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"Queer theory running riot," according to my detractors.

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1 year
6 months ago I set out to write a history of gender dysphoria, a concept I think many trans people use, but lack context for. This grew into a much grander investigation of trans womanhood as a form of madness. It would mean a lot to me if you read it.
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I never tweet about Elon Musk because I read the time Azealia Banks called him Apartheid Clyde and felt like that was the end of the discussion
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every trans woman on this site knows so deeply and profoundly how much this is a lie
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learned recently that after they realized they were gay during wwii returning combat veterans refused to marry into families so they formed bike gangs and started the leather subculture
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From a gay man held as a teen in a mental institution, 1962-4: "I remember this one doctor who was talking about homosexuality. And he said, well, there is a normal homosexual period between 8 and 12 and beyond that it's abnormal. So I piped up and said 'Is that a.m. or p.m.?'"
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last step of me figuring out my sexual identity was definitely "I don't care"
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guy who thinks "social construct" and "not real" are synonyms
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back when i told my mom my name was Leah she was like "oh how did you know that's what i would have named you" & i was like "ah. on April 25th 2002 as you washed dishes i asked what my name would have been if & you told me & i wrote it 200 times in my notebook to never forget so"
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cant sleep thinking about amelia earharts drip
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cis women will tweet some shit like "i wish my man had the pussy and i had the dick" and then just like go on living the rest of their lives
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The Met Gala was established when art was becoming the 2nd-largest unregulated market (after drugs) and public museums fell to behest of private collectors. Impossible for me to observe a Wojnarowicz or dress saying "Tax the rich" in this context and not feel burning cynicism.
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Once you start getting into pre-code film you can really identify just how severely the Hays Code decimated cinema. It was pretty bad.
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you guys all understand that laws around "public sex" aren't historically about like, "kink," but sex workers working out of cars, homeless people, and cruising right
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A lot of trans people avoid transphobia or just deal with longterm feelings of dysphoria by not going outside, something I don't think is talked about enough. Discouragement from public life is an effect of discrimination that is hidden because it is not open bigotry.
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???????? bro gender your daughter correctly
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Many people know of Lili Elbe, a trans woman of the early 1930s made famous by a biography published at time of her death, then once again by media property The Danish Girl. Sadly both accounts ignored how gay Lili's wife Gerda Gottlieb was; here's her erotica from the 1920s
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every time i hear this oddly specific "don't let your kids near drag queens" scaremongering i think about how Sylvia Rivera got her name from queens that took her in off the street when she was 11
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she has that same simultaneous quality of surprise in every turn of phrase yet perfectly coherent and meaningful overarching symbolism we celebrate in our greatest modernist poetry of last century. truly the best contemporary culture has to offer
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she’s like if aristotle and shakespeare were one person
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Way too often "queer elders" is referencing people who are like 29 and the "new generation" is like 14
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something about transgender childhoods (or mine specifically or whatever) i think is deeply instructive about childhood generally is the way offhand comments by adults become incredible lifeshaping moments (constraints) they have no capacity to ever realize the significance of
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It's funny that because there are no wedding ceremonies in the Bible straight couples have for centuries adapted the oaths of two women (Ruth and Naomi) or two men (David and Jonathan)
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escalation: a series in four parts
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TAKE OFF YOUR HETERO-IMITATIVE FROGSKIN AND DANCE TO A LESBIAN/GAY SPIRIT!!!!
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@american_sicko you got absolutely wrecked here ngl
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Maybe I'm being dense... But what exactly is the logic behind advertising tampons and pads to transwomen??
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The 90s trans girl experience is being afraid to rewatch any childhood sitcoms because jokes making fun of trans women are in every. Single. One.
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these kind of pseudofeminist pseudoscientific new age dunks on patriarchy are always going to end in a transmisogynistic place just imo. there's no scientific discovery which will make girl power a law of nature or refute male dominance biologically, it's all fake
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So crazy that the patriarchy has convinced us that men carry the family line when mitochondrial dna can only be traced maternally lmfao
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PROMOTING THE IDEA A MAN TAKING A WOMAN'S DICK IN HIS ASS NECESSARILY INVOLVES BEING OVERTHROWN, OVERPOWERED, ANNIHILATED, DESTROYED, ABOLISHED, EMBARRASSED, HUMILIATED, DISCOMFITED, OR OTHERWISE SHAMED AS MEN TRADITIONALLY SHAME WOMEN IS ACTUALLY EXACTLY THE WORK OF PATRIARCHY
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“If someone doesn’t know what this means, you’re gonna have to look it up” — Cara Delevingne #MetGala
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Just speaking As A Trans Woman here but what is "cosmetic" is entirely political contestation over what insurance will cover. For this reason every socialist feminist paradigm will cover all surgery unconditionally, and dismantle all oppression which may generate desire for it.
despite people trying to reframe it, cosmetic surgery will never be feminist
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you guys ever hang out with a cat and be like oh yeah she's definitely autistic
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The gay man who wrote this cover story from 1981 is still alive at 91 years old. Yesterday I talked to him on the phone for 20 minutes. It does give me a tiny bit of comfort, knowing that paper has always been trash.
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Today is World AIDS Day. It took me too long to realize since studying AIDS activism during the '80s that this infamous jacket made by David Wojnarowicz wasn't a slogan or quip. In fact many AIDS victims specifically requested a political funeral, and some had them.
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One of my favorite German artists from the Weimar era is Jeanne Mammen. My favorite painting from her is this 1928 watercolor of lesbians at a masked ball.
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alternately magnus hirschfeld suggested (in sexual history of the world war) that gay Germans had suicidal tendencies because they were hated and were thus most likely to sacrifice themselves for das Vatarland. part of his pacifism was to save his twinks. which way modern man etc
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Obsessed with Dr. Magnus Hirschfeld's suggested therapy for trans people being "milieu-therapy," that is, hanging out with your friends at drag bars in Berlin. Sadly never taken up by the broader medical establishment
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LGBT people are actually unbelievably fast to forgive when people offer an actual apology for their previous bigotry, it's just that almost no one ever does this
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its pretty painful to read earlier narratives of queer city life and realize they are literally no longer possible because of high rent
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look i can keep going. most military gays didn't actually fuck in the army (too heavily surveilled) so they figured this sexuality stuff out more during leave and port of call. whole bars were dedicated to them, this is how military regalia got so fetishized in gay culture
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4 years
STOP asking about my sexuality. I'm whatever sexual identity makes the joke land
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queer housing groups are so scary because they're like what if the worst gender takes you've ever read on the internet also had extremely direct high-stakes implications for your ability to continue living
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"small dick energy" is actually a reference to the Lacanian phallus and has nothing whatsoever to do with the body. but you'd know this if you read literature
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[watching porn] this plot scene does not advance the sex in any way
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When I was a kid my mom used to bully me until I let my dad shave my head in our backyard. Now they're old and mild and "accept me" as their daughter. What am I supposed to do with this? Queers talk so much about family rejection, what do we do when it resolves into "acceptance"?
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I'm a big fan of trans women asserting we have periods because whether or not it's scientifically accurate or whatever it always makes the very worst kind of person obsessively irrationally frothing-at-the-mouth angry
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huge amounts of homophobia in the States during the Lavendar Scare came from a presumed connection between gays & communism. at almost the same time, huge amounts of homophobia in Cuba came from presumed connection between gays & capitalism. always found the juxtaposition telling
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that's some nice self-loathing you have there... would be a shame if i loved you unconditionally despite how you feel about yourself
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If you are a trans person on hormones I recommend you hoard them. Lie to the pharmacy about losing your prescription for a refill. Shave a bit on your typical regime to create a surplus. Try to keep a buffer of at least three months for yourself and other trans people in need.
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rough and tumble bisexual military men would 1) sell sex for some spare change [they were underpaid] 2) get picked up by older wealthier urban gays which is a major part of where "trade" comes from, it's a bar relationship
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The "trans women in sports" conversation really misses out on the fact that only an elite few participate in paid, televised, or professional sport. Women's sport, especially for youth, is primarily a vehicle to develop a public life and become involved in your community.
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As a trans person I wish people learned to use the word "eugenics" for forced fertility like they do for forced sterilization because it means both.
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Happy Pride Month everyone! I present to you, A Quick Visual History of Gay People and Our Tacky Matching Shirts: A Pride Collection 1. Boston Bisexual Women's Network, Christopher Street Liberation Day, NYC, June 26, 1983.
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Trans people have often had oral histories, subcultural relationships, and jobs in the underground economy. It is helpful for me (as a historian) to remember that not everything needs to be recorded and analyzed, that escaping the record is often the intent.
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happy anniversary to this btw
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haha it's so funny how nonbinary trans people feel pressure to be binary trans and binary trans people feel pressure to be nonbinary trans almost like society is structured so that it's fundamentally impossible to correctly perform transness hahaha good times good times goo
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bisexuality is fun because it's easily the coolest sexuality to have and the least cool sexuality to talk about
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i think an unfortunate side effect of new "tender" queer cultures of authenticity sacrificing cattiness and shade is that instead of just disliking someone its adherents often imagine new internal gender hierarchies to justify their dislike as oppression
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Just found out two trans female patients at Magnus Hirschfeld's Institute, Charlotte Charlaque and Toni Ebel, were lovers for about 12 years (1930-1942). Toni converted to Judaism during the Nazi regime under Charlotte's care. Happy post-Valentine's Day malaise to trans dykes.
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trans guy musicians like "i'm gonna make an acoustic bedroom bop with warm electronic elements about recovering some good from past traumas" trans girl musicians like "i'm gonna scream over this pitchshifted white noise about having BPD & burdening all who ever tried to love me"
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It was when I realized nearly every trans person has deep-seated escape fantasies that I understood how important the concept of utopia is to transness, or queerness. We all have a fictional geography in our heads where we get to be most free, most ourselves.
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did you all know that "girlfriend" and "boyfriend" used to be terms queers used to talk about their girlfriends and boyfriends without being outed? back in the 1920s. like a court jester i appear to throw this little wrench into partner discourse before retreating into the night
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My loves, we asked them to use partner. We, queers, asked them to use it so we could talk about our partners without immediately being outed.
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I have 200,000 accounts blocked on this website because twitter comms doesn't do shit but oppress minorities. I am a trans woman who has been suspended for one week for calling myself a fag hag and for two days for saying adults shouldn't fuck children. I have receipts.
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Trans women have what nonbinary people want (getting called they)
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anyway totally unrelated but please enjoy Quentin Crisp and others discussing Marlene Dietrich's gay kiss in Morocco (1930). "I don't think they've done anything as sexually delicious since."
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hey one big way that monkeypox actually is a lot like AIDS is that it's yet another reasons to have solidarity with Africans, who have been struggling against literal decades of abysmal global health response to these exact diseases
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"Visibility," "attention," "spotlight" are all euphemisms for what trans women actually endure, which is surveillance
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hey just an idea but what if this belief spread even by trans men that testosterone is Very Serious and never to be "fucked around with" has less to do with medical science than a culture of gentility in which womanhood is absurdly fragile and in constant need of protection
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@akirarmsarms this is actually just how english women look
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When trans people dredge up the horrible transphobic things said by a recently dead public figure, it's not an effort to "cancel" them, at least not to me. It's an effort to remember what parts of them our culture is invested in forgetting.
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one thing i love about Sylvia Rivera is that after she got in a relationship with another trans woman in her later years people kept asking if this meant she was lesbian and she was like "please go away"
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parents grieving the loss of their trans kid's previously assumed gender is so upsetting because you know the violence they put that child through for years on end was absolutely unbearable and they genuinely think it was an act of love and will for the rest of their life
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One thing I can say decisively about David Wojnarowicz is he would never have taken issue with something so gauche as "text on clothing" or "lack of subtlety." He would have taken issue with the Met Gala!
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a lot of trans women i know, myself currently, have a kind of gap in transition... we do everything that felt totally urgent, then normal depression takes hold a year or three... we stop taking care of ourselves... then we're ready to have a go again. i call this the ftf moment
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Actually I'm the kind of nonbinary where everyone attracted to me is straight
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I see that the author of the best-selling children's series of all time is now following men who advocate for pedophilia.
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i think there's something to be said how many adult cis women have romantic views of the "tomboy" figure because, absent lived experience of violence towards gender variant children, their cultural feminism regards an appropriate measure of female masculinity as a moral virtue
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all that homophobia trans women escape transitioning from being called a faggot to being called a tranny faggot
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"We're the daughters of the witches you didn't burn" is funny to me as a historian because there are identifiable female descendants of women accused of witchcraft living today
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Cis feminists will be like "Trans women's vaginas are unnatural wounds forever trying to close serving no function but to please men" and be wearing earrings??? Fuck off
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trans women cant give birth but we can get a friend started on hormones which is basically the same thing
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Laws against jaywalking and the word "jaywalking" itself was invented and spread as propaganda by the US automobile industry to demonize pedestrians their products slaughtered
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It's so sick that transphobes have revived calling gay people "same-sex attracted" because that's such a homophobic red flag lol are you in a Mormon church in 1998
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Bottom/top stereotypes are absolutely a cisgender psy-op to get queers to have bad sex
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lol so the FFS surgeon took out a giant benign tumor in my head
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Hi everyone. I wrote a little essay about what the Nazis did and did not take from us, trans people. It's a mythology we all know well, but a history we all know poorly. It would mean a lot to me if you read it. On trans life in the Weimar Republic:
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shocked at how underdiscussed this humbly spoken transgender memoir from 1974 about a 23-year-old woman without a high school diploma who transitions in a psych ward is. im reviving it. left me in a state
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i injected myself with a needle full of estrogen for two years and now it's illegal for me to be shirtless outside, what the fuck
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@KyleLukoff gay trans guys get to teach me leather history they know like the back of their hand and i get to ramble at them about random transsexuals in weimar berlin. it's a kind of gift exchange
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trans people's twenties are the decade after they transition
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"It wasn’t so long ago that L.G.B.T.Q. people were thrilled to cheer for every out person and ally who would march in the Pride parade, including L.G.B.T.Q. police officers," writes the editorial board.
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Two trans sisters (biological, Lauraine & Lennette Lee) hanging out under the marquee for the Christine Jorgensen biopic, 1970.
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sometimes it feels so tacky to remember like oh my relationship with my family actually is quite bad and it actually is because i am a transsexual. like is this 1960 be serious
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i need more ex-boyfriends so that my future trans masculine husband can have a Scott Pilgrim style adventure
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I am one of the many brave trans women proving bigots wrong by being worse than cis women at sports
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streets queens are a far cry from many queens today. but it seems queens still can't live down the "street" history that their intervention on behalf of children was often a sign of parental negligence. parents continue to project their own abuses onto queens
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One of the ways being trans is a blessing is that I often hear cis people talking about how their prime was their 20s, college, even high school, but for me every day I get older I feel more and more alive, awake, attractive, wanting to be here.
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trans women as a postmodern muse, forever peeling away the layers of normative education, culturation, and learning for male artists seeking connection to rebellion, rather than women as muses in a classical sense, who are meant to summon exactly the same
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Shout out to Lou Reed’s Trans girlfriend/muse Rachel. She inspired some of his best music but was swept under the rug.
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the funniest part of transphobia for me is the desperate rebrand of the far right as the heroic defender of cisgender tomboys and effeminate homosexuals everywhere
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First HRT is very "I can't believe I'm finally alive" and then second year HRT is very "I can't believe how much healing I have to do."
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Witch discourse is very cis. I am literally a shapeshifter who injects mysterious liquid into herself and is actively reviled by all the world's major religions.
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