I did my needle emg for my nerve conduction study and got some results that are not good. I don't really know how to process it or cope with it
I still want to participate in everything coming up
If I seem off in any upcoming things, that's why.
I don't really know what to do
everyone: i miss corpse.. i just hope he's doing alright..
me: tweeting every day, posting videos
everyone: it's like he's still here... enjoy your break corpse
me: does multiple streams in a week, constantly in other peoples streams
everyone: i just wonder.. where.. he.. is.
is there interest in me and Tina continuing Resident Evil Village? i'll stream it some more if y'all actually pull up and want that, I just didn't know lol
not being extremely active every day on social media while working on stuff scares the fuck out of me, i hope it's worth it
trying to make the things in my mind come to life
E-GIRLS is on track to hit 100M streams on Spotify in around 21 days. I normally dont care about number goals much, but that one means a lot to me because of how much I was told it'd do bad, not to do it & how much bullshit went on behind the scenes for the song to even come out
thank u so much for yesterday
i've already seen some hoodies out in the wild before, but i'm looking forward to seeing many more
it's easy for me to disassociate from being corpse since i never get to see any aspect of it in the real world, so it's one of the few cool things 🌹
I'm gonna b streaming a little bit of Back 4 Blood w/ Amigops tomorrow for my birthday at 4pm PST
Havent decided whether I will be streaming on YouTube or Twitch yet, but i'll let u know
thank u for all the kind words
ifeeldead
<3
They probably identified the problem with my arms. They basically told me i'm going to be in pain like this for the rest of my life and that it's only going to get worse, and there's not much I can do about it besides relieve it sometimes with injections.
Idk.
thank y'all for always tagging me in ur posts in the hoodies and stuff
i never leave my room or get any of the physical aspects of any of this, so seeing a part of me out in all different parts of the world feels really cool
Sorry i've been quiet and not as active the past few days. Just super overwhelmed and working on a ton of different projects at once. We'll plan a stream soon. Appreciate y'all sticking around <3
Holy fuck, I *think* y'all r going to hit 10M streams tonight on HDBNU if u keep it up
it hasn't even been a week since it dropped yet
i wish I could even put into words how crazy that is.
lets get it
Every day that I don't put out content like a stream, video, song, project, etc I feel like such a failure, I hate it so much lol. I know most creators feel this way too