It's been real, folks.
Im not tearing up, absolutely not.
I want to thank everyone in this verse for keeping up with my bs from time to time, all those threads I dropped, and my overall inconsistency.
Im sorry that burnout has gotten me this bad, butโฆ
Oh hey, one I can do.
Maybe someone finds that old journal she had hidden under the rug alongside some spare money from her first allowance.
. . .
There will be no NSFW entries.
[EPILOGUE โ A better place.]
Eyelids are slowly opening up, as Ifrit wakes up once more.
This place is, however, unfamiliar to her.
Grasslands, as far as the eye can see. There are no buildings. Plains, blooming flowers and beautiful vegetation everywhere in her surroundingsโฆ
โฆI think this is the best way I thought things could be put to an end.
Someone once told me that the best stories never had happy endings, and Im deciding to stick to those words.
I hope everyone had a good time with me.
I'll be away for a bit, feel free to ask for my Dcord.
[1:02 PM.]
Ifrit's condition hasn't changed much, aside from a few variances in her heart rate. Stabilized and breathing, thanks to the oxygen supply being administered, the kid is still fighting to wake up.
Many have come to visit.
It's been two hours since she regainedโฆ
Smash or pass but Ifrit's concept of smashing is holding hands and cuddling because she's a pathetic wet lizard in need of love and has little to no filter on whom she gets a crush on because in her eyes all she sees is pretty girls all over the place-
Now, THAT'S a bonfire!
( one very cheerful savra might've been witness of this event. as the smoke from the flames went arise, she felt herself fulfilled.
to see everyone gathered one last time, some more happy than others, but together nontheless;
Ifrit, could rest at ease. )
From this point onwards, every "apparition" of Ifrit will be strictly non-canon and mostly crack-centric.
( Reason being: I really need a break, but I also enjoy writing so I don't want to quit 100%. So expect some spooks or smth, idk. )
. . .
( If her words didn't, that smile sure tore apart the floodgates. Tears began to build up on her ears, falling down her face, as she tried to speak. )
I-I knew it. . .โ
You /can/ smileโโ
( She shouted, at the top of her lungs, filled to the brim with joy andโฆ
โ โ โ
โฆ
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โ โฆ yeah . โ
carefully positioning herself to lean in, a kiss was delivered to the savra โ just like what ifrit had delivered before; one upon the forehead .
and a hand would gently caress that head, fingers running through fine hair .
ยป
โ โ โ
Okay, so, big shocker apparently for everyone.
I think the whole deal should be kept under some sort of order to not confuse everyoneโ
So, MuMu is with her now, and will be sent to medbay to be taken care of by medical stuff and Doctors, if willing.
[1:20 PM.]
Quite a few hours had passed since Ifrit's last health update.
Still bedridden, several improvements had been made throught these last couple of hours.
She was currently asleep, her body was still extremely tired, but she had managed to get some peaceful restโฆ
[11:23 PM.]
( The clock will mark midnight in the following minutes.
A few long hours have already passed since the savra regained consciousness.
If it wasn't for the Doctor's quick intervention and Kristen's compatible transfusion to make up for the severe blood loss theโฆ
Im going to do some follower cleanup later today, so. . .
If we haven't interacted yet, but want to interact at some point in the future, please like this tweet.
I'll keep regulars, but there's way too many accounts where I feel Im just another number.
Given the singing HC I wrote about yesterday, it feels fitting that a select few would get to get a song sung by Ifrit.
This bandwagon will be very selective.
Pros of being dead:
โ no worries about oripathy
โ not hungry
โ not tired.
Cons of being dead:
โ no girlkisses
โ no girlkisses
โ no girlkisses
โ i miss my girlfriend
โ no girlkisses
โ can't hug my girlfriend or family
โ no girlkisses :(
Well, that takes care of that.
Feel free to aid in the process of getting her stabilized.
I'll be combing some sort of timeline of events that more or less makes sense and tie them up somehow.
Please let me know if you'd like Ifrit to give a little response back to the visits she has been paid.
I'll consider them to have showed up past midnight, after she has been awake for a little while but still resting.
The interaction will be short.
Heads up:
If someone wants to check up on Ifrit before this account is repurposed, be sure to do so in these next few hours.
This muse will come to an end tomorrow.
If anyone wants details, hmu on discord.
( yaaaaaawn. )
good morning, Terra. . .
( the chimera is already awake, however, she still keeps walking around in her pajamas.
seems like she's being lazy today. )
I was going to be here doing replies n stuff before going on vacation, but I somehow got an eye scratch last night and it's been hurting all day.
I'll see if I can do stuff later on if it stops hurting or tomorrow before I leave.
Sowwy :(
โฆyeah, Im strong enough to be a part of that team.
After all, Im really strong.
And I'll get to see Ros more often.
Someone needs to keep an eye on her.
Just you wait, Mr. Logos.
Next year, I'll claim that medal.
( Quick steps, one after another. That previous self-consciousness towards her own well being was completely blown out of the way the moment Ifrit heard that familiar voice in the intercom asking for help.
With the given position transfered to her handheld device, it wasn'tโฆ
Im still not dead, just not in much of a mood to write in general.
I can however, show off the last additions to my Arknights account.
Astgenne L80 S2M3 Mod3
Finally, Owlter Mod3
And of course, Big Bow Shortstack L60 S2M3 Mod3.
Only Magallan left.
Ugh. . .
These meds make me so sleepy. . .๐ง
( The savra has been asleep since Shiroko visited.
How long has it been. . . ?
Hours, days. . . ?
Ifrit was confused, disoriented and her body felt just as numb as it had been ever since she started taking Silence's specialโฆ
[โ ๏ธNON-CANONโ ๏ธ]
It has been a month and a half since the incident and the kid has not left her room even once.
Nian's visits became sporadic & she shut herself in. Covered in blankets and wrapped up in sorrow and sadness.
A feeling that would not wash away. Time wasn'tโฆ
Huff. . .
This is. . . Tougher than I thought.๐ง
( Ifrit is sweating quite a bit in the training room. She's been working out for almost an hour at this point, doing various exercises.
Some more painful than others, but it seems like the stitches are holding up just fine. )
โฆwould have to regain that strength, one way or another. A halt in her progress, right after having regained her sensory awareness.
She could hear, she could feel their touch.
Hands holding onto hers, a familiar feel from a candy wrap. . .
Things she couldn't hold onto, orโฆ
โฆconsciousness, her senses still numb but no longer unaware of her surroundings.
She was there, and there was little to no reaction, but she acknowledged every single one of those voices that seemed to have come visit her.
A grueling and very much tiring climb, now a mereโฆ
๐ฆ๐ช๐ผ ๐ฒ๐ฝ ๐๐ธ๐ป๐ฝ๐ฑ ๐ฒ๐ฝ. . . ?
( The Diฮฑblo asked, within Ifrit's subsconsciousness.
The savra was knocked out, after everything that happened in the last few hours. Probably being carried away back to safety, given that she could still hear his voice within her mindโฆ
โฆand promptly taken care of in the following minutes after she arrived to the operating table.
The monitor displaying her heart rate showed calming consistency in its tracking of the savra's pulse, which, albeit wasn't just yet in the ideal range, that was as best as oneโฆ
I'll just go away until the actual date of Ifrit's comeback.
Her birthday is the date.
Up until then, the fact that she's in the landship should not be public.
That's all I ask for.
โฆcould hope for when Ifrit had been administered a number of numbing agents to make sure she would not feel any more pain.
With an effective procedure from Rhodes Island's medical stuff, the baton had been passed back to Ifrit to hold.
Now it was up to her to fight back.
Im dealing with some really bad shit right now so replies will be delayed until I can get myself to stop getting anxiety attacks.
Apologies to everyone, things are very bad. . .
Oh, right.
I just remembered I never really stated it, but. . .
I someone's willing to ship with Ifrit, they gotta be aware that this account is singleship & i'd prefer it to stay that way.
Multiships are too messy for me to keep up with.
Yes, yes. Keep fueling distress to the child traumatized by human experimentation and the worst case of oripathy in the entire landship.
That's ought to end well.
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@cyberauras
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Dear diary:
I saw the Crystalshine lady pass by today.
I didn't know she was here at Rhodes Island too.
. . .
I want one of her drinks. I might drop by later if it's open.
I should probably bring Shiroko with me someday.
I need to ask her name too, I forgotโฆ
โฆfew steps away from awakening once more.
However, things weren't going to be so easy, for her legs wouldn't respond to her.
She could not take those last few steps, as she had exhausted all her energy in getting out of that deep dark well that her unconsciousness was.
Sheโฆ
โฆright in front of her.
And yet. . . she didn't. A smile, formed on her lips as she hugged the perro even tighter. )
Revenge will not accomplish anything. The damage has been done, but it's a damage that Silence has been working for years on end to heal.
( The kid mutteredโฆ
( Ifrit has been back in her room for a few hours now.
Her little escapade didn't go as smoothly as she had planned, so no more adventures for a while, given how the wound seemed to have re-opened at some point due to all the moving around, which caused it to be promptlyโฆ