我说我是无性恋,他ok
然后我提到bdsm 我告诉他我想和他玩但是我不想我们发展这么快
我说我太喜欢他了,如果我们过早做这些事对这份感情太不尊重
他:I just wanna be with u. I'm okay with everything u do to me I'll be happy. Because i love u.
bf追着我问我的创伤经历,听完之后他说:Mybe u are straight u just never find real love. U are beautiful u like boys u wanna aftercare u wanna attention. U like sm because its fun, fuck boys maybe its fun too.
他说完这句话我焦虑症又犯了。
我觉得他听完这些事或许也要离开我了。