hate when ppl say their mania made them clean their entire house good for you bc mine makes me not sleep not eat have reckless sex go on benders makes me go mia for days and makes me paranoid as fucking shit
ordered some new clothes bc i need to feel new and LOOK AT THIS!!!! OBSESSED!!!!! i was gonna order a new cow print blanket too but i do nottttt need another one rn
usually i drink when im depressed but actually i feel so good so breaking 5 days sober isn’t THAT big of a deal???? bc atleast im not drinking for BAD reasons??? right???? (sigh)
fr tho the marshmallow one is DANGEROUS bc i’ve put like 4? shots in (idk tho the line is how much i put in lol) and the rest cherry cola and im telling you neowwwww i cannot taste vodka AT ALL im downing this mfff mwah
but in allll seriousness i need back on antipsychs since i stopped mine bc of side effects my care co was like ok that’s fine bc those side effects were bad they were neurological and yeah fucked me up BUT I NEED ANTIPSYCHS BAD IM GOING INSANE
anyway had to come off of it bc I was constantly being sick multiple times a day 👍🏻 can't go on the depo bc my blood pressure and implant makes me bleed too much so idk what else to do lol coil is a noooo