@rratpakTV
They won't fire me because I'm disabled but what they will do is slowly over time give me less shifts until I am only working 1 or two shifts a week and I have to quit because it's not enough $$$ and start the process all over again at a new place. It's hell and it's unfair.
My humblest and biggest thank you to the ethereal
@dippedinpoison
and her unprecedented community for helping me feel comfortable in my own skin again ๐ Here's to standing up for what you believe in, choosing knowledge over nostalgia, and raising a little hell along the way. ๐
@canada_gir1
Yeah so, if you open your fucking eyes, I asked people to step down. I have not removed any one from my team for supporting this game. Not yet ๐
Just bc people are silent on their social media about issues doesn't mean they don't care or aren't doing enough. You don't know what people are doing behind the screen. Protesting, voting, fundraising, donating, educating, volunteering, etc. Please be mindful and kind ๐
My very 1st stream I told someone โI really love this! I think I can do this! I think I can hit partner in like a year!โ They laughed in my face and told me to be realistic. I cut ties with them and hit partner in 9 months. Believe in yourself ESPECIALLY when no one else does. โจ
Giving someone VIP and having viewers say they now feel unimportant was a real "???" moment for me. Following someone live and having people upset that I didn't also follow them was another. At the end of the day I am just one person. Streamers are trying, but we can't do it all
@bigwands
@rratpakTV
I work my fucking ass off, but if I stand for too long it feels like the base of my spine is being pulled apart by pork shredders. So I go to sit down and next thing I know my hours are cut because I'm "lazy". We see what employers are doing we just can't do anything about it.
It's Disability Pride Month! A reminder to be kind. You never know what people are hurting from or hiding inside. I'm proud of my disabilities however challenging they are. They have made me a more kind and patient person. ๐
Ps. Sorry about the piercings, mom ๐
Cutting off people who play a game you don't like =/= cutting off people who are small minded and whose morals don't align with yours. If you still think it's all about the game you're missing the big picture โจ
28 days free from nicotine ๐
Face cleared up, irritability is subsiding, stress eating is lessening, and I'm feeling accomplished ๐ Thank y'all so much for the support ๐ฅน
The amount of people that have stopped being my friend/interacting with me after being corrected on my pronouns is hurtful, staggering, and almost comical at this point??? ๐
Very thankful for the friends who have stuck around. ๐
Shout-out to my absolute rock. From making me laugh on my darkest days and nursing me when I'm stuck in bed to showing me sights I thought I would never see and making me feel flawless in a world not meant for me. Thank you for being my person ๐
TW: Abortion & Loss
This is not a part of my past I share easily. But I find it important to share this story. You aren't alone. Your LIFE and WELL BEING matter, not just your body and what others want it to produce.
4 years ago today I went live with Fortnite. I was only about 8 months clean at the time and had SO much learning to do. 4 years later and I'm still clean and still not done learning and growing โจ Streaming gave me the opportunity. Y'all gave me everything else โญ
People moving to Kick for money and not realizing the risk they are putting their community members in is speaking volumes. I understand needing to try stuff for yourself just please please be careful out there y'all.
In one month I'll be 3 years clean and I don't know if I expected to be where I am now. I don't know if I am where I'm supposed to be. I don't know where I'm going.
What I can say is that I'm happy I'm still here. ๐
Today weโre directly supporting some trans friends & creators with
@pallygg
. Iโll be reading Trans Wizard Harriet Porber by Chuck Tingle on stream today.
Pop in & spread love ๐ค๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ
Hey you.
Yeah, you.
Youโre ok and youโre doing just fine and itโs just a weird time right now. Itโs ok to feel frustrated and a little less patient. Youโre still a good person and this too shall pass. Am proud of you. ๐
I jogged today for the first time in 10 years. Only bout 6min but last I checked my body couldn't do that. I feel awful and incredible. I'm pushing myself so hard to live a normal life, I know there will be challenges, but today my limitations didn't beat me. And that's a win.๐ญ
My name is Nixuss, I play horror games and not very well , BUT I am a driven content creator and am looking to branch out and create meaningful connections with more brands and companies!
Business email is included~
Seriously so thankful. I will never forget this time and who was willing to let me fall and who picked me up and made sure I was fed and safe. Be mindful of where your support goes! ๐ญ๐
A ban should mean NO ACCESS TO STREAM. Itโs ridiculous to think I can ban someone for sexualizing me, harassing my community, or being too young for my content and all it bans is CHATTING and they can still VIEW my content?! ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ
Twitch replying to Gordon Ramsay before any of its creators who aren't getting paid is both the most infuriating and understandable thing to date. I wouldn't dare ignore the man either but sheeeeesh
Went out alone today and only one person touched me. And that's a "good" day. If this reaches your feed please know it's never ok to touch someone without their consent, even if you think you're being playful or friendly.
Merry Christmas from the Beach! ๐This year Iโm super proud of falling in love with food again & repairing my relationship with weight & eating. Cooking has helped me immensely and I feel incredible compared to the beginning of the year! Thank you all for the love and support ๐ฅบ
A reminder it's ok if you don't have the spoons to diversify your content. If you only have the energy to stream right now despite everything going on, it is ok and I am sure your community appreciates whatever time and energy you can give ๐ Streaming takes A LOT. Proud of you
@gibsyplays
Essentially it comes down to if you support transphobia and antisemitism then yes you don't have a place on my team. If people stream the game and don't know about the issues I'm hoping this post and the discord post would give them the heads-up they would need ๐
I challenged the fuck out of my agoraphobia today. I left the house on two different occasions and even stood out on my porch for a little bit. Relaxing with tea and feeling a bit better now. Didnโt feel great being out but still glad I did it. ๐
@gibsyplays
Punishing is an odd term. I'm not their guardian, partner, boss, or anything like that. I'm asking them to remove themselves. If they don't then removal could be an option but again it's a stream team and all that would mean is they don't have access to the team name.
Since I received my pain treatments I have:
โ Started creating content again
โ Started cooking again
โ Started reading again
โ Started communicating more
โ Started smiling for no good reason
We can lead somewhat of a normal life if we have access to treatment and care ๐
I hit all of my 2022 creator follower goals and as someone who has a hard time celebrating I'm just going to enjoy this small win. Thank you all for the support ๐ฅฒ๐โจ
Idk who needs to hear this, but you shouldnโt feel bad if you canโt Sub to a streamer this month, gift that 100 bits to start a hype train, contribute to a charity, or help towards a dono goal. Life is hectic and we all go through hardships. Your time is the most valuable thing.
This year I accomplished
๐ฎ Getting Sponsored by Taco Bell
๐ฉป Scheduled my Spine Surgery
โญ Met thee Matthew Lillard
It's been rad. Thanks for making all of this possible ๐ Go see SLC Punk if you haven't seen it ๐ค
Happy Pride month from your friendly neighborhood non-binary bisexual boy๐โจ
I'll never forget when I came out as non-binary. Someone said "I don't know how to treat you if you don't want to be treated like a woman."
My response?
"A human. Treat me like a human being." ๐
A cosplay for every stream in October.
This started as a joke but quickly became a goal. As exhausted as it made me I am still super proud of this months cosplays! Thank you for all the love and support.
Big Update!! I found roommates! ๐ญ I get to live with my best friend Pigs and Cavemoon! Come June I'll have a full house again ๐ฅบ๐๐ Thank you all for the unbelievable support during this crazy time. ๐
Hey!! A reminder to not attack people getting Partner, receiving pay, achieving things for the short comings of the platform! Celebrate and SUPPORT creators. This isnโt on them.