanciest lace crochet I've ever done. This was a shawl I gave to a friend

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1 year

My sweet boy in 2013. He was obsessed with the Diners, Drive ins, and Dives show, so on the way to vacation we stopped at a weird place with terrible food... But he was so happy we tried. We were gonna do a food tour one day... But we won't now.

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2 years

I'm telling my kids this is No Doubt... 😂

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1 year

I don't think you're supposed to eat this cake 😂

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2 years

Woohoo...

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2 years

Heathen sharks

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2 years

Aww isn't this cute? I'm older than the whole ass internet!!!! Ancients! Rise up!!! 🤣

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1 year

My cat's euthanasia appointment is June 19th. So this is his last week. I tried to bathe him this weekend. His fur came off in huge clumps. It was stuff of nightmares. He needs to be at peace and I'm a complete and total mess about it.

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2 years

But we know how this story ends. And I just want to end it with the thought of him, a happy, loved child. One I held in my arms and whispered: "Hello, my son. I'm your mommy. I love you so so much." /end. Thank you if you got this far. Happy Birthday Jonathon.

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1 year

It's that time of night again... Thoon

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2 years

It just dawned on me that at some point, history will look at this era and say "society was so dark and depraved they delivered their young via abortion into toilets and flushed their children down the toilet." That's beyond bleak. I don't have words.

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1 year

Sigh. My son is joining the Marines. Ordinarily, I'd be mostly ok with it..,but our government and military is crap and I don't like it. At. All.

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1 year

I'm sharing lunch, grab a plate

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2 years

Spare a moment? I need to see your pets please. It's almost Christmas and I must love them. 🥺💕

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1 year

Fluffle 🥰

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2 years

Charlie says heyyy! Fresh from the groomer he can see again and smells delightful 😂

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2 years

And that's a problem???

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3 years

I miss my son. I hate suicide. It doesn't end. The missing part. It doesn't go away. You don't get over it. It doesn't get better. It hides in dark corners and then strangles you suddenly and you can't breathe or think or move. I. Miss. My. Son. #SuicideAwareness

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