I know I’ve only just rejoined twitter so I’m not even sure who is currently present, but if you ARE reading this, I want to wish you a beautiful day today filled with lots of smiles 🥰 I’m here if you’d like to say hi ☺️👋🏻
If you’re goth, you don’t HAVE to keep the aesthetic of being sad, depressed, a fuck up, stand off-ish, off, weird, fucked up in the head, never smiling, being into bdsm, etc just to be considered “goth”...... just BE you.
Lots of new people here & I’m sure some of you are wondering who the f*ck I am... hi. My name is Ash. I got my start playing the vans warped tour then graduated to active rock festivals all over the world & this weekend will be my first time on the WWE stage. How are you doing?
I want to address that I am seeing everyone’s tweets and messages requesting I talk with
@chrishansen
, we spoke over a month ago, but with the death of my father I had to put this aside for awhile, but please know, I am taking this seriously and will do what I can to contribute
I am pretending to be on my phone right now. So the creepy guy behind me, talking to me, despite my body language SCREAMING to leave me alone, will actually leave me alone.
Also, my tattoos are not an invitation for you to speak to me strange man.
I was very nervous to do the interview, so reading all of your comments on Twitter, on the YouTube video and on my IG, made me feel like I did the right thing. Thank you guys! I’m not crying , you’re crying!
I’ve honestly been so appreciative and grateful for the massive amount of love we are receiving from the WWE fan base!
I know Im not your typical metal personality and look & you’re all truly accepting me, Im living for the crossover of our metal/rock community & wrestling!
Wrestling fans are f***ing INTENSE..... and I’m HERE for it! Bring it on ya crazies, let’s get cozy and get to know each other💋💋💋💋 kinda feels like I’m the heel and that’s bad ass 😂
I always put my career and goals first in my life. I’ve never been engaged or even lived with anyone. I’m so happy I waited until now and have finally found the perfect one!
@JimmyTrigger
💍💎
I don’t believe in the saying “kill them with kindness”..... if you’re going to metaphorically “kill” someone with anything, do so by taking all of your energy away from them. Kill them with nothing, cause that’s what they deserve if they’re treating you shitty. Nothing.
I’m at a loss of words.
if I could snap my fingers and take the pain away from everyone, I would.
Please take care of yourselves. Take care of your mental health. Take care of your hearts and take care of your brothers and sisters.
Looks become attractive once you’ve seen someone’s kindness, compassion, love, humility and respect. Without those, you’re just a good looking bag of trash.
Ive legit had people complain how they couldn’t kiss me in a photo at meet and greets. And the fans wonder why bands don’t do met and greets AT ALL. Guess ya just cant please everyone despite trying,
I just want to share that SO many of the younger botdf fans who HATED me online years ago, have been apologizing to me lately. It’s ok guys! You were young and impressionable and I never blamed you! No need to apologize BUT I’m glad to know you’re still here and into NYD now!
If you’re feeling depressed or suicidal, hopeless or lost, there’s people who WANT to talk to you HERE! Let me know so I can RT you and help you find support in your music scene ❤️🖤
Receiving some questions based on my last post, so I will clarify. I do not like strange men continuing speaking to me when my body language clearly says I’m uncomfortable. BUT I NEVER mind a fan tapping me on the shoulder and saying hello. Two completely different interactions
When you just find out one of his security guards you were referring to is already in jail for pedophila..... WOW.
Anyone remember a security guard who went by the name techno Viking? THAT guy.
I can’t with people who don’t treat bands like they’re people. We aren’t slaves. We feel pain, get sick and get tired, just like the rest of the world.
Good friend of mine who helped conwrite unbreakable passed away this week, other close friend was in the hospital last night. Friendly reminder, You never know what someone YOU DONT KNOW personally is dealing with in their life offline, so don’t be a dick on the internet.
#PSA
All I meant by saying, you can be goth AND happy, is don’t feel pressured to be any one way that isn’t naturally yourself based on the subculture you dress like and the assumptions based around it. There are no rules you must adhere to.
Just be you.
Sitting on a throne made of the bodies of your enemies sounds cool, but in practice it's actually quite horrible. Kind of smelly. lil uncomfortable. Just buy a chair, guys.
I love when I walk into a professional office and the person at the front desk has face, neck or hand tattoos! I’m immediately like “my people!” And feel so much more relaxed!
I get it. Not all dogs can be pet, that’s why I ALWAYS ask first and never just reach out to a dog and touch it without asking it’s owner first..... but man, I still hate it when the answer is no 😹 “can I pet your dog?” “No she’s kinda shy” “aw ok no worries” *internally cries*
Imagine being so sick in the head, that even after I block you for harassment, you continue to make fake accounts to watch every thing I do. You hate me so much, yet still watch everything I do? You’re not a hater. You’re a fan. Part 1....
Ps. I let fans kiss MY cheek as an alternative option. But I warn them that I have kooties, germs, sweat, and they could get sick! But somehow, no one has opted out yet 🤷🏻♀️
Some people would call me the nicest girl on earth. Some people would say I was an asshole. How I am to you, depends 100% on YOU. Show me respect, I’ll show you respect. Treat me badly, and I’ll be even worse to you.
Part1/ It’s crazy. I used to get SO much hate from botf fans. I mean, LETHAL amounts of hate. I got made fun of a lot. I was accused of all kinds of horrible vile things. I was called a liar, just wanting attention, a horrible singer, ugly, fat, you name it, I was hated for it...
The world is such a shit storm right now it’s hard to even focus on one issue... it’s easy to feel small amidst it all, just keep trying to make a difference in any way you can 🖤