don’t ever think you’re too big or too masc to transition.
6’2” & 230lbs -> 5’11” & 180lbs
do what you want with your body. I promise it’s worth it. 💖💙🤍
Don’t ever think you’re too big or too masc to transition.
2018 -> 2023
6’2” -> 5’11”
235lbs -> 175lbs
It’s never too late to start being yourself, and YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS.
happy pride month everyone!!! 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️💕
so the Pokémon company, despite like 20+ emails of trying everything - REFUSES to use anything other than my LEGAL NAME for tournament entry…
This feels like such a trans-ignorant set of rules. ugh.
aside from legally changing my name to Bloody… any advice on what to do??
I have news for everyone. I'm transgender.
I've been holding this in my whole life and I'm so incredibly happy to finally share this with the world and truly be myself.
Please watch this video for more details, it'd mean the world to me.
Thanks ❤️💛💚💙💜
Whenever I get a big Twitch feature, I always get a HUGE new wave of crappy people who say awful things to me.
it’s pretty sad.
BUT LISTEN HERE:
I’m trans. I’m a woman. Yes, I fucking own it. and yes, I am THRIVING.
and none of your sad bullshit can EVER slow me down. 🤍💖💙
HOLY SHIT.
NO FUCKING WAY.
y’all funded my entire bottom surgery in less than 24 hours...
I actually can’t stop crying.
I am FINALLY gonna get the chance to truly be MYSELF.
and I am so thankful to each and every one of you who helped.
AHHHHH THANK YOU ALL!!! 😭💖🔥🤍😭
ok wow I’ve gotten a LOT of really mean transphobic comments the last few days wtf…
well to all those shitty people tryna put me down:
I’m TRANS. I’m a WOMAN. and I’m HOT. and anyone who doesn’t like it can stay mad. 😠
been getting like a LOT of transphobic comments lately -_-
whatever. I’m TRANS, I’m HOT, and I’m HAPPY.
and anyone who has a problem with that can stay mad. 😌💖
I'm at a loss for words.
Today was a dream come true.
We raised $37,000 for
@TransLifeline
, a literal record for most raised in a single stream.
Now I'm sitting here crying, in disbelief, of how incredible this stream was.
Thank you so much to everyone who supported today. 💖
Happy
#TransDayOfVisibility
!!
I genuinely can’t believe how much happier I am now than I used to be.
this pic was taken 8 YEARS AGO
19 -> 27
235lbs -> 170lbs
6’3” -> 5’11”
take it from me, happiness is possible. CHANGE is possible. and I promise, you deserve it all. 💖🤍💙
Surgery was a success!
Extremely hopped up on anesthesia, muscle relaxers, and painkillers atm...
but it’s all good.
ofc not physically, but emotionally I feel fuckin’ amazing.
wow.
Today is the first day of the rest of my life. and I’m so happy to have lived to see it. ☺️❤️
I JUST GOT CONFIRMATION
DUE TO A DQ IN THE TOP 8, I HAVE NOW OFFICIALLY FINISHED IN 32nd PLACE AT LATIN AMERICA INTERNATIONAL CHAMPIONSHIPS!!!
I JUST WON 160CP AND $2,000 AHHHHHHH!!!!! LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
OK SO APPARENTLY SOMEONE IN TOP 8 GOT DQ’d
AND THAT WOULD PUSH EVERYONE UP, INCLUDING ME TO 32nd PLACE….
it is not 100% confirmed, head judge said to wait for standings to be posted after finals tomorrow.
IS THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENING????
To update, they’re refusing my request because “the name needs to look more like a real name - not a personality.”
Which feels really gross that they can just subjectively decide what constitutes a “real looking name”
like everyone calls me bloody, I don’t HAVE another name…
hi I’m bloody, I’m trans, and I do spicy things on the internet for trans charities
soooo if you wanna be horny for a good cause ~ check out my stuff 💕
do gendered bathrooms give anyone else EXTREME anxiety??
I been trans and out for nearly 5 years now but for some reason I just still can’t shake the deep fear of public restrooms
why did people have to make a big deal out of this
I just wanna pee and move on lol
ahhh ok I’m gonna be honest, as a trans woman I am soooooo happy about my hips in this pic
like ik I can’t make a baby or whatever, but who cares I’m really happy with how I look 🥹
Today is April Fools. I am autistic.
My brain has a very difficult time filtering truth from fiction, especially at first glance.
Today by far feels like the most frustrating day of the year for me.
Please be respectful of folks, and don’t be too harsh with pranks/jokes. <3
muting words = self care
you don’t have to keep hearing about subjects that make you sad or angry.
if I hear one more take on this game, reasonable or not, I may just fucking explode.
It’s not easy to be trans ever, but it’s especially rough right now. Please help yourself. <3
what a crazy night.
I’m really glad I decided to fire up stream again.
got a ton of hate, but got sooo much love and support too. 💕
super appreciate folks like
@LudwigAhgren
and
@Trainwreckstv
stepping up and speaking out against transphobic assholes tonight.
GGs y’all. <3
I spent the first 22 years of my life fucking hating my body and my place in the world
5 years later and I couldn’t be happier & prouder with how far I’ve come
don’t give up. keep working hard and keep being slutty on the internet.
pretty sure that’s the life lesson here. 💖🏳️⚧️
breakups fucking suck.
😞
if y’all wouldn’t mind sharing some kind words, or maybe a time where I made you smile a little, I think I could really use some good heart feels right now. ❤️
alright y’all ~
this is it.
I’ve got surgery tomorrow at 7am.
Thanks so much for getting me to where I am in life. I really wouldn’t be able to do any of what I’m doing without y’all.
Streams will resume when I’m recovered in about 2-3 weeks.
see y’all on the other side. 💕
This is me from 2018 vs 2023.
Take it from me, you can never be “too big” or “too small” to transition.
Even if things aren’t great right now, please believe in your future. You deserve happiness.
Happy Trans Day of Visibility!! 💖🤍💙
LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOO
I JUST FUCKING WON I’M 7-2 I JUST DAY 2’d MY FIRST INTERNATIONAL TOURNEY AHHHHHHHHHHH
I’M CRYING AND SCREAMING AND HOLT SHIT OMG LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
these pictures were taken only 6 years apart… wow
I tend to feel down on myself a lot, but I’ve come so far from who I once was.
and PLEASE remember, you can literally never be “too masculine” to transition.
if you wanna be a girl, just be a girl. :)
making an onlyfans and getting all dressed up has been so damn empowering. (also REALLY gender affirming)
I love being trans and I love being a hot lady and I hope y’all love that for me too. 🥰🖤
hi, I’m not having the best day, people are being real mean to me and it sucks
but I’m gonna keep being hot, kickin butt, and doin’ my thing ~ no one can take that away from me <3
BIG NEWS:
Thanks to everyone’s INCREDIBLE support ~ my bottom surgery is booked, paid for, and confirmed!!!
not only that, but it is SOON...
MY SURGERY DATE IS OFFICIALLY SCHEDULED FOR JANUARY 6th!!!
AHHHHHHHH 🔥🔥🔥
Thank you all so much for helping me finally get there. ❤️