Toronto Police Officer fighting systemic racism/sexual violence. Stop NDAs. Here to empower women/victims! Be Brave. My opinion
#Tarnishedbadge
#NDA
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*Whistleblowers*
My employer Toronto Police Service send me a Cease& Desist letter bc of my twitter! Apparently fighting for women to be free of sexual violence is harassing sexual predator enablers and perps! I’ll wear it with an honour & I’ll never FUCKING stop fighting for us
PC Chris Hoeller from TPS tried to sexually assault me by blocking my exit, demanding if I don’t”fuck him and kotzer”they would tell everyone at work I did!Hoeller then send a text to my colleagues asking about my Vagina. Nearly 2 yrs after I reported, TPS kept him in sex crimes
@paleochristcon
Andrew is gonna abandon his mother/sister/grandmother and go save himself.
Hahaha you look exactly like a coward who would save your own ass!
The “who is gonna protect you” crowd are bunch of coward bitches!
Your mom must be so proud!
As a policewoman who was sexually assaulted by someone I worked with &trusted, I went to 10 different agencies to report it! They all said go back and report it to the same people who harmed you! If as a Policewoman nobody took my report serious how are they serving the public?
I’m 40 today!I spend my 20s&30s living for me. My career, my travels&playing poker was my happiness! I’m dedicating my 40s to fighting for victims&women rights shinning a light on women in policing! I’m excited to continue doing what I love! Thank you for having my back! ❤️🥳🦾
I’m a Policewoman who was sexually assaulted by a detective at work!I reported it to my employer. TPS did zero investigation and retaliated against me! How are they treating public sexual assault reports? I’m a policewoman and they didn’t investigate! Police Services r complicit
To my new followers: I’m a Toronto cop who’s fighting my employer because of patriarchy fuckery! I swear because it helps my anger and I have a lot of anger to release! I stand with all women/Victims and BIPOC for a better future for everyone and I fight like a girl! 🙏🏽🥷🏼❤️
My employer
@TorontoPolice
has hired 5 law firms against me using taxpayers $$ but my union says they don’t want to provide me a Human Rights lawyer making,me pay for my own lawyer! I’m a cop and I was sexually assaulted by a detective at work! Toronto Police protects predators!
Twitter was the best decision I made.
Twitter is where I advocate for justice/equality.
Twitter is where I found my voice!
Twitter literally saved my life!
I don’t care who is uncomfortable with that.
Do what you have to do to survive!
Be your own advocate &fight like hell! ❤️🦾
I was born in war poverty&pain. Spend my childhood in bomb shelters..came to Canada for better life. I became a cop to serve my city. To empower women. Now I’m in another war fighting for my life against my employer Toronto Police. I’m ready for this war,I’m not that kid anymore!
Twitter has become my diary,life line &my therapy sessions!I have been struggling with PTSD&had suicidal ideologies after being shunned by my employer,for reporting sexual assault. Connecting with you warriors has helped me see the light.Thank you for your support&compassion!🤗❤️
Toronto Police then attached a bunch of my tweets directed at Deputy Chief Shawna Coxon bc she lied at PC Heather McWilliam HRT covering up years of sexual violence! Coxon has to be held accountable for perjury and collusion but let’s worry about my twitter! TPS is complicit.
Watch W5 “the tarnished badge” to hear our stories and what we have been through! So many of us have lost our lives and livelihoods at the hands of those who are supposed to protect us! Not my chief
Constable Effy Zarabi spent 9 years protecting the streets of Toronto before going on leave because of what she claims was relentless sexual harassment and bullying. She shares her experience with
@avery_haines
in 'The Tarnished Badge' this Saturday at 7pm.
Kotzer was laughing standing behind me saying “ok show us your tits then”. Toronto Police Service has a “systemic sexual harassment problem” yet they have said NOTHING about it and continue to allow women to be sexually abused.
@TorontosMayor
@TPAca
@TPSBoard
NDAs are killing us!
PTSD changes your brain. Some days you don’t even know yourself. Somedays you’ll be happy to have even showered. Nights are the worst time that’s when your mind pulls out old memories. I’m getting to know myself again. I’m letting myself grieve who I once was&become even better!
I’m approaching 5 k followers and I’m thinking ab not long ago when I started this account! I was so broken and sick from holding in years of toxic policing! Now I feel empowered & feel stronger then ever to fight back in solidarity with Women/BIPOC and allies! Thank you ❤️😘🙏
Thank you to my twitter fam for your support& for amplifying our voices. Fighting alone in silence kills you slowly. I was dying inside everyday shunned& isolated, it wasn’t until twitter and all your support that I was able to get my voice back and fight!
#StrongerTogether
🙏❤️
I started my twitter account exactly last year yesterday! I was desperate and full of rage from holding in years of abuse, seeing other women going through years of abuse.I was suffocating!The worst thing you can do as a victim is stay silent! Spit their venom back in their face.
I’m approaching 3 k followers&I want to thank my amazing followers for giving me the courage to speak out!Twitter has saved my life,bf this I was drowning in silence & anger, it was suffocating me. Today I’m encouraged&feel empowered to fight for victims, thanks to you!❤️🙏💪🏽📣
If you aren’t pissing people off and making enemies then you aren’t fighting for justice! You are just pretending! Fighting for justice is messy and pisses assholes off! There’s no polite way to fight, no asking begging or taking! Change requires bravery&courage or get out!
When I opened my twitter account, I was totally exhausted and angry thinking nobody cared about Women like me. I wanted to scream & get it all out. Now I feel so empowered & hopeful. Your support has saved my life. Thank you for having my back. Thank you for showing up.
❤️🤗🥷🏼🦾
I’m going on the radio tonight! I was asked to give a update on my case! 2 days ago I was told by my former lawyer that I’m lying about being sexually assaulted and faking my PTSD! Im exhausted but it’s important to keep speaking up! Justice delayed is Justice denied!
It was 2 years ago this time when I started my twitter account! I was exhausted, defeated, silenced, shunned,angry and was desperate to unpack my trauma hoping somebody fkn cared!Today I’m forever grateful&feel more supported then ever to keep going!Thank you twitter fam! 🙏🏽❤️🥷🏼
This guy was charged with impaired driving and I retweeted it so he blocked me! You have bigger problems then me chris! Thanks for taking out the trash!
13 years ago today I started my policing career. It’s my hiring day anniversary and looking back I was so naive thinking I was going to make change and make world a better place!Today I know I am making world a better place by fighting for Women’s rights! Happy fkn anniversary 🥷🏼
They told me:
Don’t report it, it will end your career
Don’t report it,they’ll slut shame you
Don’t report it,your employer will sue
Don’t post it, their lawyers will sue
Don’t go to media, nobody will care.
But I did. Follow your own path &trust yourself! Fuck them all I say!
I’m at 4K followers&I’m so thankful! Thank you for your kindness&for amplifying our voices!I have gotten more support from my twitter fam then my employer! Support is what heals us&gives us our purpose back!Keep fighting so they know you aren’t fucking playing❤️
#16DaysOfActivism
I had a very tough day today! Is was a reminder that women have a long way to go for equality in the workplace,many more hurtles to jump including our own unions who are supposed to represent ALL equally!The fight continues! Twitter has become my diary & emotional support!🥰
@HeatherMcWill1
Twitter saved my life.. I was suffocating! This is war on women! Fuck being polite. Fuck abusers and fuck patriarchy! We will never stop fighting for our lives and future. Women need to be aware of what TPS is doing to protect sexual predators! This is public interest!
#MeToo
I am a police officer. I find it fkn ridiculous that right up to reporting sexual assault, I was considered a good cop. After reporting SA, a switch went off like I became a villain. That’s how I knew I was meant for something bigger. Don’t let anyone define you by your job.
#NDA
I’m backkkk! Apparently telling your police chief to do his job huit his feeling meanwhile women are getting sexually assaulted/abused and losing our careers but we aren’t allowed to speak up! Fuck patriarchy, fuck abusers.. it’s good to be backkkk! Stop police sexual violence.
I was born in war! Raised in poverty and trauma. Came to Canada age 10 for a better life!Now my employer Toronto Police wants to destroy me &bury me like I didn’t exist! I have fought bullies all my life! I was born to fight! Women are not disposable, we are fucking here to stay!
I’m told be careful what you tweet.. they’ll use it against you in court! I’ll stand by every single one of my tweets & I can explain them better then they can explain their silence! I can’t make oppression,abuse,corruption,racism and sexual violence sound pretty and palatable!
I’m happy to say that Twitter will not be removing any of my tweets because they believe in freedom of speech and women’s constitutional rights! Thank you all for your support! We are rising ❤️🙏
#Tarnishedbadge
#MeToo
One of my male followers doesn’t like that I constantly post about violence against Women&swear! So I’m gonna say this for the cheap seats in the back…don’t fucking follow me if you are a dumb ass fk.I don’t fkn care about saving your fragile feelings!Go bark at the abusers 🖕🏽🌵
I’m looking forward to 2021. Going to turn up the heat on abusers/enablers&any asshole who gets in my way of getting justice for myself and women in Policing. Don’t let anyone stop you from standing up for yourself! Be Bold,Brave and unapologetic! Happy new year friends!! ❤️🥷🏼🦾
People say victims are making up shit to get money! I’m a police officer! My salary was 100 k. After reporting sexual assault to my employer, my salary dropped to 75 k and after refusing to resign with NDA, my salary is 0 ! Fuck you for thinking it is about money!
#MeToo
Rape culture tells us “false allegations are destroying good mens lives”meanwhile rape conviction is 1% and rapists have become president, politicians and everything else and nobody gives a fuck about the 1 in 5 women being raped& every women facing sexual violence!
Good night!
I only listen to my mom! She said “don’t keep your enemies secrets”
She said “never let a bully make an example of you, other bullies are watching”. She said “never depend on anyone”. She said “hit back harder”. All this before I was 19! RIP mom! Your warrior spirit lives on!
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I’m going to be turning 40 soon and I’m very excited to leave my shy timid 30s behind! I’m going to love my 40s.I feel like I’m shedding my old self,got the toxic out of my mind&my journey forward is surrounded by solid women warriors! No regrets just new goals and new chapters!
I am a Toronto Police officer. I became a cop in 2008&started my career wanting to help women/kids/victims &to serve my community! I was sexually assaulted after I became a cop!Now I’m fighting to change the culture from within!Safe communities starts with police!
#IWD2021
#MeToo
Toronto Police has hired an army of lawyers against me! All licking their lips knowing the unlimited tax money they have access to!Free lawyers for all the men sexually abusing women! Union support and some got promoted! I can’t even afford 1 lawyer&these savages are piling up!
The best thing about being a whistleblower is.. it cleans the two faced cowards, the fake ass friends and the enablers out of your life! Never be silenced in the fear of standing alone, courage, strength ¬ giving a fuck will bring you to the people who want your bright light!
I’m a Toronto police officer.
In 2018 I reported sexual assault & discrimination to my employer. Since reporting, my employer has tried to silence me twice with NDA then retaliated against me because I refused to be silenced!
Silence is violence.
We are rising.
#MeToo
#NDA
I didn’t drink alcohol around my male colleagues bc of stories I was warned about by other policewomen but they never mentioned coffee! It was over coffee with a detective I trusted &respected 4years sexually assaulted me.That predator waited to gain my trust.Never blame yourself
Toronto Police lawyers called my tweets “aggressive and getting worst”! You know what is worst then “aggressive tweets”... corrupt lawyers who cover up and benefit from systemic oppression! Employers remaining silence in response to SV/racism. My tweets aren’t the problem!
#MeToo
I’m a Police Officer. I’ve been a cop for over 11 years for Toronto Police. I reported sexual assault in 2018. I reported&showed evidence of sexual violence/racism/homophobia/harassment.TPS destroyed my life &put me under investigation. TPS protects abusers but silences victims!
As a Muslim policewoman working for
@TorontoPolice
I was called a “sand N*****” “gypsy” “musi” throughout my career. Reporting systemic racism & sexual violence costed me everything.
@jamesramertps
protects white supremacy.Stop NDAs.Stop the cycle of violence.We need help.
#MeToo
I was sexually assaulted by a detective I trusted.I knew him for years&he was so kind and respectful until he was alone with me!He is a pradator who waited for the right time to assault! Not all sexual predators jump out of the bush! Some wait for you to trust them b4 they strike
I will curse scream and rip anyone a new asshole if you try and tone police me! Try losing your fkn house,your career,your pension&health on top of being sexually assaulted only to have your employer try to suffocate you silently! Fuck abusers/enablers.Yes I’m allow to fkn swear!
I got a bill from my former lawyer Howard Levitt for 500 k bc I didn’t want to sign a NDA & resign.Had to hire a lawyer,the bill got reduced to 72k leaving me with court costs!I’m not getting paid by my employer Toronto Police Service!This is oppression system build to silence us
My employer
@TorontoPolice
wants me to stop posting contents of this group chat!They hoping I get tired of reminding public that these chats aren’t just jokes&locker room talk! These officers are being protected/promoted but we are fkn losing everything reporting sexual violence
It has been an awful tough week. I was angry/sick to my stomach most days & felt like I hit a wall!Numb from feeling anything other then anger/sadness but I still felt supported/heard,thanks to my twitter fam.Even in your darkest moments,having an ounce of support means the🌍❤️🙏
I know my twitter followers are amazing peoples because nobody has corrected my many spelling and grammar errors! Thank you for your continued support and amplifying our voices. Happy Halloween lovelies and be safe 🎃❤️🙏
Happy Valentine’s Day to all the warriors & allies!May your love and passion for justice burn strong like a thousand suns everyday!Fuck abusers and enablers, hope you feel the heat of a thousand suns beaming on your fucking heads!Love yourself & don’t tolerate shit form nobody ❤️
Merry Christmas and happy holidays to all the fighters, warriors and allies 🎄❤️.
Fuck abusers and enablers, hope 2021 brings you exactly what you deserve and then some!
My childhood was mostly spend in bomb shelters fleeing from war.I came to Canada & I became a cop thinking I could help my community&women. Now I’m fighting my employer Toronto Police against sexual violence/racism. Trying to intimidate me won’t work,This is my comfort zone!
20 years ago today,I tragically lost my mom.I was a few days shy of 20! We couldn’t afford to bring her body home so we buried her in UK. I couldn’t afford to fly to her funeral& scared to see her lifeless body as a final image of her so I didn’t go.That’s my only regret in life
The most toxic abusive relationship I’ve ever been in,is with my employer Toronto Police. After reporting sexual assault/discrimination, TPS isolated me, punished me&destroyed my health. Having to choose between a roof over your head or your safety is what abusers do!
#16Days
I’m ok with not being liked! I don’t want to be around assholes anyway! I hate people who look the other way bc they don’t want the bully to pick them next!Good, hate me and know that I’m nothing like you!Fuck being liked by bullies & their enablers! Who needs dead weight anyway!
My salary was already reduced to 75% and I have to pay for my own human rights lawyer. Today I find out that my former lawyer
@HowardLevittLaw
is garnishing my salary too! Fuck you all to hell. You fucking abusers are worst then fucking pimps.
@jamesramertps
fuck you all.
#MeToo
The worst radio call you can attend to as a police officer is “child not breathing”. I got that call when I was working alone as a rookie end of my day shift. Ended up in sick kids morgue 10 hours later. His face and name stayed with me! I cried like hell, didn’t care who watched
I am in the process of taking my union to arbitration for refusing to help me after being sexually assaulted in the workplace!I just learned that I have to pay for the arbitration,splitting cost with my union!Where the fuck did my union dues go then?Where is equal representation?
I have filed a “duty of fair representation”against my union& tomorrow is the hearing!I want my union to pay for my Human Rights Lawyer after I reported sexual assault/harassment,racism and all I have is a over a 100k in lawyer bills!I paid my union dues for over 10 years!
#MeToo
I’ve been off work for 3 years now. After reporting sexual assault to my employer,all they’ve done is throw peanuts at me w NDAs&when that didn’t work,they retaliated by putting me under investigation!When is violence against women going to stop?I’m sick fighting 4 my life alone.
I became suicidal after reporting sexual assault/harassment to my employer Toronto Police Service.Wasn’t the radio calls or the public who made me suicidal. TPS punished me like every woman bf me after reporting violence. Every police suicide is preventable!Stop NDAs
#MeToo
As a little girl, I was told by my mom to never keep adults secrets&always tell her, no matter what they said! Well nothing has changed! If you get sexually assaulted at work and your employer/their lawyer/your union tells not to tell anyone... scream that shit from the roof📣
I’m doing a podcast tonight! Going to talk about my career&what it’s like for Women in policing!Speaking publicly about this raw topic that’s effecting myself&many women everyday, is challenging but I know public awareness is huge part of calls for change! We need transparency!
I got sexually assaulted after I became a cop, then I realize what a fucked up systemic we have for victims. Even though my employer trusted me to do my job, after reporting sexual assault suddenly I was the bad cop! Women aren’t safe until Police services hold perps accountable
I was “careful” not to get sexually assaulted my entire life. They said don’t get drunk,go out at night alone,don’t dress too revealing.I got sexually assaulted after I became a cop by a detective I trusted.I wasn’t drunk,dressed “slutty”&wasn’t late at night! Stop victim blaming
I’m being told by several officers that detective Constable Ryan Kotzer is off on PTSD after his body cam recorded him telling a girl in custody that if she doesn’t stop,he will blow her brains out!
@jamesramertps
is this true?Same cop who tried to rape me is threatening women??
Happy Mother’s Day to all you beautiful wonderful moms! I lost my mother 20 years ago tragically, I think about her every single day! My mom was my hero! Now she is my guardian angel and I carry her strength and courage with me in my heart! Give your moms a hug from me too! 💕❤️
This is my friend.. she was sexually abused, harassed and bc she adopted a Black baby, TPS cops would call her a “n*gger lover”. When she reported it, Toronto police destroyed her life and made her disappear with NDA. She was the kindest most compassionate woman I know!❤️
I was new in Canada,grade 6 barely spoke English! Kids used to say to me “fkn paki go home”&bully me! My mom taught me to fight bullies and never fear anyone! I like nasty women! Women who don’t know their place! Women who bring their own chair to the table! Show me those women!
PC LIANG who took his own life yesterday, I didn’t know him but I knew right away why he took his life. I was there not long ago suicidal ideologies and everyday I was in pain. PC LIANGs friend gave me this letter he send 52Div unit commander asking for help! Fuck you condolences
Toronto Police Officer Christopher Hoeller who works in Guns and Gangs, wanted to know “if my bush was all brillowy like a blk chick” so he asked my male colleagues about my vagina!
@TorontoPolice
said “he was joking”. I’ve been steeped in it for so long, help me, is that normal?
I’m fucking angry today! Reporting sexual violence to my employer
@TorontoPolice
costed me everything I have worked for since I was 20. My home, pension, my future and my mental health all destroyed at the hand of white supremacy and patriarchy. Fuck you for abusing women.
#MeToo
Everything I went through prepared me for this!I was raised in war and poverty! Safety was a concern when I was 5 years old!Came here for a better life & became a cop to give back!Now these bitch ass bullies think they can break my spirit! I was fucking born for this fight!🥷🏼👮🏽
My employer
@TorontoPolice
destroyed my life! I lost my home, my pension, my career and my health all because I reported sexual assault at work! Hey abusive bastards, you take everything from someone, they’ll have nothing left to lose! Fuck abusers, now I can fight with no fear!
I was a woman before I was a cop.
I am a racialize women before cop
I am a sister,daughter&aunt before a cop.
I was part of the community before a cop.
Never was sexually abused till I became a cop
Never felt so much racism until I became a cop
Don’t silence me,I’m not one of you