Daddy told me when I got home to go get a shower and change into something more comfortable. More comfortable to him means sexy and tight. Anything but comfortable for me. So I wore a small crop top no bra. Tiny hot shorts. String thong and my plug. I then made the family dinner.
Mowed the grass yesterday in a bra and tiny shorts. Daddy said if he had to watch me fuck around with the grass I might as well look good. So he oiled me up put a plug in me. Picked out my outfit. Sports bra top, tiny shorts my ass hangs out of,
When I got married and moves into my husband's house. We went through all my clothes. He had me put on everything, and he would say yes or no. I donated everything he didn't like. He then took me and picked things out for me to wear.
I have spent hours listening to audios of women being tortured and crying. I can still hear it even now that it has turned off. My head is ringing with their torment. Absolutely spinning right now.
Daddy said this week I can't sit down. I'm either standing or lying down. If I don't want to stand to watch TV at night I can kneel on dry rice but no sitting on my heels. It's going to be a long week he also doubled my work out so I have to work out after work now too.
Spent the evening kneeling in dry rice with my nose holding a penny to the wall. Daddy and the boys ordered pizza. It smelled so good but Food like that is for men. I don't eat such decadent food. After they were done eating Daddy let me get up and have a small plain salad.
We were driving on our way to see Daddy's friend and his wife. He turns to me and says you're not hungry you already ate. 😭 Knowing full well I haven't eaten since the night before. Having to lie about being full when you're starving is so hard. When they ask are you sure..😭
All weekend I have been in breath restrictions. Tight collar, belt around my stomach, and nose plugged. Having to think about breathing all day every day is exhausting. We went on a nice walk yesterday. I would have loved it if could think of anything other than my next breath.
The only time Daddy cleans his own ass is when he's at work. Otherwise I kneel next to him as he shits. He likes to scroll his phone and ignore me. Then he gets up bends over and I whipe him clean and then use my tongue to make sure it's perfectly clean.
My diet as set by daddy.
Breakfast-black coffee.
Lunch-nonfat Greek yogurt and frozen fruit.
Dinner-a salad version of what the men are having. No carbs, no rice, no pasta, etc.
Snack- airpopped popcorn.
This is Monday to Saturday. On Sunday I fast.
After the kids went to bed daddy wanted to have some fun. I wore my latex breathing hood, a rope around my neck, hands tied painfully behind my back. He tied the rope to the ceiling I had to stand on my toes to not choke myself. I had to think carefully to breathe with the hood.
We almost never see my family. They don't understand our lifestyle. They just see how I'm dressed and how reverent I am to my husband and just assume he's abusive with me. Even if he was I wish they keep their judgments to themselves.
Even when Daddy is sleeping all day I still put effort into looking good. The same rules still apply even if he never sees you. My clothes still have to be uncomfortable to the point of pain. Just because the cat is out doesn't mean the mice can play.
It was a late night and I'm tired this morning. He didn't get home till late by the time he had finished eating and I had finished cleaning him it was well after midnight. He showed me pictures of the horrible things he did to her. Always so glad he girlfriends for that.
G string straps over the hips clearly visible above the shorts. You could definitely tell I was plugged from the unnatural pushing apart of my cheeks. I love mowing the grass it's so satisfying and he loves playing dress up. It works for everyone.
Daddy wants to go to the club next weekend. So excited even said I could get a new dress!!! What am I going to pick? I have to knock his socks off. I want to be horish but not indecent. It's a fine line
After fasting for days. I was a gluten and ate too much and was sick. Daddy laughed at this pig with her head in the toilet. This isn't the first time this has happened either. When will I ever learn?
The women daddy fucked yesterday I could still taste and smell them on him when I got home from work. He doesn't shower after his dates so I can have the privilege of tasting and enjoying them.
Every morning when I wake him up he let's out a huge fart right in my face. Never know if he's awake until I feel that air on my face. Only then do I know.
I then go and model them for him and he says yes or no. I have some input but very little. Now I ask him in the morning what his idea for my look will be that day and it's my duty to fulfill that vision. I don't always get it right know the first try. Sometimes he makes me change
He wants me to always be the skinniest in the room. And he wants me to know that, whenever we’re out, he always wants to fuck the girl with the tiniest waist. Sometimes he’ll point her out at me to make me jealous.
I didn't even care about how my plug rubbed the inside of asscheeks raw. It's easy to forget you are hungry when you are suffering. Going into the third day of my liquid diet. Almost exclusively only fruit juice for me this weekend.
It's been 2 full weeks since I had dick in my pussy. All daddy has done is fuck my ass morning and night. I'm always uncomfortable anymore but I would die before he ever knew it.
This was one of the hardest steps for me to take in our relationship. That ick in your core is very hard to overcome. But you must rise above and be the best you can be. Not a cunt rules by emotion.
The screams never stop. Just a quiet moment, please. The clothes on my body are too small and rub at me. My nerves are shot but the screams don't care they won't stop they will never stop.
Daddy doesn't like to use ropes or restrain me when punishing me except for stress positions. He says you must hold the position no matter what and ropes would only benefit me. Make me lazy
Big new toy came in the mail last night. It's so big. It went into my ass easy enough but after 4 or 5 inches that was it. But I bounced on it as daddy watched. Stopping when he asked me to bend over and to show him my gape. His smile just made me beam.
I didn't even care about my feet. He took the insoles out of my shoes and put in a few small cinders. How they stabbed into my feet with every step. It didn't matter that I carried the backpack with 4 gallons of water inside. Even though we hardly drank half of 1.
Cum is never wasted. After he cums in me I go and squat on my placemat and force it out. I then look him in the eyes as I lick it up. (He is very serious about that point) Then he dismisses me and I go pee.
I get so many messages in my dm's from women wanting a man like mine. Honey, what have you done to deserve one? You have a bitchy all about me attitude, fat, short hair, and demand monogamy. Why would any man want that? Men aren't the problem you are.
Daddy was out late last night on a date with his girlfriend. Dinner and dancing. He's been napping all afternoon after we had sex. I cleaned the house and made dinner.
It's been a long day at my job but my work isn't done yet. I have to go home get showered and changed out of my work clothes. Get the boys to the library to pick new books for the week. Then come home and make dinner. Daddy is going to be home late tonight. He has a date.
We went shopping yesterday and I squatted down to grab something off the bottom shelf and my plug fell out on the floor. I was absolutely mortified. I grabbed it as fast as I could but People still saw. Daddy had no pity for me. Had me put it back in in the changing room.
My shoulders are so sore this morning from what we did last night. He had my wrists tied behind my back then had a rope going to the ceiling that pulled my hands high. pulling painfully on my shoulders. Then he fucked my ass with a huge dildo. Still trying to work his fist.
My guts hurt this morning. It felt like his dick was a foot long last night, stabbing me. It wasn't even wild sex just a quiet night at home but damn did he feel huge.
I'm so broken he finally fucked my pussy again and I didn't like it. I begged him to put it in my ass. He looked me in the eyes and said "you're finally an anal-only whore aren't you?" I wanted to cry but he was right. I'm a dirty bitch who only wants dick in her ass.
"No, sweetie just one pump this is a new bottle you have to make it last. It's only so I don't hurt my cock not to help you. Don't be selfish I need friction because you're so blown out." He's right the lube is expensive and should be grateful he got something so premium for me.
He repeatedly had me get things off the bottom shelf so he could see my plug along with everyone else in the aisle. You must never hesitate when daddy says something to you. Daddy says jump i jump.
Got 2 and half hours sleep last night. Was up all night working on his essay. He just sent me a Picture with his red pen in hand. I'm going to be very sore tomorrow I just know it.
Starve and work yourself to the bone and your man will always keep you. Most of you are lazy and will find yourselves a single mothers and truly alone.
It's chore day and daddy made it more fun for him. Had me get plugged first then put on a bikini to clean the house as he mowed the grass. Then he got showered and picked out a very short dress for me to wear. We went to costco and a few other places.
He coaches the team and I'm stuffed full of toys in the stands. Fucks me the moment we get alone at home after celebrating their big win with the team. So proud of my men.
He's having me write a 1000 word essay on "futility of equality". If anyone has ideas for me or would like to submit there own essay please let me know.
It fills me with such joy knowing how many cunts love my husband. How so many of us are willing to give up everything to this man. Every date or booty call he has makes me love and respect him more and more.
Daddy is taking me shopping today for our trip to Miami. I can't wait to be his little doll to dress up. I have been working out morning and night in anticipation. I had a guess he might want to go this weekend. So I doubled my effort to try and be as close to perfect as I can.
I love those nights I lay in bed with Daddy just running my hand over his body. Teasing his cock till it's rock hard as we talk about everything and nothing. There comes a point where he is too stiff and too turned on and he just pushes me over and gets on top. ❤️❤️
Just because he won't be home doesn't mean he doesn't want to see what I'm going to be wearing out. I must take a picture of every layer of clothing and then the final product. It also doesn't mean dinner can be something thrown together. He will be hungry when he gets home.
The lines Daddy told me I have to write today. "I deserve nothing, only pain. My happiness does not matter, only my suffering. My mind is worthless, only my body has value. "
"...that they may train the young wives to love their husbands, to love their children, to be sober minded, chaste, workers at home, kind, being in subjection to their own husbands..." - Titus 2:5
It was so cold morning under the window this morning. My thin blanket didn't hold out the cold very well. I hope Daddy will let me close the windows soon.
Went to this lake yesterday and it was wild at one end of the beech it was fully nude and the further down you went the more family it became. There were no signs but everyone just seemed to know.
I really want to get an arm tattoo but my husband isn't keen on the idea. I was sad when he said he didn't want that on my skin. But it's his body in the end
Every morning I'm up at 430 am work all day then come home and work again till 9. All my time is spent in the name of my husband. He learned a long time ago I can't be trusted with time to myself. All praise and glory to you Daddy. 💗💗💗
I feel so bad for these kids who's mothers are so fat they can't hardly take care of the kids. How on earth do their husbands/father's allow this? Ik daddy would never stand for it.
My best friend from high school has been struggling with "fertility issues" i want to be a good friend butI just can't stand her. She's gained so much weight she must be 300lbs. She must be on her 10th doctor because they all tell her to lose weight. 🙄
Not quite there yet. He fucked my pussy hard pulling me back into him so every thrust pulled on my shoulders. I was so tired after I just passed out. Daddy was so nice and let me sleep. ❤️
On a positive note, Daddy spent the whole day spoiling me with clothes and jewelry. Made me feel like the most loved girl in the world. The very least I can do is dress to impress him. Mini dress, plug, micro thong, mesh Bra.
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Well I guess she took him to dinner. Then went back to her place where he put a noose around her neck and made her balance on her tip toes as he switched between beating her thighs and calfs with a thick wooden rod and his cattle whip he keeps in the car.