⋇ Convinced herself that smelling food makes her full
⋇ Almost never eats the same things her brother does
⋇ Thinks of her brother as the ultimate fatspo
Nicole ~
⋇ BMI: 16.5
⋇ Anorexia-r
⋇ Gets high to distract herself from eating
⋇ Cuts herself if she goes over her calorie limit
⋇ Gets clothes that are too small for her to motivate her
⋇ Learned most of her disordered ways from her mom
⋇ Barrows diet pills
Jecka ~
⍋ BMI: 16.3
⍋ Bulimia + ARFID
⍋ Smokes as an appetite suppressant
⍋ Emotional eater
⍋ Dances to burn calories
⍋ Tries to romanticize her ED but it never works
⍋ Only exercises when she's home alone
⍋ Is in denial about being bulimic (convinced she's has ana)
Emily ~
༒︎ Anorexia-r
༒︎ BMI: 12.5
༒︎ Cuts herself whenever she eats
༒︎ Survives off junk food
༒︎ Treats drugs like a meal replacement
༒︎ Rarely gets the munchies but still does
༒︎ Hates working out
༒︎ She'll force herself to vomit whenever she eats her mother's cooking
⋇ Often faints but blames it on being too high
⋇ Macros are irrelevant to her
⋇ Likes to point out others disordered habits to try and embarrass them
⋇ Strives to eat as little as Emily
⋇ Would bring up her ED at old schools for sympathy
∞ Writes letters to her crushes about why she will never deserve them but never sends them
∞ Most of her letters talk about how fat and gross she is
∞ Eats mostly clean which leads her to binging on sweets later
∞ 16:8 intermediate fasting (main cause of binges)
༒︎ Diet pills are her biggest supporter
༒︎ Has been to inpatient multiple times
༒︎ Cuts off fat from her body sometimes
༒︎ Bodychecking constantly
༒︎ White monster is elite in her eyes
༒︎ Lax abuser
༒︎ Purposely gets herself lost to get more steps in atleast once a week
✭ Does 3 day long fasts after a binge
✭ Chugging water daily
✭ Has a 6 pack
✭ Portion control is her speciality
✭ "it's not a disorder, it's a lifestyle"
✭ "A moment on the lips, forever on the hips"
✭ If she has a bad day she'll fast and practice lines for her next show
⍋ Genuinely forgets to eat often
⍋ Always cold
⍋ Low bf%
⍋ c/s is her best friend
⍋ Admirers Nicole's self control
⍋ Was hospitalized as a child for her ARFID
⍋ Trys to drink gallons of water to stop herself from binging
⍋ Has given herself water poisoning multiple times
Ari ~
∞ BMI: 17.4
∞ Anorexia-b/p
∞ Purges via vomiting and exercise
∞ BED to ana pipeline
∞ Chubby as a kid
∞ Wants to be worthy for a girl to love her
∞ Over exercises daily
∞ Cuts herself after she binges
∞ B/p's almost daily
Megan ~
✭ BMI: 17
✭ Anorexia-r
✭ A control freak in all aspects of her life
✭ Used to have BED
✭ Wants the perfect body for her future career
✭ She's heavily pro-ana (just doesn't know it)
✭ Has Ortho tendencies
✭ Snacks on ice
✭ Doesn't like the idea of eating meat
∞ Has a bucket in her room purely for purging
∞ Often compares herself to Nicole
∞ "I just have a fast metabolism"
∞ Doesn't take many bc's but regrets it
∞ She's eaten over 10k calories on multiple occasions
∞ Likes to read books about Ed's
Karen ~
✺ BMI: 17.3
✺ Bulimia
✺ Purges via vomiting
✺ Bodychecking queen
✺ Never eats anything without taking a good picture of it first (except when she's deep in a binge)
✺ She has an almond mom
✺ Sprays perfume on her food to make it inedible (She still eats it anyway)
✺ Able to purge hands free
✺ Uses the excuse of not being able to cook to avoid meals
✺ Has definitely eaten out of a trashcan at some point
✺ Can't eat infront of others
✺ Has bad pictures of herself mid binge and looks at them to shame herself
I'M NOT THAT KIND OF TALENT MENTIONED
I'M NOT THAT KIND OF TALENT MENTIONED
I'M NOT THAT KIND OF TALENT MENTIONED
I'M NOT THAT KIND OF TALENT MENTIONED
I'M NOT THAT KIND OF TALENT MENTIONED
Does anyone else cry when they remember how little some of their moots BMI's are
I get worried about them dying bc I feel like they're on the verge of collapse :[
I like to just watch people interact on twt, like there are multiple friendships off the top of my head that I'm not apart of but they make me happy anyway
❥ Terrified of loose skin even though she was never very big to begin with
❥ Tries not to do full day fast very often because she needs her energy
❥ Likes to explore cities and go on walking trails with friends to get steps up
☪ Hides weights in his pockets and chugs water before getting weighed at the doctor to avoid forced recovery
☪ Attempted recovery once and it traumatized him to the point where he refused to eat anything for 3 days afterwards
I need a website where I just list my symptoms and it gives me actual potential answers instead of just saying I have cancer or I'm having heart attack